Isolated Blurt Thread

[ElizabethWest]

She can have it. I've got mine now. Crisis averted.

Thank goodness. I thought a hotline was in order...

 

[lucky-E-leven]

Yeah.

 

[minsue]

Thank goodness. I thought a hotline was in order...

Or restraints. Either way.

Everything OK, Luckster?

 

[sophia jane]

Or restraints. Either way.

Everything OK, Luckster?

I'm okay with the restraints.

Please.

SJ

 

[mlady_france]

You've gotta be shitting me! 3 fucking hours of sleep and now I'm wide awake! Go back to sleep damn it!

 

[ElizabethWest]

You've gotta be shitting me! 3 fucking hours of sleep and now I'm wide awake! Go back to sleep damn it!

I know the feeling. Our internal clocks suck.

 

[Hulder]

8 Hours of sleep and i'm still SO TIRED! Faen!

 

[rikaaim]

Torn between the light and dark
Staring at the Gates of both Heaven and Hell

Thinking it's okay to endulge a little bit
In the end only time will tell

A wrong choice made for the wrong reason
Begins a new chapter of my life, a new season

Spinning in circles I've come back again
Wondering when I'll this caged pen

The day grows short, the hours less
Hopeful that one day I'll clean up this mess

Seeing the joys of pure pleasure and lust
My body yearning for passions and desire

I think I can play now and make amends later
I may learn too late that this is a grave error

Am I pretending now to be who I am
Or am I now who I was always meant to be

I am happy, but not content
I am joyous, but left spent

This transition between Heaven and Hell
Will I make the right choice

Only time will tell

I see others and what they say
I see how they contradict themselves everyday

I see how I've given up even trying anymore
I see that I don't care about those looming doors

Hell...I've been there
Heaven...I can't stand it

Hate...I know thee well
Love...this seems to be my Hell

To be loved, only to be left
To hate, only to push away

Let them in and trust them all
I hear this and want to bawl

I feel they will leave me like everyone else
So I'll push them away and not even give them a chance

That way I can't be hurt

I'm tired of being here
Tired of caring

I have a life
I have friends

I'm just not sharing
Who I really am with them

I seek something I can not find
From those who can not give it to me

I push away those who love me
To let in those who lust with me

Does that mean I care less for those distant friends
Who try to help and share in my naughty delights

Of course not

I still care very much
But my heart longs for true love

I can not find it in true lust
But at least I an enjoy the moment

Right?

Is it wrong to want to endulge in carnal deilghts for only a few months

It very well could be
It very well could be the end of me

Faded away into a could of desire
My thoughts and feelings lost forever

My caring and compassion stripped by an unending sexual apetite
Not giving a fuck about anyone but myself

Torn between two ways to live
Torn between which path to take





If anyone has been in a situation where a choice is on the line...I'd like to talk. Right now I need a friend to open up to. Just a friend. For too long I've been looking for more in all the wrong places. I know I usually blurt here and just air out my emotional baggage, but I hate doing that. I'm asking for a friend to talk to now. I'm rather torn between doing the "right" thing by my Christian standards, and delighting in all of my inner desires.

If someone wouldn't mind discussing this with me...I would great appreciate it. I could really use an unbiased friend right now.

 

[matriarch]

So..........I was wearing a black baseball cap with P-town on the front. (I'm a hobbit, sun vizors are useless to me, so I wear a cap with a large curved brim.)


So.........I was wearing thin black leather fingerless, backless driving gloves (my hands get sticky when its that hot)


So........I had a towel around my shoulders (to protect my neck and shoulder from chaffing from the seatbelt....like I said, I'm a hobbit)


So.........I had AC-DC playing very very loud (window and sunroof open - I was sleepy, I needed to stay awake).


So........When the road cleared on the way back, I put my foot down and while cruising at 90-100 mph, I let rip a few YEEEHAWWWWWWWSSSS and WOOHOOOOOOOOOSSSSSSSSSS.

So........why'd yu have to stare like I escaped from somewhere? Doesn't every 55 year old woman drive that way?????

 

[ElizabethWest]

 

[carsonshepherd]

12 chapters in less than 3 hours... oh my head

 

[ABSTRUSE]

12 chapters in less than 3 hours... oh my head

You belong in the artists and insanity thread.

 

[carsonshepherd]

You belong in the artists and insanity thread.

reading, not writing. I wish....

 

[ABSTRUSE]

reading, not writing. I wish....

Fucking tease.

 

[Guest]

thank you

may I have another?

 

[carsonshepherd]

$20 for a fucking pillow????

 

[OhMissScarlett]

I'm in a funk.
not the good kind of George Clintonesque funk either.
this never happens to me
i am unglued or at least that's what someone told me.

 

[carsonshepherd]

I'm in a funk.
not the good kind of George Clintonesque funk either.
this never happens to me
i am unglued or at least that's what someone told me.

who told you that? do i need to come kick some ass?

 

[carsonshepherd]

You're not unglued. I you and think you're the

 

[OhMissScarlett]

You're not unglued. I you and think you're the

aww, thank you.

I think I'm getting it under control today.
no more company for a good long while and back to writing, yay.

 

[McKenna]

I feel good,

da nah nah nah nah nah nah

Like I knew that I would, yeah

 

[minsue]

I feel good,

da nah nah nah nah nah nah

Like I knew that I would, yeah

You gonna dance while you sing that? (in that outfit, of course...)

 

[Guest]

You gonna dance while you sing that? (in that outfit, of course...)

is that AV, Lite-Brite art of your left breast?

or is the right one

 

[tolyk]

It's mosaic.. similiar to stained glass windows..

 

[minsue]

is that AV, Lite-Brite art of your left breast?

or is the right one

PMSL!

I'd just always wondered what I'd look like if I were made of stained glass.