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Installed a new mondo-fast, much larger hard drive in the lappy last night and *crossing fingers* everything seems to be working with no problems. :cool:

Boots up now in about 20 seconds as opposed to 8 minutes before. :)
 
cheerful_deviant said:
Installed a new mondo-fast, much larger hard drive in the lappy last night and *crossing fingers* everything seems to be working with no problems. :cool:

Boots up now in about 20 seconds as opposed to 8 minutes before. :)
AL!​

ive missed you so much duckman, lezboy!
:heart:
flyingtacklehugsandsloppykeeses
 
maggot420 said:
Right brained...left handed. A mutant some would say. :D
:rose:
that makes me sad for you. to think of all the children picking on you because they thought you would design their play house when all you wanted to do was compose songs and live in a brightly colored world.
it must have been a difficult life.
 
vella_ms said:
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that makes me sad for you. to think of all the children picking on you because they thought you would design their play house when all you wanted to do was compose songs and live in a brightly colored world.
it must have been a difficult life.
It was very tragic ;)
Maybe I'll right a book :D

You have yourself the most wonderful day you can possibly have, Vella.
Peace and luck to you and those you love :heart:
 
cheerful_deviant said:
Installed a new mondo-fast, much larger hard drive in the lappy last night and *crossing fingers* everything seems to be working with no problems. :cool:

Boots up now in about 20 seconds as opposed to 8 minutes before. :)

8 Minutes cd... shit you had a fast puter :D

We have now though, built a new one for Xmas just gone... Dual core CPU, high end graphics, tons of DDR Ram, 250 Gig HDD, and all sorts of luxuries... Too damn fast for me now, does stuff before I've even typed it :D
 
You weren't the least bit interested in the house, so why did you even come look it at? You wasted the hours I spent cleaning by walking through the house in 5 minutes and then walking right back out the door. You didn't even go upstairs! Geez.
 
CrimsonMaiden said:
You weren't the least bit interested in the house, so why did you even come look it at? You wasted the hours I spent cleaning by walking through the house in 5 minutes and then walking right back out the door. You didn't even go upstairs! Geez.

*HUGS* Crim.
 
To all those having annoying folks breathing down your neck.....my support.... :rose:

Hey, there, Roxy....what's new? Been a while.....
 
I have my january exam results envelope sitting in front of me on my desk. I've opened it. Removed the documentation, put it face down on my desk and covered it with the envelope.

I dont want to look.
 
It would be so easy to fall back into that pattern again. Would be so easy to allow it. To let my defences down and be weak. Let you see parts of me I have hidden. Let you take care of me. Let you love me. I'm tired of having to be strong and having to take care of things. I need to be weak. To crumbled. I need that to be ok. I need to know I can just " be" for as long as I need it, without having to take care of life.

If I think you would understand perhaps I would consider it. But you don't. You never did, and I know it's not going to change. It's not your fault, and it's not mine either. It's just the way we are. Understand, if I can't tell you what is really going on. I'm not even sure I know. I know you don't know what to say. I know you're trying. You're being amazing. And I love you for that.

The need to have you take me in your arms, and let me fall apart, is so strong. But I can't give up myself. It's taken me too long to get here. If I have to fall apart, I will do it on my own. It won't be what I need, but that is what I'll do.
 
Nirvanadragones said:
It would be so easy to fall back into that pattern again. Would be so easy to allow it. To let my defences down and be weak. Let you see parts of me I have hidden. Let you take care of me. Let you love me. I'm tired of having to be strong and having to take care of things. I need to be weak. To crumbled. I need that to be ok. I need to know I can just " be" for as long as I need it, without having to take care of life.

If I think you would understand perhaps I would consider it. But you don't. You never did, and I know it's not going to change. It's not your fault, and it's not mine either. It's just the way we are. Understand, if I can't tell you what is really going on. I'm not even sure I know. I know you don't know what to say. I know you're trying. You're being amazing. And I love you for that.

The need to have you take me in your arms, and let me fall apart, is so strong. But I can't give up myself. It's taken me too long to get here. If I have to fall apart, I will do it on my own. It won't be what I need, but that is what I'll do.

:rose: Light and Love Vana, Roshni aur Pyaar. :kiss:
 
I need to bury my face in a pillow and just scream. Or find a hammer and find something hapless to destroy.

I hate this. I always end up hurting people when I'm feeling this aggressive.
 
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