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Trombonus said:
That's fantastic Crim!!! :D Congratulations! :rose: :nana:


Thank you. :D I'm a happy camper about now. First survivor goal of the year is complete. Now to work on my series stories I have going and get those finised and get the chain stories done that I need to work on. :)
 
Fallenfromgrace said:
I knwo i quoted this earlier and replied...but this is different.

I feel like such a fraud. I sat at uni 1pm- 7pm and got ZILCH done.

I am SO stressed with my workload and all other aspects of my life right now that i can't focus on my work. I'm so stressed and unfocused that i am distracted EVEN MORE easily, and i just cant bear to do the work.

I have no dedication to these thngs...i say i do but i never get it done.

If i put in the time and the effort and actually felt like all this was in my grasp then i'd do so so so much better than i am right now.

I have high hopes- a specialism in Psychology has my name on it somwhere, and in front of my name is 'Dr.' or at least that's how i envisage it. Problem is that image is like a fog...i try to grab it but my hand falls straight through- and the image is gone. I know full well what i have to do to get there, but it's like that thing where you can never find the measuring jug when you tear the kitchen apart, and then you realise all too late that the jug was RIGHT THERE! in front of you.

I know what i need to do, but i just cant do it. I thought i wanted it enough to work for it- i keep telling myself that, and making empty promises to my friends that i'll work- that are really just verbalised promises i make to myself that i make everyone bear witness to so that i cant back out. But i always do. As much as i try to convince myself i want it enough- apparently i dont.

I just dont want to feel this way about somethign i really want to do.
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Be patient, and go easy on yourself, sweet. You have a zillion things coming at you at once, starting with trying to define who you are and want to be. Plus family issues, the desire/need for love, issues related to your sexuality, etc. Then, pile on a challenging academic burden - no wonder you're stressed, and have motivation issues. The important thing is, you are getting done the things you need to, right? Given all those other pressures, that is really quite an accomplishment.

Your summer gig is still on? Think about that when you start feeling overwhelmed. One step, one day at a time is all you have to worry about. "Sufficient unto the day is the trouble thereof."
 
Roxanne Appleby said:
:rose:

Be patient, and go easy on yourself, sweet. You have a zillion things coming at you at once, starting with trying to define who you are and want to be. Plus family issues, the desire/need for love, issues related to your sexuality, etc. Then, pile on a challenging academic burden - no wonder you're stressed, and have motivation issues. The important thing is, you are getting done the things you need to, right? Given all those other pressures, that is really quite an accomplishment.

Your summer gig is still on? Think about that when you start feeling overwhelmed. One step, one day at a time is all you have to worry about. "Sufficient unto the day is the trouble thereof."

Oh Rox, i can't go easy on myself when ive done fuck all work.

We're averaging 2 deadlines a week for the last 2 weeks and the same for the coming 2 weeks. That's a mix of reports, tests and essay's.

Problem is im NOT getting it done in efficient time or to a decent standard! and it's my own fault.

My summer gig? hmmm?

I can't worry about one day at a time when i have an essay that will take a week to do...

*sigh*- to no one in particular, i need to rant today...even though it's at myself and i deserve to fail, please just let me rant.

*sigh**do some fucking work Grace!*
 
I think I am going to go back and rewrite the very first story I ever wrote on Lit. :D I read it today and well. . .let's just say. . .It needs a serious make-over. :D
 
RedHairedandFriendly said:
I think I am going to go back and rewrite the very first story I ever wrote on Lit. :D I read it today and well. . .let's just say. . .It needs a serious make-over. :D

I did that. Feels good.
 
rgraham666 said:
I did that. Feels good.
:) I think it will be neat. I can expand the couple and just have more fun with it. It really is full of rough writing, grammar, punctuation. . .tense changes. :eek:
 
Three classes done for the semester, three more to go. I should be prouder of myself than I am.
 
Misty_Morning said:
It's only been a couple of days but I already miss her. :(

:kiss:

~~ Pro Plus, coffee, chocolate...what else will keep me up? if i take it all at the same time will i be ok for the whole day? i don't think it's a good idea to go to bed only for 3 hours as i'll be far worse off...so i may as well just stay up...i just need to get through till 4pm...*nod*
 
Just saw a great commercial...

Now I want to wash my body with a bottle of soap filled with beautiful women. :D
 
How much porn can i read in one night after i get the bulk of my report done?

I need ciggerettes...:(...

OH OH! if i get a load of the report done i can get mildly drunk/ hyper/ alert on my concoction...and end up writting that sex i keep putting off coz im too embarrassed to write it sober...hmmmm
 
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