Isolated Blurt Thread

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lucky-E-leven said:
Thank you, love.

I have every faith that the new you, while awkward in the discovering, is going to bring great reward.
That was a great thing to say, and just what I needed to hear. :rose:
 
L & V, I love you both bunches...you may not realize how inspiring the public love you share with us is...but I so enjoy "watching" you post to one another.

Admittedly, I didn't really get to know Vella until she was already becoming part of the "L & V" unit I now consider almost a single entity...but Lucky was one of my first friends here, and her happiness is important to me...

I can't wait to see you both again. You make me believe.
 
How do I say what I am thinking without sounding like the heartless asshole I am? If it weren't for tact and pure don't-give-a-shit I would be a very mean person.

Of course being mean would mean that I would actually interact with these people more than usual. I'll stick with being gruff and creepy. It works.
 
Unrelated blurt:

Why do I get horny at work?

There is nothing there that is the least bit erotic.

I'm not talking about breaks or lunch, I mean sitting at my desk, pecking away at the keys and it hits me 'damn, I'm horny'. Full on tent action and dirty thoughts come with it.

What is really interesting is that I don't think I'm the only one. I mean there is the arguement that I think about sex at work because I'm not supposed to, but it isn't like someone saying 'don't think about the color red' it is just going along and then BAM!

i considered raised test levels due to working out more, but I'm doing a cardio workout three times a week. How is that raising my levels? Now if I was lifting and doing some muscle building I could understand. Last time I was hitting the gym hard, that wasn't the only thing hard.

To make a long story short, I wanted to get on the computer and write, instead I found myself on this site reading the forums and needed to actually hear the keys. Damn I need to write.

To write i need ideas, which I got, but they are just skeletons. I'm kind of shying away from it because I haven't written in a while and I don't know if it will be any good.

I mean it took me three years of writing smut to feel comfortable enough to write a kiss in the book I was working on, just to toss the book due to the fact that it was one of the worst pieces of shit I have ever done.

So I expanded my talents, worked on everything I think I needed to work on and now I can't write because the ideas I was working on don't spark anymore. Write new ones right? Or re-write?

Maybe it's because I haven't read anything good lately. By read I mean books, not anything here so don't get hurt. Realistically I don't tell anyone about my stuff here, I told my wife and still only mention it to her in whispers. Not that I'm not proud of what I have on this site, I think they are some of my best work, but I can't tell someone that I just finished the third chapter in my erotic story and can't wait to post it. That just isn't me.

Writing to me are stories or books, maybe with sex in it but not as the main focus. I used to right the classic hero stories, you know guy out to save the world, and even though there is an audience for that I can't right it anymore. It is like going to France to learn how to cook only to work at Hotdog on a Stick.

Yeah, so i just said the same thing about three times and have no idea where the hell this is going.

Questions? Comments? Theories?
Please if you have seen this man dial 1-800-talkstohimself, this man is dangerous and should not be approached.
 
I suppose I should find a way to kill or at least HURT the nine-foot werewolf that's the son of Adam, huh?
 
You know what I hate? That I was doing so much better today, feeling almost good. And then you call and it's all blown to hell.
 
Wolfsbane. Gonna go with wolfsbane. The kitchen sink might not be a bad idea, either. Or a bazooka.
 
sophia jane said:
You know what I hate? That I was doing so much better today, feeling almost good. And then you call and it's all blown to hell.

consider the source, love.....consider the source.

just use that "talking out of your ass" visual.

:D
 
I just wrote a damn fine paper on the connections between Montaigne's "Of Cannibals" and Pieter Brueghel's paintings. I like it when I feel good at the end of a paper. :)
 
(Unrelated to above!)

That has to be the worst job of establishing sympathy with the speaker that I have ever seen. Why not just begin by setting fire to a kitten?
 
Biting, licking and paintings...wow...I need to get into THAT fetish group
 
With all that's going on, I shouldn't be so calm. Something's wrong with my ability to feel or give out emotion but I don't know what and I don't know how to make it right. But maybe calm is better than soppy or sad or hysterical.
 
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