Chantilyvamp
Confidently Neurotic!
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- Mar 17, 2006
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I tell you I am worried and freaked out you say nothing for an hour and then you wonder why I get up. So yes I am sorry you cried but you needed to say something, anything, a mumble, a me too, a I dont know what to do either. But not leave me sitting there like a goose with and egg stuck in their ass! One word would have done it or how bout a its going to be fucking ok...yes I know you reached out and held my hand oh yeah i fucking forgot you patted my butt once but that does not tell me whats in that head of yours or if your just rolling over to go to sleep. It doesnt tell me if you even care that I am upset. And I think you knew you screwed up by not saying anything since you cried and I hadnt said a word to you other than I'm getting up for a pain pill and a glass of water. I wont beg you to tell me whats going on but I also might not stand here and wait if your not careful. There is a line in my head dont make me cross it.
And now ..now I am up eary in the morning after being up a good part of the night, since it is your morning to sleep in, chasing kiddie and getting ready to decide whether shes ok for school or if I need to take her to the doctor this morning. And that means my 'get my paper done today' time is gone. And by tonight I am going to be so fucking tired I wont even want to look at my paper. And yet I'll have no choice but to do it in a haze of tiredness and hope to god I make some sort of sense.
And now ..now I am up eary in the morning after being up a good part of the night, since it is your morning to sleep in, chasing kiddie and getting ready to decide whether shes ok for school or if I need to take her to the doctor this morning. And that means my 'get my paper done today' time is gone. And by tonight I am going to be so fucking tired I wont even want to look at my paper. And yet I'll have no choice but to do it in a haze of tiredness and hope to god I make some sort of sense.
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