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elizabethwest said:
Yum, chicken noodle soup with little oyster crackers. :p

I forgot to eat supper again last night. :eek:
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Let me guess, you were stuck on Lit? LOL
 
One of my employee is on my cell phone telling me about her first anal sex experience from last night. :p
 
I don't want to be anywhere else but standing on the rocks at the Pointe with you, staring out at the ocean as the wind whips over us the way it did that night.

:heart:

~lucky
 
lucky-E-leven said:
I don't want to be anywhere else but standing on the rocks at the Pointe with you, staring out at the ocean as the wind whips over us the way it did that night.

:heart:

~lucky
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you were there, in my heart...
the wind and the waves were just as they were that night.
it does my heart good to go there...if only to remember.
 
vella_ms said:
you were there, in my heart...
the wind and the waves were just as they were that night.
it does my heart good to go there...if only to remember.
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Remembering is all we have at the moment, but I will be striding toward you with a purpose in 8 days. We'll go back and refresh our memories then.

It does my heart good to imagine you standing there with a rosy hue to your cheeks and your hair tossing about in the wind. Very good, indeed.

:heart:

~lucky
 
I'm usually not into man-bashing...

but I got these in an e-mail and thought they were funny:


1. Men are like Laxatives. They irritate the crap out of you.

2. Men are like Bananas. The older they get, the less firm they are.

3. Men are like Weather. Nothing can be done to change them.

4. Men are like Blenders. You need One, but you're not quite sure why.

5. Men are like Chocolate Bars. Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips.

6. Men are like Commercials. You can't believe a word they say.

7. Men are like Department Stores. Their clothes are always 1/2 off.

8. Men are like Government Bonds. They take soooooooo long to mature.

9. Men are like Mascara. They usually run at the first sign of emotion.

10. Men are like Popcorn. They satisfy you, but only for a little while.

11. Men are like Snowstorms. You never know when they're coming, how many inches you'll get or how long it will last.

12. Men are like Lava Lamps. Fun to look at, but not very bright.

13. Men are like Parking Spots. All the good ones are taken, the rest are handicapped.
 
I'll be blurting later after school. I have had a terrible day. Some points the lowest I've ever felt. Some points offering hope. I'll vent later when I have more time.
 
rikaaim said:
I'll be blurting later after school. I have had a terrible day. Some points the lowest I've ever felt. Some points offering hope. I'll vent later when I have more time.
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Sorry you've had such a bad day... :kiss:
 
elizabethwest said:
Sorry you've had such a bad day... :kiss:
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It never ended from last night. Even in my sleep.

I wish I had more time, but I only have a few minutes now. I'll keep this short. Last night I got so numb I took my longest finger nail and dug into my skin just to feel. The kitchen knife was far too tempting. That's when I knew I needed to go to bed. I heard the most hurtful thing yesterday. I was told something that shattered me to my core it was so hurtful. What makes it hurt is that it comes from someone I love. I'll put it into my sig. I didn't want to be happy. I cut myself, gave my self scratches to prove I needed help. The doctor asked me the other day if I thought about hurting myself or if I did. I said no. He said if I did then he should know so something could be done. I'm so lost and confused that I did hurt myself just to prove to me that I needed help. I still have the marks. That way I can't fool myself.

Today however I found hope in seeing that those cuts are already healing. Just like my hurt, it will heal. In time.

That's about all I can say for now. Sharp objects aren't looking as tempting, but that may not stop me from punching something unmoving and blunt. I hated so much this morning. I'm trying not to.

I was at work, I work at a pharmacy, and when I picked up the phone I answered, How can I hate...help you.

It just came out. I thought about someone at that particular moment and it scared the shit out of me that that is how I feel about that person. I think it's because she hurt me so deep last night. At the same time she loved me just as much as always. I'ma gonna go update my sig. I may not be on at all tonight. I haven't been eating well or sleeping at all. I don't get home from school till after 10 P.M. anyway. So, unless you see me later. Goodnight Lit.
 
rikaaim said:
It never ended from last night. Even in my sleep.

I wish I had more time, but I only have a few minutes now. I'll keep this short. Last night I got so numb I took my longest finger nail and dug into my skin just to feel. The kitchen knife was far too tempting. That's when I knew I needed to go to bed. I heard the most hurtful thing yesterday. I was told something that shattered me to my core it was so hurtful. What makes it hurt is that it comes from someone I love. I'll put it into my sig. I didn't want to be happy. I cut myself, gave my self scratches to prove I needed help. The doctor asked me the other day if I thought about hurting myself or if I did. I said no. He said if I did then he should know so something could be done. I'm so lost and confused that I did hurt myself just to prove to me that I needed help. I still have the marks. That way I can't fool myself.

Today however I found hope in seeing that those cuts are already healing. Just like my hurt, it will heal. In time.

That's about all I can say for now. Sharp objects aren't looking as tempting, but that may not stop me from punching something unmoving and blunt. I hated so much this morning. I'm trying not to.

I was at work, I work at a pharmacy, and when I picked up the phone I answered, How can I hate...help you.

It just came out. I thought about someone at that particular moment and it scared the shit out of me that that is how I feel about that person. I think it's because she hurt me so deep last night. At the same time she loved me just as much as always. I'ma gonna go update my sig. I may not be on at all tonight. I haven't been eating well or sleeping at all. I don't get home from school till after 10 P.M. anyway. So, unless you see me later. Goodnight Lit.
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Sounds like she's hurting badly.

I'm confused by your hurt turning to such rage. Your post reads as though her comment was unjustified, but the only time I ever get angry over being hurt it's because I good and well deserved what I got. I don't know details, but you said yourself she said what she did while loving you. I'd try and step back from my own pain if I were you and stand in her shoes for a little bit before this rage spills over and causes more damage and pain.

Whatever you decide, be sure it's not something you regret and try not to go knocking holes in things. It only ever makes things worse.

~lucky :rose:

Edited to add: I think it's very uncouth to quote her in your sig-line the way you have. It's a personal 'druther, but it's obviously extremely personal and doesn't paint her in a good light at all. In the end, I think it makes you seem unfeeling. And... opinions are like belly-buttons.
 
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I personally feel that if something needs to be said to me.. do it in private, don't bring my dirty laundry into public for airing. I am capable of doing that myself.

Most people here know who I am referring to and in more than one instance I have been the topic of a blurt.
 
I'm done blurting. I'm done dragging everyone into my life. It should have never happened and I appologize. I was looking for someone to fix my problems. Only I can do that. Instead I just ended up allinating everyone and driving some people away. Never was that my intention. Never did I want to make anyone feel uncomfortable in this environment. I am done with all of this. The blurting. What I feel is what I feel. Unless I want to take steps to change that, blurting won't help anyway. I am sorry.
 
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