Isolated Blurt Thread

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Skip1934a said:
Methinks the lady is a bit over the top in introspection. And a bit too critical of herself. You're a lovely soul. Believe it. :kiss:
Metoothinks these things. Introspection and thoughts like you describe are part of who you are, but balance is also part of who you are, and it needs to be applied to things like this, too. (But you know this - your post is actually the act of you exercising that balance!)

You are indeed a lovely soul. :heart: :rose: :kiss:
 
To the cute blonde in the black celica on I-75 south this morning:

Your smile made my morning commute so much more pleasant, thank you. :D
 
Vermilion said:
Red... you shouldn't have to tolerate that. Nobody should ever be made to feel less than. Not ever. Don't accept it - you are worth so much more. We all know it and we only see you through the words you type.
Please please think about which is the worst option in your current situation and know that I'll support you with whatever you do... God that sounds arrogant of me. I know you don't know me well, but please trust that I'm willing to help if I can.
xxx
V

Thank you. :rose:

It is odd how some days stuff like this doesn't happen and I am given the attention, I think I deserve... then there are the other times, times like these and it floors me. It shouldn't. . .but it does.
 
RedHairedandFriendly said:
Thank you. :rose:

It is odd how some days stuff like this doesn't happen and I am given the attention, I think I deserve... then there are the other times, times like these and it floors me. It shouldn't. . .but it does.
I validate you. You are a beautiful woman who deserves more. :rose:
 
I'm with everyone else, Red you are such a wonderful wonderful person and i wish that you could feel that in yourself coz you deserve only the best.

Nirvanadragones said:
Why is it so much easier to be painfully aware of what we lack within ourselves, than it is to acknowledge our own goodness?

Interesting- i was about to have a rant about this sort of thing. I think sensing our flaws makes us more humble people. Less arrogant and more worldly.

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So, in my short life so far i have achieved a sum total of semi-decent high school grades, mediocre uni grades to date, a host of 'work' related experiences and also almost entire alienation of self from family.

Yay.

The reality of my 'injustice' is my leaving home with all my possessions for a sum total of 3 days, when i came out to my parents. That and being a prisoner to my own thoughts.

I think that its not my circumstances that are to 'blame' for my state of mind but my attitudes to other's, life, education etc and my self esteem.

I have a bit of 'i'll do it later' and an outwardly 'i dont give a fuck' but inwardly 'im panicing' attitude. I don't know how to find a balance in any of this and i dont have the support i need.

I'm not close to my imediate family on any level- i guess i can talk to my cousin and my aunt to an extent but even then the REAL stuff somehow get's burried in the pleasantries and left to fester. My friend's get more and more distant from me by the day- i'm not doing anything different to normal, but then i never did anything before so maybe that's the problem. They aren't helping as such but then maybe that's my unwillingness to be helped in that setting?

I'm contemplating emailing for an appointment away from that setting, but i don't know how, or why, or even how to justify it. It just *feels* wrong to be there, and i dont know why so how am i going to explain? that, and i'd rather stay or even leave than be stuck with her.

I had more to say but my brain isn't working and i just want to hide in my hammock over at Abs'.
 
Fallenfromgrace said:
I had more to say but my brain isn't working and i just want to hide in my hammock over at Abs'.
Morning smooch to Grace. :kiss:


Added: In one minute I will close Lit and get to work!
 
Roxanne Appleby said:
Morning smooch to Grace. :kiss:


Added: In one minute I will close Lit and get to work!

*smoochage back* i am off to lectures myself...*:rolleyes:* psycho-biology can be interesting depending on what we're studying...*repeat* i will not fall asleep...i will not fall asleep.
 
Is this still a place to blurt?

Notwithstanding February’s cold,
Angels gaze today on Cooperstown
Not a-one looks anywhere but down:
The Veterans’ Committee may be bold
and do their duty, welcome Santo
into their ranks. Number Ten has waited
by third base, steadfast. Now with bated
breath, stands by (unlike when on radio)…

Sharp! the phone rings, everything flashes
through his mind: five gold gloves, legs gone away,
one big heart that pumps blood Cubby blue.
“Bring him home!” Chicago choruses,
knowing what he’ll say: “You always play
the ball: you never let the ball play you.”
 
RedHairedandFriendly said:
Thank you. :rose:

It is odd how some days stuff like this doesn't happen and I am given the attention, I think I deserve... then there are the other times, times like these and it floors me. It shouldn't. . .but it does.


What do you mean? You don;t think you deserve the attention we've been giving you? Twaddle missus - utter twaddle. <hugs>
x
V
 
MaeveoSliabh said:
i love quilting!!

Must get frame...
Have you tried a 16" round hoop? ... very portable & most people don't mind if you quilt during the meeting / lecture / whatever. :)
 
l8bloom said:
Have you tried a 16" round hoop? ... very portable & most people don't mind if you quilt during the meeting / lecture / whatever. :)
They don't work so well when doing queen/king size quilts. ;)
 
You know. . .I have a friend who fixes my computer when I fuck it up. He's not home at the moment, and I have once again, somehow fucked up my wireless connection. *sigh* I just wanted to set up the "share" file thingie option so I could see the files on the main computer through the laptop. . .but noooooo.... I in my infinite wisdom somehow fucked that up and now I can't even get on the internet with my laptop! *bangs head against the table* Tseranc has the patience of a god. . . now, if he could give some of that to me, while I wait for him to get home so he can help me. . .again. :eek:
 
I have overheard some of the stupides t shit- an i thought I WAS THICK,

Afro-carribean woman to her companion who was also AC:
''what?! of course there are white people in South Africa! where have you been for the past god-knows how long!? what did you think all that Apartheid stuff was about!?
Companion: *embarrassed expression at my utter surprise at her not kowing this- and rightly so* but i thought they were all black...

Now, these ladies were mid 30's+...i was just like :eek: wtf, even *I* know that!

Whilst on the topic of S.A. E has been talking in a S.A. accent for the last 3 days and i don't know whether she's got it down pat, but it's driving me insane- not coz it's a horrible accent, but coz it doesnt suit her putting it on!

As for another stupid thing i overheard today...

''What has law got to do with politics?!'' a commuter on the tube home. :rolleyes:

as for my blurt, i think my latesdt poem would have been better as a blurt. But i wanted to post it coz it was my first poetic attempt in 2 years. :rolleyes:
 
Please leave me alone next time you're feeling shit. Would be so much easier if you managed to stay out of my life. Maybe then I could get on with it?
 
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