Isolated Blurt Thread

[FatDino]

Why does everything have to be to so complicated? Why does everything have to change sometimes, one way or another? Why can't it just stay the way it is? And why the changes now?

I'm tired, I don't want to think.

Goddammit, mosquitoes! I hate summer for all these insects.

I want a Shane.

 

[RebeccaLeah]

http://www.mows.com/mows/strip68.jpg

 

[carsonshepherd]

Funny how things work out if you just jump into them headfirst and hope for the best.

 

[Nirvanadragones]

Every minute brings me closer to being with her.

I still can't believe it's finally happening.

And I don't know what to do with myself, I'm so impatient.

I want you with me. Now. And then, forever.

 

[Vermilion]

And I don't know what to do with myself, I'm so impatient.

I want you with me. Now. And then, forever.

Good news for the cross-Atlantic lovers?
x
V

 

[Nirvanadragones]

Good news for the cross-Atlantic lovers?
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She'll be here on Saturday. To visit. We're working on the rest.

 

[Vermilion]

She'll be here on Saturday. To visit. We're working on the rest.

A visit is a pretty good second
Have a lovely time both of you
xxx
V

 

[Nirvanadragones]

A visit is a pretty good second
Have a lovely time both of you
xxx
V

We absolutely will, thank you.

 

[rgraham666]

I'm blurting here because it would be dangerous to say it elsewhere.

I don't gain weight.

 

[Vermilion]

I'm blurting here because it would be dangerous to say it elsewhere.

I don't gain weight.

Sometimes that's as much a problem as gaining it.
But yes, stay out of ever-decreasing AH
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[impressive]

The Queen of Tape still reigns.

 

[Vermilion]

Ugh - I feel sicky every time I try and eat something savoury. I gagged when I tried to put forkfuls of bacon and avocado salad in my mouth, the smell of garlic made me retch, but anything sweet like strawberries, chocolate, apricots or coconut and pineapple smoothie - all fine.
What is up with my body atm??????
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[Guest]

Ugh - I feel sicky every time I try and eat something savoury. I gagged when I tried to put forkfuls of bacon and avocado salad in my mouth, the smell of garlic made me retch, but anything sweet like strawberries, chocolate, apricots or coconut and pineapple smoothie - all fine.
What is up with my body atm??????
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pregnant?

 

[TxRad]

pregnant?

What a nasty thing to say with her wedding coming up..... Well, I guess it would be worse if there was no wedding......

 

[Nirvanadragones]

Every night during dinner, my daughter and I have a tradition, where we talk about our day. We share what was beautiful, what was difficult, what made us sad, if anything/ one hurt us, what felt good, what made us happy, what was frustrating, and anything else that is worth sharing.

Tonight was the first night I have not been able to share any of that with her.

And that makes me sad.

 

[Vermilion]

What a nasty thing to say with her wedding coming up..... Well, I guess it would be worse if there was no wedding......

lol, it's not nasty
I wouldn;t mind too much, though I'd rather it was after the wedding, but the possibility of it being such a thing are very very minimal. I'm on the pill, we use condoms and both of us have been totally not interested recently because we're working too hard and are exhausted. Otherwise the thought would have crossed my mind, too.
<sigh>
very odd.
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[Vermilion]

Every night during dinner, my daughter and I have a tradition, where we talk about our day. We share what was beautiful, what was difficult, what made us sad, if anything/ one hurt us, what felt good, what made us happy, what was frustrating, and anything else that is worth sharing.

Tonight was the first night I have not been able to share any of that with her.

And that makes me sad.

Why haven't you? (Hope you don;t mind me asking. Just ignore if you'd rather not answer )
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[~photoguy~]

drive by "hi" wave to anyone still left here from the "old days"

 

[Nirvanadragones]

Why haven't you? (Hope you don;t mind me asking. Just ignore if you'd rather not answer )
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I wish I could answer that. It's not that I don't want to - I just don't know the answer.

Maybe it is because so much is happening in my life right now that I can't share with her - not on a level that I comfortable sharing with a 6 year old. Maybe I am concerned that she won't understand. Maybe it's because I don't understand.

Maybe it's because she needs a mother right now more than she needs a friend.

 

[Vermilion]

I wish I could answer that. It's not that I don't want to - I just don't know the answer.

Maybe it is because so much is happening in my life right now that I can't share with her - not on a level that I comfortable sharing with a 6 year old. Maybe I am concerned that she won't understand. Maybe it's because I don't understand.

Maybe it's because she needs a mother right now more than she needs a friend.

Well I suppose that's just the painful part about being the grown up. <hugs and kisses> Maybe you could just simplify it a lot so that she's involved in what's going on in your life (and your head) without putting too much of it onto her? Whatever you decide at least you have us to talk to when you can;t talk to her.
xxx
V

 

[rgraham666]

Remind me never to get you mad at me, man.

 

[cloudy]

drive by "hi" wave to anyone still left here from the "old days"

I remember you.

 

[FatDino]

How do I manage to get myself cut so often? And why do I never notice the cuts until God knows how much later?

 

[rgraham666]

How do I manage to get myself cut so often? And why do I never notice the cuts until God knows how much later?

Just the way life is, sweetheart.

You wouldn't believe the damage I did to my hands last week when digging through my boxes of book.

for your cuts.

 

[FatDino]

Just the way life is, sweetheart.

You wouldn't believe the damage I did to my hands last week when digging through my boxes of book.

for your cuts.

Thanks Rob.

Ouch, paper cuts, the worst kind.

for yours too.