Isolated Blurt Thread
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MagicaPractica
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starrkers said:
My dog's scared of everything.
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Gi_Venus said:
I lived with an alcoholic for years and I know how their reality becomes distorted. It's not you. I hope you will see that
Tonight you felt the most honest, most "true" that I have ever experienced with you. Thank you. I'm happy you feel comfortable enough with me to finally just "be".
Of course, you do know this makes you about a million times more attractive than ever, right? Heaven help me...
Of course, you do know this makes you about a million times more attractive than ever, right? Heaven help me...
slyc_willie
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Doesn't seem to be too many people on, which just makes me feel more lonely.
I hate feeling lonely.
It was fine when I was really alone, when there was no one in my life. It was just me and a Monte Cristo sandwich and maybe a beer or two. Me and the ten-year-old laptop I still use due to ridiculous nostalgic reasons to write my stories. Just me and that quiet, dark time of night, listening to Coast To Coast AM and letting my fantasies pour out through my fingertips.
I forgot what it was like to really want and need to be with someone. I've had some lovers in the past year or so, and I value them as friends and confidants. One in particular, of course.
But now . . . this is something more, and I can't stop thinking about her, wondering about our future, what will happen, where we will go. Might we some day get married? Have children? What will her family think of me? What if I inadvertently piss off Uncle Bob?
We've talked about things like this, and I like that. We're both mature and adult enough to think about the future, about the possibilities, but not assume they will happen. We'll see where things go.
I'm still lonely. Because she's there and I'm here, and I think about her a hundred times a day.
And it's going to be over a month and a half before I can hold her, kiss her, taste her and smell her. Before I feel that smile on my face as we fall asleep spooned together like we fit perfectly.
I don't want to wait that long . . . .
I hate feeling lonely.
It was fine when I was really alone, when there was no one in my life. It was just me and a Monte Cristo sandwich and maybe a beer or two. Me and the ten-year-old laptop I still use due to ridiculous nostalgic reasons to write my stories. Just me and that quiet, dark time of night, listening to Coast To Coast AM and letting my fantasies pour out through my fingertips.
I forgot what it was like to really want and need to be with someone. I've had some lovers in the past year or so, and I value them as friends and confidants. One in particular, of course.
But now . . . this is something more, and I can't stop thinking about her, wondering about our future, what will happen, where we will go. Might we some day get married? Have children? What will her family think of me? What if I inadvertently piss off Uncle Bob?
We've talked about things like this, and I like that. We're both mature and adult enough to think about the future, about the possibilities, but not assume they will happen. We'll see where things go.
I'm still lonely. Because she's there and I'm here, and I think about her a hundred times a day.
And it's going to be over a month and a half before I can hold her, kiss her, taste her and smell her. Before I feel that smile on my face as we fall asleep spooned together like we fit perfectly.
I don't want to wait that long . . . .
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<hugs to Sly> I know what you mean...
Blurt: So this is what happens when you conk out on the sofa at 9pm. You wake up at 6am feeling bright eyed and bushy tailed going "now what?"
I cleared up the fiance's breakfast things (he left at 5am for work experience) and turned some lights on and now there's nothing to do... not even GMTV. Would it be really sad if I went and wrote Christmas cards now?
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Blurt: So this is what happens when you conk out on the sofa at 9pm. You wake up at 6am feeling bright eyed and bushy tailed going "now what?"
I cleared up the fiance's breakfast things (he left at 5am for work experience) and turned some lights on and now there's nothing to do... not even GMTV. Would it be really sad if I went and wrote Christmas cards now?
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The_Fool said:
I've got the real thing here, friend.
Cheers!
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i shouldnt have bothered
slyc_willie
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Vermilion said:
I always hate waking up that early. The world's just coming awake, and there's never anything good on either the radio or TV.
Guess writing Christmas cards is as good a distraction as any . . . .
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Last night was dark, the darkest night in a long time. No street lights have been on for two nights. The murky night enveloped the house and gave a chill I'm not used to feeling. I was standing outside and you couldn't see past where the porch light ended. Just a wall of darkness. The wind was whistling past and I could hear things moving in the yard as they were lifted and tossed about in the storm. For a brief moment my mind played tricks on me and I thought I heard footsteps, but I knew that could not be. Yet in that moment as I stood there with goosebumps on my arms I thought it was you.
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Tomorrow.
eta: Chantily, that was lovely.
eta: Chantily, that was lovely.
Chantilyvamp
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damppanties said:Tomorrow.
eta: Chantily, that was lovely.
Thank you darlin, still a work in progress but <whispers> I'm getting writerly urges. Strange thing all but one one line of that happened last night. Now if I could continue with it further
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slyc_willie said:
You should never be alone. What a waste!
Now seriously, I hope it works out for the both of you. I am sure she appreciates your entusiasm when you do get together...
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My new phone is finally here and it is coolness to the extreme and I even called the hubby upstairs while it was charging . My old phone was very hard to use so i didn't unless it was an emergency. Probably still wont use it often but 
its a new gadget and i'm having a blast.
. My old phone was very hard to use so i didn't unless it was an emergency. Probably still wont use it often but its a new gadget and i'm having a blast.
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femininity said:i shouldnt have bothered
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femininity said:i shouldnt have bothered
Even if it didn't work, the fact that you did bother means a lot, so don't lose sight of that, otherwise I'll have no option but to pull a sickie this week and come down and make you realise what an amazing friend you are
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4:18 
New personal best!
New personal best!impressive said:4:18
Top ten guesses of what this might mean:
10.) How long it took you to orgasm this morning.
9.) How long it took you to get the kids out the door.
8.) How long it took you to warm up oatmeal.
7.) How far you've read in your Bible. (
)6.) Some obscure kind of math that I don't get.
5.) Wait, is this something to do with Sudoku?!
4.) Time it took to shower, get dressed, and return to keyboard.
3.) How long you've held your breath.
2.) How long your last orgasm lasted. (If only!)
1.) How many men (and women) of Lit are in lust with you.
(418!)
impressive
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McKenna said:Top ten guesses of what this might mean:
10.) How long it took you to orgasm this morning.
9.) How long it took you to get the kids out the door.
8.) How long it took you to warm up oatmeal.
7.) How far you've read in your Bible. (
6.) Some obscure kind of math that I don't get.
5.) Wait, is this something to do with Sudoku?!
4.) Time it took to shower, get dressed, and return to keyboard.
3.) How long you've held your breath.
2.) How long your last orgasm lasted. (If only!)
1.) How many men (and women) of Lit are in lust with you.
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I went to Atlantic City over the weekend with some poker buddies. We entered a tournament and all lost out early. That sucks. I also lost a ton of money on Fraday and Saturday. That sucks more. But I won it all back on Sunday morning, after playing for twelve hours straight from 7:30 on saturday night to 7:30 on Sunday monring. I'm still hurting from that one. After all was said and done I was only down $89 for the weenend (minus hotel room, don't know how much that cost).
Did I miss anything important while I was gone?
Did I miss anything important while I was gone?
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