damppanties
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Oh dear god. Why?Fallenfromgrace said:
Why not on msn was my question.
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Why not on msn was my question.
Fallenfromgrace
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damppanties said:
I dont know, the email.
Coming.
damppanties
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It's a good sort of crying I hope.Fallenfromgrace said:I dont know, the email.
Coming.
Fallenfromgrace
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damppanties said:It's a good sort of crying I hope.
I dont know yet.
damppanties
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*hugs*Fallenfromgrace said:I dont know yet.
Fallenfromgrace
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Some things i know to be true but need to really instill it into my repertoire:
NOW is NOT the time to be worried about my romantic relationship status/ and or whether im having sex or not
In order to pass the year i really need to focus on my work:
- ask for the help if i need it.
- take the time to consider the issues on my own.
- don't leave it to the last minute.
- break it into chunks.
- if we go with Behaviorist theory then i am technically no more cognitively active than a lab rat and therefore a series of reward and punishment should help.
STOP breaking my own promises to myself. (Dampy says ''love myself a little more with each promise i keep'' is better...)
STOP avoiding things that need to be dealt with- whether it is confrontation with family or studying.
DONT TAKE THAT FIRST STEP AND LOG ONTO LIT OR MSN OR MYSPACE OR FACEBOOK OR DEVIANT ART OR YOUTUBE!
- ONLY ACCESS EMAIL AND UNI RELATED SITES WHEN INTENDING TO STUDY.
UNLESS writting an essay or report I DONT NEED THE COMPUTER! SO GO STUDY ELSEWHERE!
STOP EATING SHIT. Tackled the water issue, now eat better!
Walk home or TO the station every morning (not yet but soon) OR stop taking the lift at uni- walk the 10 flights to the 5th floor.
Find my swiss ball excersise sheets. Blow up swiss ball and get back into a routine.
When it warms up, go for a walk every morning/ evening or a jog.
Walk to nans from now on. Even though i dont go often i should.
Stop being a homebody at the weekend, and get outside for some fresh air- hell walk to nans and back just COZ I CAN.
Either shut up and say 'im fine' when asked how i am or actually talk about it...not 'im shit' and not talk about it.
When something isnt working right, take action sooner to change it- not nearly 2 years later!
*sigh*
And dampy demanded some positives:
when i get into my writting- really get into it, im not a bad writter.
When i feel the magic to be creative artistically- i pull some nice stuff out and others think so too.
i am a considerate person.
i am a sensitive person who wants to help
i am always willing to give time
and i really care- i am really interested in people.
i will always be there for those i am close to- i will do anything i can for those who mean a lot to me.
when i do study hard i DO get rewarded.
when i do excersise i feel fantastic.
NOW is NOT the time to be worried about my romantic relationship status/ and or whether im having sex or not
In order to pass the year i really need to focus on my work:
- ask for the help if i need it.
- take the time to consider the issues on my own.
- don't leave it to the last minute.
- break it into chunks.
- if we go with Behaviorist theory then i am technically no more cognitively active than a lab rat and therefore a series of reward and punishment should help.
STOP breaking my own promises to myself. (Dampy says ''love myself a little more with each promise i keep'' is better...
)STOP avoiding things that need to be dealt with- whether it is confrontation with family or studying.
DONT TAKE THAT FIRST STEP AND LOG ONTO LIT OR MSN OR MYSPACE OR FACEBOOK OR DEVIANT ART OR YOUTUBE!
- ONLY ACCESS EMAIL AND UNI RELATED SITES WHEN INTENDING TO STUDY.
UNLESS writting an essay or report I DONT NEED THE COMPUTER! SO GO STUDY ELSEWHERE!
STOP EATING SHIT. Tackled the water issue, now eat better!
Walk home or TO the station every morning (not yet but soon) OR stop taking the lift at uni- walk the 10 flights to the 5th floor.
Find my swiss ball excersise sheets. Blow up swiss ball and get back into a routine.
When it warms up, go for a walk every morning/ evening or a jog.
Walk to nans from now on. Even though i dont go often i should.
Stop being a homebody at the weekend, and get outside for some fresh air- hell walk to nans and back just COZ I CAN.
Either shut up and say 'im fine' when asked how i am or actually talk about it...not 'im shit' and not talk about it.
When something isnt working right, take action sooner to change it- not nearly 2 years later!
*sigh*
And dampy demanded some positives:
when i get into my writting- really get into it, im not a bad writter.
When i feel the magic to be creative artistically- i pull some nice stuff out and others think so too.
i am a considerate person.
i am a sensitive person who wants to help
i am always willing to give time
and i really care- i am really interested in people.
i will always be there for those i am close to- i will do anything i can for those who mean a lot to me.
when i do study hard i DO get rewarded.
when i do excersise i feel fantastic.
MagicaPractica
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I need a a new muse.
TxRad
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Be careful what you wish for and read the fine print very very very closely.......MagicaPractica said:I need a a new muse.
ETA: Muse's are very much like TV's.... just cause you get a new one doesn't mean you get new programs..... Reruns are inevitable......
Vermilion
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TxRad said:Be careful what you wish for and read the fine print very very very closely.......
ETA: Muse's are very much like TV's.... just cause you get a new one doesn't mean you get new programs..... Reruns are inevitable......
Also they take unexpected last-minute holidays cos they found a cheap deal on t'internet. Usually when you're mid-sentence.
x
V
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TxRad said:Be careful what you wish for and read the fine print very very very closely.......
ETA: Muse's are very much like TV's.... just cause you get a new one doesn't mean you get new programs..... Reruns are inevitable......
I'll take it. My muse stopped working completely a few months ago. And I need one more than I need a TV.
Chantilyvamp
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Dear god in heaven i hate my class assignment right now. I have to read all these posts for on online conference we did. Do a summary and then write an essay on it.
Not so difficult right? Well you would think fucking not. Except I'm stuck with a bunch of assholes who dont know how to reply or start off their post correctly so you can read and reply easier.
No instead half of the shits go and reply off the orginal scenario post and then we get to sit here and try and read and sort out all of the RE(2's) etc etc...and there are fucking 5 of them...but it gets better cos plenty have replied off that so now sorting them out to whos topic started what and..........
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhh!
The bad thing was they did a lesson on how to do these conferences so that it could be read easier for the assignments. Now yes I am late getting to this last question so there are a lot more replies than when I did my posting but sonofabitch.
Now I have to pick 4 of the most important points made out of this fucking dribble. I feel like flipping the bird at all of them.
Not so difficult right? Well you would think fucking not. Except I'm stuck with a bunch of assholes who dont know how to reply or start off their post correctly so you can read and reply easier.
No instead half of the shits go and reply off the orginal scenario post and then we get to sit here and try and read and sort out all of the RE(2's) etc etc...and there are fucking 5 of them...but it gets better cos plenty have replied off that so now sorting them out to whos topic started what and..........
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhh!
The bad thing was they did a lesson on how to do these conferences so that it could be read easier for the assignments. Now yes I am late getting to this last question so there are a lot more replies than when I did my posting but sonofabitch.
Now I have to pick 4 of the most important points made out of this fucking dribble. I feel like flipping the bird at all of them.
Chantilyvamp
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and the bitch spelled my name wrong and its in the damn reply....which i know typo most likely but oh how i hate that group.
Need ciggy and a drink and i think i'm gonna have to waste paper and print all these out and then try and sort them into the proper response piles.
Need ciggy and a drink and i think i'm gonna have to waste paper and print all these out and then try and sort them into the proper response piles.
OhMissScarlett
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well, fuck. I think MySpace exploded over the weekend.
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my chocolate mini eggs are sticking together. wtf??
TriggerHippie
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Oh, well. You can just kiss my rump. <humph> That's low. Just low. K' so it wasn't the best of me, but to take me out is low. Way low. I'm really hurt. Of all the stuff-ish, I haven't been really hurt by you, but I am now. Happy, yet? What's it cost you to lessen? Cost a lot from here. Ouch.
Later. I wish you peace.
Me
Later. I wish you peace.
Me
Roxanne Appleby
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(reaches for hardhat) Hmmm - looks like infrastructure under construction.Fallenfromgrace said:Some things i know to be true but need to really instill it into my repertoire:
NOW is NOT the time to be worried about my romantic relationship status/ and or whether im having sex or not
In order to pass the year i really need to focus on my work:
- ask for the help if i need it.
- take the time to consider the issues on my own.
- don't leave it to the last minute.
- break it into chunks.
- if we go with Behaviorist theory then i am technically no more cognitively active than a lab rat and therefore a series of reward and punishment should help.
STOP breaking my own promises to myself. (Dampy says ''love myself a little more with each promise i keep'' is better...
STOP avoiding things that need to be dealt with- whether it is confrontation with family or studying.
DONT TAKE THAT FIRST STEP AND LOG ONTO LIT OR MSN OR MYSPACE OR FACEBOOK OR DEVIANT ART OR YOUTUBE!
- ONLY ACCESS EMAIL AND UNI RELATED SITES WHEN INTENDING TO STUDY.
UNLESS writting an essay or report I DONT NEED THE COMPUTER! SO GO STUDY ELSEWHERE!
STOP EATING SHIT. Tackled the water issue, now eat better!
Walk home or TO the station every morning (not yet but soon) OR stop taking the lift at uni- walk the 10 flights to the 5th floor.
Find my swiss ball excersise sheets. Blow up swiss ball and get back into a routine.
When it warms up, go for a walk every morning/ evening or a jog.
Walk to nans from now on. Even though i dont go often i should.
Stop being a homebody at the weekend, and get outside for some fresh air- hell walk to nans and back just COZ I CAN.
Either shut up and say 'im fine' when asked how i am or actually talk about it...not 'im shit' and not talk about it.
When something isnt working right, take action sooner to change it- not nearly 2 years later!
*sigh*
And dampy demanded some positives:
when i get into my writting- really get into it, im not a bad writter.
When i feel the magic to be creative artistically- i pull some nice stuff out and others think so too.
i am a considerate person.
i am a sensitive person who wants to help
i am always willing to give time
and i really care- i am really interested in people.
i will always be there for those i am close to- i will do anything i can for those who mean a lot to me.
when i do study hard i DO get rewarded.
when i do excersise i feel fantastic.
Yay you!
sophia jane
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I never thought it would be easy for us to live together, but we both know that it's necessary right now for us to live as roommates while I finish school and we make the finances work for our divorce. I appreciate you putting the kids first and so I know I shouldn't complain.
But you know- I hate living with you. I hate your selfishness, particularly since I know I'm the only one you treat that way. I hate that you're so oblivious to your kids and to knowing them. I hate that when I was too sick to go to parent teacher conferences, you cancelled because you refused to go to them yourself. I hate that in the last twenty four hours, you've totally disregarded me several times, misheard me or ignored me and totally let me down. I hate that I'm such a nice person and that I feel like I have to put up you and the way you treat me so that you'll provide for us. I hate that you never ever get up with the kids, even if I'm sick. I hate that you take me for granted. I hate that you got so upset this afternoon because your five year old gets scared during Spiderman and because I asked you AGAIN not to play mature rated games in front of the kids. I hate the way you make me feel about myself and about my life. I hate that there is no end in sight to this and on days like today I feel so helpless and so hopeless.
Will I ever escape this? I know the kids come first and I know that it's better for them to have financial stability, but I so wish I could see an end to this and know that someday you won't be breathing the same air as me, that someday I will not the life sucked out of me by a selfish asshole like you, that someday I will be loved and appreciated. Everyday in this life, though, I feel like it's even more impossible that I'll ever have anything but this.
But you know- I hate living with you. I hate your selfishness, particularly since I know I'm the only one you treat that way. I hate that you're so oblivious to your kids and to knowing them. I hate that when I was too sick to go to parent teacher conferences, you cancelled because you refused to go to them yourself. I hate that in the last twenty four hours, you've totally disregarded me several times, misheard me or ignored me and totally let me down. I hate that I'm such a nice person and that I feel like I have to put up you and the way you treat me so that you'll provide for us. I hate that you never ever get up with the kids, even if I'm sick. I hate that you take me for granted. I hate that you got so upset this afternoon because your five year old gets scared during Spiderman and because I asked you AGAIN not to play mature rated games in front of the kids. I hate the way you make me feel about myself and about my life. I hate that there is no end in sight to this and on days like today I feel so helpless and so hopeless.
Will I ever escape this? I know the kids come first and I know that it's better for them to have financial stability, but I so wish I could see an end to this and know that someday you won't be breathing the same air as me, that someday I will not the life sucked out of me by a selfish asshole like you, that someday I will be loved and appreciated. Everyday in this life, though, I feel like it's even more impossible that I'll ever have anything but this.
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IF I WAS A FREAKIN DUCK..I MIGHT LIKE THIS!!!!!!
couldn't get any wetter, glad i can swim
couldn't get any wetter, glad i can swim
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