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vella_ms said:
there i was, all safe and sound with my leaping thoughts, when all of a sudden...one of them lept from my lips! ladies and gentlemen, please be on the look out for one run away thought. a handsome reward if found.

If I find it can I get a cute reward instead of a handsome one? My gay experimentation days are behind me, but I still like rewards.
 
MistressJett said:
*big hugs* Rika. :kiss:


That couch sucks and my hips hurt. Gotta get an air mattress.


Thanks for the hugs. I'm not sure what's going on, but air mattresses are usually cheap. However, from my extensive experience with them, not matter how much air is in them at the start of the night, you'll still be on the floor by morning.
 
rikaaim said:
I've just come to the realization of how much I've missed. Specifically, around here. I've missed the Coming Together books. I've missed get to gethers. I've missed new people joining, and I've missed good friends leaving.

This is bothering me now for one reason; I care. I never cared before. I didn't really want to be a big part of this community. Yet, the more I realize how much I haven't been a part of, the sadder I get. The group here is some of the best people that I know of. The AH may not always agree entirely, but it really is a family. I feel like I've shut out part of my family, and I don't like that. I can't say that I can be there for all the events and special ocassions. No one can. But I can give a damn. That's what I'm going to do. Because I want to.
*huggles* I feel bad that I miss out too, that I can't stay as connected to people around here as I'd like to. We're just busy, when we come back to it, it's still there, like family. :kiss:
 
OhMissScarlett said:
*huggles* I feel bad that I miss out too, that I can't stay as connected to people around here as I'd like to. We're just busy, when we come back to it, it's still there, like family. :kiss:


Exactly. What scared me is how much I didn't think of my family. But that happens in real life too, doesn't it? I often think of the last time I talked to my mom or sister or grandpa. Usually that answer is far too long. Like a great family though, I can always go to them whenever, and it doesn't matter how much time has seperated us. I know I am still young, and I'll be able to do some things when I'm a little older and a little bit more free. Right now, I'm enjoying all that I can in whatever way that I can. Even if it means teasing ABS. :D
 
rikaaim said:
Exactly. What scared me is how much I didn't think of my family. But that happens in real life too, doesn't it? I often think of the last time I talked to my mom or sister or grandpa. Usually that answer is far too long. Like a great family though, I can always go to them whenever, and it doesn't matter how much time has seperated us. I know I am still young, and I'll be able to do some things when I'm a little older and a little bit more free. Right now, I'm enjoying all that I can in whatever way that I can. Even if it means teasing ABS. :D
Just make sure that you do it while you're young. If I have any regrets, it's that I let working too hard get in the way of having more experiences.

Teasing Abs makes everything a little more worthwhile. ;)
 
OhMissScarlett said:
Just make sure that you do it while you're young. If I have any regrets, it's that I let working too hard get in the way of having more experiences.

Teasing Abs makes everything a little more worthwhile. ;)

I'm feeling that way now. That's why i'm examining my life at such a young age. I'm only 24. All I do now is work six days a week and go to school. I never go out to partys. I always shut away people that might become friends. I stay in my room and shut out the world. I've let a great friend into my heart whose showing me that life doens't have to be seclusion waiting for death. I love her for that. I'm striving to live again. I'm tired of punishing myself for wanting to be happy. That's what I regret. No more regrets. I'm living. :)

I love the AH and everyone in it. Thanks for relating Miss Scarlett *said with a southern belle twang* :kiss:
 
MistressJett said:
You're right - but it's a better fate than a lumpy vinyl couch. :)

*more hugs*


I'd give you my couch if I had any way to do so. It needs a new home. It's been a great couch too. Housed many a sleeping companion. Don't mind that fact that it's also been great for hot, sloppy sex. It's also eaten small children, no lie. My nephew's been swallowed up by it before. We always get him out, but the deep plushy cushions make it difficult sometimes. It's a nice shade of green also, think a light colored jade. Best of thoughts to you. I hope your sleeping situations improves soon.
 
rikaaim said:
I'd give you my couch if I had any way to do so. It needs a new home. It's been a great couch too. Housed many a sleeping companion. Don't mind that fact that it's also been great for hot, sloppy sex. It's also eaten small children, no lie. My nephew's been swallowed up by it before. We always get him out, but the deep plushy cushions make it difficult sometimes. It's a nice shade of green also, think a light colored jade. Best of thoughts to you. I hope your sleeping situations improves soon.
i'll give her my couch if i can have yours!
 
entitled said:
i'll give her my couch if i can have yours!


Not a problem. It seriously needs a home. The apartment it's in is too small. It was part of a five piece set and the loveseat satifies the sitting acommodations. It is extremely comfortable. The accomplishements of the couch thu far:

Persons slept on it: 4 or 5, at various intervals
Life of the couch thus far: 3 years
Max weight of the person whose slept on it: 250 plus
Condition of the couch: Rather great, except that is has a few stains that need to be washed out. :devil:
Children eaten by the couch: 2
Children later regergitated by the couch: 0.5 :eek:
Comfy factor of the couch being 1 worst and 10 best: 7 Not as good as the king size bed I was used to, but better than the twin size bed I'm sleeping in now.
Color: A light jade color with beige trim around the armrest and coushin bottoms. Also, a feint beige cracked marbled pattern type look to the green coushins.
Number of consecutive months a person slept nightly on the couch: 7

I think it has some good credentials.
 
rikaaim said:
Not a problem. It seriously needs a home. The apartment it's in is too small. It was part of a five piece set and the loveseat satifies the sitting acommodations. It is extremely comfortable. The accomplishements of the couch thu far:

I think it has some good credentials.
i waaaaaaaaaaaaaant it.

My couch:

Who knows how old? Bought second hand.
Extremely uncomfortable pullout bed.
Beige, but easily covered.
More stains than i'd like to admit. ;)
No children eaten - yet.
Has accomodated either the RA or i nightly since the day we got it.
Maximum weight: uh.... about 500 lbs, give or take? We dogpiled on it.

But your is purdier.
 
Response from my girlfriend after I just told her that I wanted to break up:

"thats cool. Go ahead and do what you need to do. just remember i will be there for you. and I will pray that you find what you are looking for. "

Wow. Didn't expect that. Though it does kinda symbolize our entire relationship thus far. She didn't really seem to care. It just sorta was. Well, I'm glad it's over with now. That's kind sad, but at the same time a big relief.
 
rikaaim said:
Response from my girlfriend after I just told her that I wanted to break up:

"thats cool. Go ahead and do what you need to do. just remember i will be there for you. and I will pray that you find what you are looking for. "

Wow. Didn't expect that. Though it does kinda symbolize our entire relationship thus far. She didn't really seem to care. It just sorta was. Well, I'm glad it's over with now. That's kind sad, but at the same time a big relief.


omg. Were yuo eves droppin last night :confused:
 
femininity said:
omg. Were yuo eves droppin last night :confused:


No??? This is in regards to a message I sent my GF this morning. It just seemed like our whole relationship was a surface sham so she could go around school and let everyone know that she had a boyfriend. So typically highschool. I was just tired of it.

*Big loving hugz* I hope your situation becomes more pleasant soon. :heart:
 
MistressJett said:
*hugs* honey.


I'm getting all kinds of huggles from ya today. ^_^

I'm not gonna have to pay for them am I? ;)

This is something I've been having to do for a while really. I was just worried about hurting her, so I didn't. I know though that the longer I drag it out, the worse it's gonna be. Thanks for the support. :rose:
 
rikaaim said:
No??? This is in regards to a message I sent my GF this morning. It just seemed like our whole relationship was a surface sham so she could go around school and let everyone know that she had a boyfriend. So typically highschool. I was just tired of it.

*Big loving hugz* I hope your situation becomes more pleasant soon. :heart:


I see a mirror. Been with my woman for years and we both know is over but we're both bidin our time ya know.

We had that exact conversation last night
 
femininity said:
I see a mirror. Been with my woman for years and we both know is over but we're both bidin our time ya know.

We had that exact conversation last night


That conversation is the hardest one I've ever had, with my wife. I felt that I just wanted to move on, be done, live life again. I tore my heart to tell her. She was blindsided. That's the only reason I stayed quiet for so long. I didn't want to hurt her.
 
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