Isolated Blurt Thread

[RedHairedandFriendly]

Wow ! and to think I was fast approaching 40

I was 14.

 

[pop_54]

I was 14.

Oh that's it make me feel even older

 

[Belegon]

Wanna come roll around in white stuff? We can warm each other up later!

Good thing you didn't turn that offer down Pops...I would've been very worried about you.

Mmmm...McKenna...snow...got a balcony, lady?

 

[RedHairedandFriendly]

It is not his fault you feel abandoned. . .he did what he could, when he could, and how he could. He didn't fail you. You failed him. You wavered away. He didn't.

 

[pop_54]

Good thing you didn't turn that offer down Pops...I would've been very worried about you.

Mmmm...McKenna...snow...got a balcony, lady?

I would have been very worried about me mate

 

[Vermilion]

Oh that's it make me feel even older

We're in cahoots Pops - oh well, at least your name fits...

x
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[Fallenfromgrace]

I was 14.

I know how to make you all feel old...i was BORN in 1987

I'm the youngest AH'er arent i?! wow...im the baby of the Ah family you all have to look after me

 

[MagicaPractica]

ARgh! grrrrrrr.. rasafrackinrackin... grrrrrrr

 

[Vermilion]

I know how to make you all feel old...i was BORN in 1987

I'm the youngest AH'er arent i?! wow...im the baby of the Ah family you all have to look after me

My sister was born in 1987. At approximately the same time as those storms. 87 was a bad year...

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[Fallenfromgrace]

Long woe is me.

I really dont know what i need right now. I think i spend a lot of time ignoring my problems or at least not considering them in the light i should and just whinging.

I was looking through my phonebook last night and i realised that there is not a single person that i could call up at any time of day and just pour my heart out to, cry to, be sincerely comforted by.

I've changed a lot in the last 3 years- i still wear my heart on my sleeve in a lot of cases, but im less so willing to be like that with everyone in my RL. I used to be able to talk to all my friends, even if different ones about different things. I used to be more creative, more expressive. Nowadays i cant talk to my friends, i can't create anything. I'm just not the kind of person who feels the need to hide *me*- so why am i being a complete stranger at work?

I dont know what i need right now, i know i certainly need some support, but i certainly dont get it at home, i cant get it from my friends, group isnt opening up answers to me...

Group today was interesting- i needed to talk and i did, but not surprisngly what i really needed to talk about. I talked about my grandad a lot. I really wish it hadnt come up. after a while i was getting so uincomfortable and upset talking about it that i actually stopped and said i wanted to talk aobut something else instead.

''I dont think that its an accident that on the day David isnt able to be here to oversee the session as well, that its the day that you choose to expressly say that you are seriously considering alternative means.''

Well Lynn, sorry to disspaoint you but i didnt do it conciously if you MUST see it as such. I did it because its true- i dont think this is what i need, i think i need one on one- but like i said, i hate that cow i got stuck with when i first started and so if that's my only alternative then im buggered.

I guess this is also screwed up but somewhere inside me i figured that if i drank more water to keep me healthy i might be able to whole heartedly have a good old cry. Like the drinking water would help. Odd huh?

I can't remember when the last time i had a body wracking sob.

ok im done.

 

[_Lynn_]

Hmmm ............. 1987

I am not sure if at My age I can remember that far back anymore

 

[MagicaPractica]

I can't remember when the last time i had a body wracking sob.

ok im done.

{{{{{hugs}}}}}

 

[Roxanne Appleby]

I really dont know what i need right now. I think i spend a lot of time ignoring my problems or at least not considering them in the light i should and just whinging.

I was looking through my phonebook last night and i realised that there is not a single person that i could call up at any time of day and just pour my heart out to, cry to, be sincerely comforted by.

I've changed a lot in the last 3 years- i still wear my heart on my sleeve in a lot of cases, but im less so willing to be like that with everyone in my RL. I used to be able to talk to all my friends, even if different ones about different things. I used to be more creative, more expressive. Nowadays i cant talk to my friends, i can't create anything. I'm just not the kind of person who feels the need to hide *me*- so why am i being a complete stranger at work?

I dont know what i need right now, i know i certainly need some support, but i certainly dont get it at home, i cant get it from my friends, group isnt opening up answers to me...

Group today was interesting- i needed to talk and i did, but not surprisngly what i really needed to talk about. I talked about my grandad a lot. I really wish it hadnt come up. after a while i was getting so uincomfortable and upset talking about it that i actually stopped and said i wanted to talk aobut something else instead.

''I dont think that its an accident that on the day David isnt able to be here to oversee the session as well, that its the day that you choose to expressly say that you are seriously considering alternative means.''

Well Lynn, sorry to disspaoint you but i didnt do it conciously if you MUST see it as such. I did it because its true- i dont think this is what i need, i think i need one on one- but like i said, i hate that cow i got stuck with when i first started and so if that's my only alternative then im buggered.

I guess this is also screwed up but somewhere inside me i figured that if i drank more water to keep me healthy i might be able to whole heartedly have a good old cry. Like the drinking water would help. Odd huh?

I can't remember when the last time i had a body wracking sob.

ok im done.

 

[Fallenfromgrace]

{{{{{hugs}}}}}

Thanks guys.

~ It is sad though that there is no one i can call. Thinking about it i feel so so crap about that. My friendships are in tatters.

 

[Samandiriel]

I'm swooning over a dragoness.

Did I mention that lately?

A gorgeous redhaired goddess.

she owns my heart.

 

[Samandiriel]

you are the snow on my face
take me in where you want to
cause I do not care where I end up
as long as it is with you
as long as you promise me you'll never give up
cause when you lean against me
my whole world just .....disappears

I am your sanctuary.

 

[vampiredust]

am in love with Edvard Munch

 

[RedHairedandFriendly]

I'm horny. *sigh* (oops wrong thread... off to mood thread)

 

[Remec]

I know how to make you all feel old...i was BORN in 1987

I'm the youngest AH'er arent i?! wow...im the baby of the Ah family you all have to look after me

Mmm, 1987...year I was supposed to graduate college. (Finished the following year due to changing my major too late to get all my classes in.)

But it's okay. I've been feeling old for a while now. "Aqualung" is practically my theme song some days. hehehe

 

[Vermilion]

Thanks guys.

~ It is sad though that there is no one i can call. Thinking about it i feel so so crap about that. My friendships are in tatters.

Hang in there sweetie. The end of your teens is a time of flux - things will start to settle down soon. It's difficult because you're growing away from your childhood friends, but haven't made solid friendships with your adult ones/re-established the childhood ones on new grounds.
many kisses and try not to be so hard on yourself.
x
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[slyc_willie]

1987??

Jesus, yeah, I feel old . . . and I don't even have any grey hair yet.

Damn it! There's one! *pluck*

 

[rise_again]

i thought things were supposed to get easier.

 

[TxRad]

i thought things were supposed to get easier.

Give it time and we're not talking hours or days.... I'm sorry to say....

 

[pop_54]

I'm horny. *sigh* (oops wrong thread... off to mood thread)

You're allowed to feel horny here if you want dear

 

[RedHairedandFriendly]

You're allowed to feel horny here if you want dear

Thanks, it's an affliction that has been bothering me for a few days now. . .I really need to find a way to ease the itch. lol. . .I hear there is a cream for it.