Isolated Blurt Thread

[logophile]

Things in my professional community have become a shit storm and I am completely at odds with myself. I don't know if I'm coming or going. I don't know if midwifery is the right path for me to be on. And I'm lonelier in this conflict than I think I've ever been in my life.

 

[hugo_sam]

......

 

[OhMissScarlett]

*blurt, unrelated to Lit*

Oh, pleeeze. Tell it to your Precious Moments figurines.

 

[carsonshepherd]

*blurt, unrelated to Lit*

Oh, pleeeze. Tell it to your Precious Moments figurines.

*snickers*

 

[sophia jane]

So I think instead of feeling all sorry for myself, I'm gonna get my bitch on. There's no reason I should have to give up a personal life so that my ex can do whatever the fuck he wants. Even if I have to go and sit at a bar by myself or just go to Walmart and enjoy not having children, I WILL make him keep the kids by himself and I WILL have some free time.


(y'all back me up on that when I turn back into my nice submissive walk all over me self, kay?)

 

[cloudy]

I'm so tired of being afraid.

 

[zeb1094]

So I think instead of feeling all sorry for myself, I'm gonna get my bitch on. There's no reason I should have to give up a personal life so that my ex can do whatever the fuck he wants. Even if I have to go and sit at a bar by myself or just go to Walmart and enjoy not having children, I WILL make him keep the kids by himself and I WILL have some free time.


(y'all back me up on that when I turn back into my nice submissive walk all over me self, kay?)

Yeah Sophia, you go girl. When he eventually moves out and had the kids for visitation he will have to have them by himself, so why not start now.

 

[zeb1094]

I'm so tired of being afraid.

*hugs* I won't scare you dear.

 

[sophia jane]

I'm so tired of being afraid.

*hugs*

 

[hugo_sam]

......

 

[McKenna]

You go girl. I'm proud of you.

Good going, McKenna.

Good for you Beautiful. You deserve the very best life can give and if you're not getting it where you are then it's time to move on. The first step is always the hardest and by making your decision to move on you've taken that first step. I'm proud of you.

Good on you, McKenna. That's why my ex and I decided to split and even tho my life is a huge pain in the ass at the moment, it was worth it to walk away from an easy reality that made us both unhappy.

Three rules for change.

1. An "uneasiness" with the current situation.
2. A vision of something better.
3. A perceived method of getting there.



Best of luck and know that you have friends to help you get there.

Peace and courage, McK.

I just wanted to send you all big hugs. Thank you for your warm thoughts and for your support. You're all an amazing bunch of people.

Now let's toss jello and whipped cream in a kiddie pool and wrassle. I promise not to tell on anyone who gropes!

 

[sophia jane]

Now let's toss jello and whipped cream in a kiddie pool and wrassle. I promise not to tell on anyone who gropes!

It's me grabbing your ass, just so you know.

 

[McKenna]

It's me grabbing your ass, just so you know.

Shhh... no telling!

 

[hugo_sam]

......

 

[BlackShanglan]

*blurt, unrelated to Lit*

Oh, pleeeze. Tell it to your Precious Moments figurines.

*sheepish look*

Damnit. How did you know?

 

[McKenna]

Do you promise to help clean my fur? Jello and whipped cream...........

I think we'll need a hot tub party after the jello/whipped cream wrestling match.

 

[hugo_sam]

......

 

[The_Darkness]

Mother Fucker.

My 50th story posted last night (the link is in the sig, it's the only one with an 'N' by it) and my feedback on it has been less than pleasing. I'm getting low votes because of how a character reacted....that being realisticly.

I'm not mad at the feedback/voting system, we've had that debate I don't know how many times. It's just frustrating. I was debating writing two sequels to it, but now I think I definately will.

 

[togitc]

Mother Fucker.

My 50th story posted last night (the link is in the sig, it's the only one with an 'N' by it) and my feedback on it has been less than pleasing. I'm getting low votes because of how a character reacted....that being realisticly.

I'm not mad at the feedback/voting system, we've had that debate I don't know how many times. It's just frustrating. I was debating writing two sequels to it, but now I think I definately will.

Fine I'll give it a read, but you know I can't keep up with these demands. It's like, Tog read mine, Tog is this good? Come one people!


Just to let you know that is a joke

 

[The_Darkness]

Fine I'll give it a read, but you know I can't keep up with these demands. It's like, Tog read mine, Tog is this good? Come one people!


Just to let you know that is a joke

Hey, just a random bitch. Thanks though....it's appreciated.

 

[togitc]

Hey, just a random bitch. Thanks though....it's appreciated.

Just a random bitch... calling me a bitch or your blurt was? If the first, mind if I quote you on that?

 

[The_Darkness]

Just a random bitch... calling me a bitch or your blurt was? If the first, mind if I quote you on that?

My blurt was the random bitch, but if you want to quote me on it...what the hell, go for it.

 

[togitc]

My blurt was the random bitch, but if you want to quote me on it...what the hell, go for it.

I'm a quote whore.

Just finished Like Daughter, Like Mother, fuck that was good. I gave it a five and I'm now reading the everyday screws.

 

[togitc]

I need to go to sleep. Why?

I've been on for an hour or so and just realized that Stella changed Avs. I kept looking at the Av going 'who the hell is that?' Finally I read the sig and realized, hey it's Stella.

I am off to bed.

Off-shoot
I wrote 2 1/2 pages of a story I'm hoping to finish and actually send to a publisher. It only took me 16 years to come up with an idea, it shouldn't take me long to write it. Of course considering that I've been writing since before I could make proper letters 16 years isn't that long. Fuck, I'm 22, why the hell am I bitching about age?

I'm 22... damn. Where the hell did that come from? Sometimes I feel like I'm going to wake up and the past 5 years will all be a dream. A weird dream with mind-numbing characters and plot twists that can be seen a mile away, but a dream no less.

Every day since I was about 9 years old I have wanted to write. I have wanted to write a story and finish it. Ideas come around ever so often and sometimes I actually put them down.

Not too long ago, a year or so, I was in the middle of one such idea when I came to the realization that I couldn't finish the story. The pages that hadn't been written demanded some sort of love story and I didn't think I could write it. That led to me ripping apart everything I had written, realizing my characters were stale, the plots sucks, and the overall story was just like everything that had been before. I wanted more, I wanted to be a better writer.

I wrote short stories mainly, of differing themes. Romance, action, horror, and comedy. In this journey of trying to improve my writing I found that the tools I had started out with were rusted.

This is a long way of saying: I can't write hero stories anymore. You know the twisting quests of fantasy and amazement that swept me off my feet as a child.

Is that depressing or am I just a bit off when I need sleep?

 

[Unsung Muse]

just can't sleep

[i know, it's not much of a blurt...]