Isolated Blurt Thread

[scheherazade_79]

more like the smoky weed pixie.

Now, now, Abs. Don't go jumping to conclusions. I've just been sitting cross-legged in my fairy circle, looking at the stars. Absolutely beautiful. One in particular

 

[ABSTRUSE]

Now, now, Abs. Don't go jumping to conclusions. I've just been sitting cross-legged in my fairy circle, looking at the stars. Absolutely beautiful. One in particular

Even my surliness won't spoil that..........stargaze away my friend.

 

[scheherazade_79]

Even my surliness won't spoil that..........stargaze away my friend.

be as surly as you like. it wouldn't affect me in the slightest right now

 

[impressive]

I'm cold.

 

[scheherazade_79]

I'm cold.

have my jumper if you want

 

[Guest]

have my jumper if you want

i'll help u take it off

 

[scheherazade_79]

i'll help u take it off

will you know when to stop, though?

 

[Guest]

will you know when to stop, though?

when you beg me too?

 

[scheherazade_79]

when you beg me too?

ok! I'll play!

 

[Guest]

ok! I'll play!

i'm the player.

u just sit back and relax

 

[impressive]

have my jumper if you want

Won't you be needing it?

*sigh* I'd rather warm up with some skin sliding against mine.

 

[scheherazade_79]

i'm the player.

u just sit back and relax

does this game have a name?

 

[scheherazade_79]

Won't you be needing it?

*sigh* I'd rather warm up with some skin sliding against mine.

Wouldn't we all? I dunnow though, I'm warm enough as it is.

As for the jumper... doesn't look like it

 

[Guest]

does this game have a name?

zade gets fem?

fem gets zade?

 

[scheherazade_79]

zade gets fem?

fem gets zade?

are there any rules to it?

 

[Guest]

are there any rules to it?

what are those?

 

[scheherazade_79]

what are those?

I dunnow... I could get a dictionary?

 

[scheherazade_79]

On second thoughts, let's just feel our way into the game

 

[impressive]

Wouldn't we all? I dunnow though, I'm warm enough as it is.

As for the jumper... doesn't look like it

I think I'm gonna take my cold toes to Texas. *nods*

 

[Fallenfromgrace]

Just a thought progression. (a bit long)

Hmmmm, when i was returning home from work today there was a crisp chill in the air that whispered to me that winter was well and truly here. The cool air outside is a good wake up for me. I dislike feeling cold. But i love guarding myself against it. I sleep with a lot of layers in winter- vest, jammies, thick jumper, duvet, thick indian blanket, doors and windows closed tight, heating on. I like a good snuggle in the duvet. And i warrant that winter snuggles are best done alone, so that i can be devoured by my layers. But then i havent had a winter with someone to snuggle with so maybe my POV will change in time.

I have a thick scarf and a gorgeous chocolate brown coat which works well for me, luckily. I like it. I like how smart and sophisticated it makes me feel. The world doesnt need to see what i am wearing, or not wearing underneath. Sometimes i will wear the stripey top in my av with a black starry neck tie and worn out grey jeans, beige vans and the coat on top. The 'looks' dont neccesarily go together, but they resonate with my 'style' and make me comfortable.

I don't like much of myself at the best of times, but there are some things i am glad i have- physically. My lips. I think my lips are nice- i think they are a nice shape, a decent amount of fullness and a nice colour. They also go very red when im turned on, which as i was told by a former, was a turn on in itself. Hmmm. Being out in the cold today felt very nice on my lips, very nice. I had a smile on my face as i walked the rest of the way home from the bus stop once i realised this. It's been a while since i was last able to just 'smile'. My lips felt kissable out there. They felt so nice it would have been wonderful to have been kissed out in the cold by another pair of soft cold lips.

Speaking of cold lips, one of my now best friends became such because we met in a club about a year and a half ago, and let's just say my friends threw us together and we spent the rest of the night kissing. She was the first person i kissed, i was 18, she was 21. She has a lip piercing. I was in heaven. Anyways, we often went to startbucks when we met up afterwards. I like cold frapacino's in summer, she was a hot chocolate rocker. Kissing after that was the most fun thing i can remember doing with another woman (yes, including that).

I'm in a good place at the moment, its a feeling i've missed. I am just able to 'be' right now. I have some personal goals for the coming year, not resolutions, i never keep them and personally think resolutions should be made at the begining of one's personal year- Birthdays. I hope to reach them. I pray to an unknown higher force that i keep them. Something to be proud of myself about. I just need to give my will a kick up the ass...

One thing however, i don't feel comfortable single. Even though i have been single for a total of 18 years and about 7 months. I know thats pretty normal for my age and my leanings. I am not a person who doesnt feel complete single, but someone who enjoys the presence of a special person, for amny reasons. We shall have to see what this new year brings for me, my loved ones and my wonderful friends- here and in my immediate life.

I don't think there was really a point to this post, i just wanted to talk to myself for a bit. I have officially shut up now

*wanders off to fantasise about being topped lovingly*

 

[lucky-E-leven]

I think I'm gonna take my cold toes to Texas. *nods*

You do that. I'll warm you up.

 

[Belegon]

You do that. I'll warm you up.

War and Peace.

 

[McKenna]

I'm almost done shopping. Thank heavens. For a woman who doesn't necessarily enjoy shopping, Christmas is hell in more ways than one.

 

[Belegon]

I'm almost done shopping. Thank heavens. For a woman who doesn't necessarily enjoy shopping, Christmas is hell in more ways than one.

*POUNCE!*

yummy av McK....

 

[McKenna]

*POUNCE!*

yummy av McK....

Thanks!