Isolated Blurt Thread

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An online love - a broken heart - quickly came - quickly gone - so young - still alone -
nothing ever really changed - except maybe me
 
Bloody hell. It was 70°F today. 70°! It would be fine if 70° was going to be the hottest it would get for the next six months, but that ain't gonna happen.

70°

:(

I'm starting to wilt already.
 
McKenna said:
Bloody hell. It was 70°F today. 70°! It would be fine if 70° was going to be the hottest it would get for the next six months, but that ain't gonna happen.

70°

:(

I'm starting to wilt already.
brrrr that is down right cold
 
McKenna said:
Bloody hell. It was 70°F today. 70°! It would be fine if 70° was going to be the hottest it would get for the next six months, but that ain't gonna happen.

70°

:(

I'm starting to wilt already.

Supposed to hit that here in TO, tomorrow.
 
We are looking so much forward to our trip to Jamaica--my husband especially. He keeps saying "We're going to have so much fun!"

That's the attitude I had before we had the exterior of the house renovated. I hope the vacation turns out better.
 
MagicaPractica said:
Been there. :rose:

Originally Posted by curiositykitten
An online love - a broken heart - quickly came - quickly gone - so young - still alone - nothing ever really changed - except maybe me


So how'd you get thru the worst of it?
 
rgraham666 said:
Supposed to hit that here in TO, tomorrow.

Will only be in the 60s here and then we're back to the 30s for the rest of the week. As a southerner, I was kinda glad for the warm weather today. It's like spring is almost here. :)
 
sophia jane said:
Will only be in the 60s here and then we're back to the 30s for the rest of the week. As a southerner, I was kinda glad for the warm weather today. It's like spring is almost here. :)


Wuss.


;)
 
ack.
Why am I awake at 6.54am?
Seriously?
Oh well, I'm not complaining, it's all sunny and gorgeous outside and the fiance is in a shiny good mood thanks to a suggestion I made recently. Yay me.
x
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Fucking allergy or whatever it is!!! It's 5 AM for God's sake....can't you leave me alone for a while....I've been scratching myself raw for the last two hours now, isn't it enough! :mad:
 
Word of Warning: Contains strong language and a little bit of bitching


I love my mother dearly, I really do. The two of us are so close that we can talk about sex, hell we've talked about positions and why or why not they do not work. I have always considered her my mom, friend and hero all rolled into one. I just want everyone to understand this, things aren't changed I'm just a little hurt because of this...

I was riding with my husband on the way to our appointment, he turns off the radio and looks to me for a brief moment. I can almost see the tears in his eyes as he tries to say it, making me dread what he is about to say. But it was something that needed to be said, something that needed to be dealt with so I would know rather than being left behind and not knowing the whole story when presenting it to the doctor.

"You weren't molested when you were four, you were raped."

My mother and I had talked about it, he told me that she told him years ago, before we were married and this year will be 5 years on May 10th. Now that opens a whole new world to me, yes I remember there being some sort of penetration, but I always thought it an object...

I am hurt that my mother didn't tell me, I also later found out that my father knows and never told me. Not only did the one who did it do it to me he also did it to his adopted daughter, so I wasn't the only one. But there's a huge difference between molesting and rape, a damn huge difference and it hurts that my mother did not tell me because I'm 27 years old.

I understand when I was younger, bless her heart for saving that from me back then. But damn it I'm an adult and I deserve to know, I should have known before I was married. It makes a huge difference, it has changed my feelings on the subject severely.

Where I have once forgiven someone I can not, I don't hate him but damn what a sick fucking prick. Not that someone molesting a kid isn't sick, because it definitely is, but raping a girl at the age of 4 and taking her innocence from her and not letting her give that to someone that she loves is beyond my understanding of how they can do it.

I have always known that I lost my virginity that day, I have flashbacks though not completely detailed. I knew I was penetrated that day, something I'm not sure that my mom knows that I know. It was one thing when I thought it was an object, but to think of it now knowing the truth makes me a little disgusted with myself...

I love my husband for telling me, I am glad that he could finally bring himself to tell me. But I don't know if I can work tomorrow, I can't count how many times I've randomly cried today after hearing it and I only heard it 12 hours ago. I'm tearing as I write this, but I need to get it out.

I just want to go to the asshole's grave and defile it, not because of disrespect for the dead but because the asshole got off with nothing, no jail time or anything for either case. He ended up a quadra palegic (sp?) but to me that is not enough, not nearly enough to pay for what he has done to me and my cousin...

*stops rant before it turns into something 2 or 3 pages long*
 
*HUGS* Mrslynx.

Unrelated: Trust you to make a remark cooly rational, carefully thought out, full of bigotry and rather evil.
 
Roxanne Appleby said:
One day, Grasshopper, you will discover the secret to happiness and contentment in this life: Always compose in a word processor.

(Ducks as Vana throws a shoe at the smart-aleck with bad fake-Chinese accent.)
Or ctrl+A, ctrl+C before clicking submit, and when it goes poof, get back to where you were and ctrl+V. :cool:
 
i dont like that youve called to see if i want to work and then called back on conference and didn't tell me...
thats kinda creepy.
its all good in the end because ill work when i can and ill do a damn fine job of it too.


well, its not hard to sell sex toys. come on peoples. :rolleyes:
 
wow, im on a roll...


so, what is it about me that makes people think its ok not to pay me for a job well done? i mean, do i wear a mask that says "fuck me over cuz i like it?"
im not sure but
i had to take the web site down for the tattoo guy. he never responded to written bill or email so, down with the site.
and mr. "got himself into financial trouble so lets fuck over the contractor" still owes nearly a grand and a half. i hope he is using my program and i hope it crashes because, i wasn't done with it when the checks stopped coming.

blah. im not going down without a fight. and if i find out that you used my contracting bill (which you havent paid me for) for taxes, ill be talking to the IRS. just sayin.
 
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