Isolated Blurt Thread

[kendo1]

I'll have to find my hat.

Christmas is coming,
The goose is getting fat...

(sorry Min!)

 

[OhMissScarlett]

Maybe dinner will make itself tonight.

 

[TxRad]

Maybe dinner will make itself tonight.

Maybe it will make dinner for two...... if I'm lucky.... I forgot about lunch...

 

[rgraham666]

I'm sincerely beginning to doubt the mental health of that person.

Also. A new AV of MissScarlett. Yum.

 

[RedHairedandFriendly]

Damn! I'm cold!

 

[yui]

Unrelated blurt: I want to run as fast as I can, because nothing good ever happens execpt in passing. I want to be free and happy, but I'm happy in fear. I don't know how to be any other way. B. died. Twenty-four forever. He had my brother's birthday; my brother will be 18-years-old forever. I drank to B., where I just cried for D. Years after the fact, it still catches me at odd moments and I think, "If only ... how would my life had been different?" I miss him, not only for what he was, but for what he might have been to my past-future. My world changed that day. Forever. No going back. No one understands; nothing is ever the same, from that moment ... it all changes. What might have been dies, and what will never be mourns; but nothing is the same.

 

[Aurora Black]

Unrelated blurt: I want to run as fast as I can, because nothing good ever happens execpt in passing. I want to be free and happy, but I'm happy in fear. I don't know how to be any other way. B. died. Twenty-four forever. He had my brother's birthday; my brother will be 18-years-old forever. I drank to B., where I just cried for D. Years after the fact, it still catches me at odd moments and I think, "If only ... how would my life had been different?" I miss him, not only for what he was, but for what he might have been to my past-future. My world changed that day. Forever. No going back. No one understands; nothing is ever the same, from that moment ... it all changes. What might have been dies, and what will never be mourns; but nothing is the same.

 

[RedHairedandFriendly]

*hugs* yui.

 

[Guest]

Unrelated blurt: I want to run as fast as I can, because nothing good ever happens execpt in passing. I want to be free and happy, but I'm happy in fear. I don't know how to be any other way. B. died. Twenty-four forever. He had my brother's birthday; my brother will be 18-years-old forever. I drank to B., where I just cried for D. Years after the fact, it still catches me at odd moments and I think, "If only ... how would my life had been different?" I miss him, not only for what he was, but for what he might have been to my past-future. My world changed that day. Forever. No going back. No one understands; nothing is ever the same, from that moment ... it all changes. What might have been dies, and what will never be mourns; but nothing is the same.

i hold you tight and share that understanding...its not true that no one understand...not true at all.
sunshine, thats what you are. tomorrow you'll take a deep breath and move on even though there will be times when you pause to pay homage.
i know.

 

[Alessia Brio]

What day is it?

 

[OhMissScarlett]

Also. A new AV of MissScarlett. Yum.

Thanks! I think I look underwhelmed.

Maybe it will make dinner for two......

It only made fishsticks, dammit.

for Yui

 

[OhMissScarlett]

What day is it?

It's still Thursday.

 

[rgraham666]

Thanks! I think I look underwhelmed.

You do? I keep getting lost in those eyes and so don't notice.

 

[fieryjen]

I'm crying. Fucking onions.

 

[Guest]

 

[OhMissScarlett]

You do? I keep getting lost in those eyes and so don't notice.

 

[ABSTRUSE]

Years after the fact, it still catches me at odd moments and I think, "If only ... how would my life had been different?"

Your life is different because it was touched by another...one who brought you moments of joy that will keep them alive as long as they remain in your heart. Try to forget the "ifs" and "How's", celebrate the "remember when's" and how different things would be if you never had the pleasure of this soul coming into your life.

 

[Trinique_Fire]

can i press away guilt and depression if i just fake my way through the day, doing more and more and more, pretending to make something of my dreams? or will it all come back around--after all, my dreams only lead to guilt.

 

[yui]

Thanks, Rora. Don't mean to whine, but, it's just too close right now, eh? Thank you for the compassion.

*hugs* yui.

Thanks, Red.

i hold you tight and share that understanding...its not true that no one understand...not true at all.
sunshine, thats what you are. tomorrow you'll take a deep breath and move on even though there will be times when you pause to pay homage.
i know.

You’re right. I know that many understand, but I suck at telling anyone that I just need a hug, so I feel alone. My bad.

The very last thing that my brother would have wanted, or B. would have wanted, is to take the sunshine from my life; so I will take a deep breath and see them both in the light, feel them in the wind, and mourn them in a joyful way that gives credit to the people they were, eh?

Just drowns me sometimes.

Thanks for the reminder, Lovely. You’re so freaking special. Be happy.

for Yui

You’re beautiful, Laurell K.

Thanks for the rose. I kiss you!

*hugs* Yui. I may not understand, but that doesn't mean I don't care.

Lilred, I’m so glad you came back. You’re one of the reasons I keep coming back; thanks for the hugs. <I hug you back>

 

[yui]

Your life is different because it was touched by another...one who brought you moments of joy that will keep them alive as long as they remain in your heart. Try to forget the "ifs" and "How's", celebrate the "remember when's" and how different things would be if you never had the pleasure of this soul coming into your life.

You speak such perfect wisdom.

I can look at it like this most times; that the life I shared was a gift. But sometimes, I think about just how different my life is because of it and I can see the choices I made as a direct result of the moment, and I wonder, if I hadn't made those choices, would I be happier now.

But I'm certain the universe is no doubt unfolding as it should, but sometimes ... I wonder, eh?

Peace,

Yui

 

[Belegon]

Yui

if you need hugs, my arms will always be open...

 

[Guest]

selfish

i want:
to lay down in a field of wild grass and stare at the sky with nature as my symphony.
i want:
to be still.
i want:
to be adrift in my fantasies and let my mind wander over each one until i feel like im done.
i want:
the loud silence of my thoughts without interruption.
i want:
to smell wet earth after the rain and to feel the squish of it between my toes.
i want:
the company of solitude for just a while.
i want:
to swim in the splash of sunrise.
i want:
to feel the caress of the wind, wild and furious, calm and breezy.
i want:
peace.

 

[scheherazade_79]

i want:
to lay down in a field of wild grass and stare at the sky with nature as my symphony.
i want:
to be still.
i want:
to be adrift in my fantasies and let my mind wander over each one until i feel like im done.
i want:
the loud silence of my thoughts without interruption.
i want:
to smell wet earth after the rain and to feel the squish of it between my toes.
i want:
the company of solitude for just a while.
i want:
to swim in the splash of sunrise.
i want:
to feel the caress of the wind, wild and furious, calm and breezy.
i want:
peace.

I can so relate to that

 

[scheherazade_79]

i want:
to feel the caress of the wind, wild and furious, calm and breezy.

This one isn't all it's cracked up to be, though. I felt that wild, furious, calm and breezy caress of the wind about half an hour ago when I was out walking the dogs. It was nice at first - I was tipping my head back, letting the wind blow through my hair... and then suddenly. Then suddenly it blew a dead leaf into my eye. It's still streaming

 

[Guest]

This one isn't all it's cracked up to be, though. I felt that wild, furious, calm and breezy caress of the wind about half an hour ago when I was out walking the dogs. It was nice at first - I was tipping my head back, letting the wind blow through my hair... and then suddenly. Then suddenly it blew a dead leaf into my eye. It's still streaming

LOL.
you're so beautiful.
ill take my chances with the dread rogue leaf.