Isolated Blurt Thread

Status
Not open for further replies.
I just took the first step toward finishing some of my unfinished stories. I just emailed the entire folder from work to home. When I get home I will have to install a word processor onto my home PC. That will be the second step. The third will be looking at those stories, and the fourth will be actually working on them, which I'm still not sure if I am capable of doing right now...
 
Booooooooooooooooooooooorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeddddddddddddddd...............
 
I was hesitant to call you because I hate to interrupt your time playing your game online and because I knew you were in a bad mood, but I felt so broken that I wanted to reach out to you.
I felt like I should be able to reach out to you.

But you were only half involved in the conversation, trying to keep up while you were online, and I thought it was just your game, that I had interrupted you at a bad time and even though it bothered me I tried to give you slack. I told myself that's just you and that it shouldn't bother me.

But I don't know if I can tell myself that when you're actually on a dating site. I don't know what to tell myself. I needed you and you couldn't bother to involve yourself in the conversation.
Way to make me feel important.
 
I'm having a hard time adjusting to seeing the angularity of my face again. I guess I got used to the rounder, softer version of it.
 
I never believed love could turn into hatred and loathing but it certainly can.

I want to unmask it all. I want to tell the whole world what's really happened.

I'm not sure if it's anger or sadness I'm wanting to cry over.

I have been used, betrayed, discarded by someone I love and who just admitted to be in love with me before she got in the bed with her socially accepted boyfriend.

I just want to be a million lifetimes away.
 
Why the heck is there a smiling emote on top of my blurt? It was about anything BUT smiling.
 
I never believed love could turn into hatred and loathing but it certainly can.

I want to unmask it all. I want to tell the whole world what's really happened.

I'm not sure if it's anger or sadness I'm wanting to cry over.

I have been used, betrayed, discarded by someone I love and who just admitted to be in love with me before she got in the bed with her socially accepted boyfriend.

I just want to be a million lifetimes away.
:kiss::rose::heart: {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
 
yet another chickenpox scare. Minx has a few spots but we don't know yet if its chickenpox or something else. If she is going to get it she needs to get it now so she has plenty of time to get better before we leave on the trip. And if by tonight its deemed to be 'freak of nature lets freak the parents out spots' then will everyone with chickenpox please stay away from the minx till after the trip? :p
 
I tried to go to bed early again last night. I wanted to catch up on some missed sleep. The same thing happened as did on Monday night. I didn't sleep. I woke up several times through the night. I had to get up to pee twice, and yet I was still thirsty as hell after having that next drink of water.

I am going to try agian tonight, to get to bed early and catch up on some of that missed sleep. I am still hopeful that tonight won't end up like last night or the one before.
 
I never believed love could turn into hatred and loathing but it certainly can.

I want to unmask it all. I want to tell the whole world what's really happened.

I'm not sure if it's anger or sadness I'm wanting to cry over.

I have been used, betrayed, discarded by someone I love and who just admitted to be in love with me before she got in the bed with her socially accepted boyfriend.

I just want to be a million lifetimes away.

You're breaking my fucking heart.

And you don't even know it.
* Hugs * :rose:
 
Status
Not open for further replies.
Back
Top