Isolated Blurt Thread

[rgraham666]

How do you get through the day, act normal, take care of kids, pretend it's all okay when all you want to do is curl up in a ball under the covers and cry?

I waited a long goddamn time to fall in love. I didn't want to do it, but it happened anyway. The result- it seems I was nothing more than a placeholder for someone else and though it killed me to say it, I refuse to be that. I refuse to be in a relationship where all I am is filler because the person that he wants is unavailable. But being strong enough to say that, to stand up for myself, isn't going to hold me in the night, isn't going to make me laugh, isn't going to make me feel beautiful.
How did this happen? And how do you get through having your heart broken? I feel like I've been punched in the gut and every single thing in my life seems so hard, so monumental and I just can't do it.

*HUGS* sj.

Broken hearts heal. No worries.

 

[Roxanne Appleby]

I'm so stiff I can barely walk

I'm relieved that you're just stiff - you and skateboards make me nervous, and the addition of a video camera made me really nervous.

(Insert smothering motherly advice cliches here.)

 

[Roxanne Appleby]

How do you get through the day, act normal, take care of kids, pretend it's all okay when all you want to do is curl up in a ball under the covers and cry?

I waited a long goddamn time to fall in love. I didn't want to do it, but it happened anyway. The result- it seems I was nothing more than a placeholder for someone else and though it killed me to say it, I refuse to be that. I refuse to be in a relationship where all I am is filler because the person that he wants is unavailable. But being strong enough to say that, to stand up for myself, isn't going to hold me in the night, isn't going to make me laugh, isn't going to make me feel beautiful.
How did this happen? And how do you get through having your heart broken? I feel like I've been punched in the gut and every single thing in my life seems so hard, so monumental and I just can't do it.

 

[Tarakin]

How do you get through the day, act normal, take care of kids, pretend it's all okay when all you want to do is curl up in a ball under the covers and cry?

I waited a long goddamn time to fall in love. I didn't want to do it, but it happened anyway. The result- it seems I was nothing more than a placeholder for someone else and though it killed me to say it, I refuse to be that. I refuse to be in a relationship where all I am is filler because the person that he wants is unavailable. But being strong enough to say that, to stand up for myself, isn't going to hold me in the night, isn't going to make me laugh, isn't going to make me feel beautiful.
How did this happen? And how do you get through having your heart broken? I feel like I've been punched in the gut and every single thing in my life seems so hard, so monumental and I just can't do it.

* Hugs *

 

[neonlyte]

How do you get through the day, act normal, take care of kids, pretend it's all okay when all you want to do is curl up in a ball under the covers and cry?

I waited a long goddamn time to fall in love. I didn't want to do it, but it happened anyway. The result- it seems I was nothing more than a placeholder for someone else and though it killed me to say it, I refuse to be that. I refuse to be in a relationship where all I am is filler because the person that he wants is unavailable. But being strong enough to say that, to stand up for myself, isn't going to hold me in the night, isn't going to make me laugh, isn't going to make me feel beautiful.
How did this happen? And how do you get through having your heart broken? I feel like I've been punched in the gut and every single thing in my life seems so hard, so monumental and I just can't do it.

I'm so sorry, love... guys can be real jerks.











<unrelated> well that was a waste of space and time

 

[scheherazade_79]

How do you get through the day, act normal, take care of kids, pretend it's all okay when all you want to do is curl up in a ball under the covers and cry?

I waited a long goddamn time to fall in love. I didn't want to do it, but it happened anyway. The result- it seems I was nothing more than a placeholder for someone else and though it killed me to say it, I refuse to be that. I refuse to be in a relationship where all I am is filler because the person that he wants is unavailable. But being strong enough to say that, to stand up for myself, isn't going to hold me in the night, isn't going to make me laugh, isn't going to make me feel beautiful.
How did this happen? And how do you get through having your heart broken? I feel like I've been punched in the gut and every single thing in my life seems so hard, so monumental and I just can't do it.

PM on its way

 

[scheherazade_79]

I'm relieved that you're just stiff - you and skateboards make me nervous, and the addition of a video camera made me really nervous.

(Insert smothering motherly advice cliches here.)

I'll rate the video R18, then

Because it even has a "Let's get high with Zade" scene before any of the boarding takes place

 

[Chantilyvamp]

How do you get through the day, act normal, take care of kids, pretend it's all okay when all you want to do is curl up in a ball under the covers and cry?

I waited a long goddamn time to fall in love. I didn't want to do it, but it happened anyway. The result- it seems I was nothing more than a placeholder for someone else and though it killed me to say it, I refuse to be that. I refuse to be in a relationship where all I am is filler because the person that he wants is unavailable. But being strong enough to say that, to stand up for myself, isn't going to hold me in the night, isn't going to make me laugh, isn't going to make me feel beautiful.
How did this happen? And how do you get through having your heart broken? I feel like I've been punched in the gut and every single thing in my life seems so hard, so monumental and I just can't do it.

*hugs you tight*

 

[Chantilyvamp]

I cant decide who I am.

 

[FatDino]

I want a whole week off.

 

[scheherazade_79]

It's time for my 30 minute Healthy Heart walk, which is a new incentive at my workplace.

It translates back as stumbling around the undergrowth of the forest with a spliff in my hand, or walking around car showrooms making overtly sexual noises as I survey the merchandise



Laterz!

 

[damppanties]

I don't want to see that. I wish I could make it disappear.

 

[OhMissScarlett]

It's time for my 30 minute Healthy Heart walk, which is a new incentive at my workplace.

It translates back as stumbling around the undergrowth of the forest with a spliff in my hand, or walking around car showrooms making overtly sexual noises as I survey the merchandise



Laterz!

Dude, that sounds a lot more fun than my healthy heart walk. Mine is two miles around with a heavy water bottle, tangled IPOD and two dogs chasing me.

 

[Tarakin]

I don't want to see that. I wish I could make it disappear.

* Hugs *

 

[mansome]

*hugs* for the sweet n sexy Sophia

 

[lesbiaphrodite]

I'm so proud to call you my friend. You are the most courageous person I know. You inspire me daily.

 

[Katyusha]

How do you get through the day, act normal, take care of kids, pretend it's all okay when all you want to do is curl up in a ball under the covers and cry?

I waited a long goddamn time to fall in love. I didn't want to do it, but it happened anyway. The result- it seems I was nothing more than a placeholder for someone else and though it killed me to say it, I refuse to be that. I refuse to be in a relationship where all I am is filler because the person that he wants is unavailable. But being strong enough to say that, to stand up for myself, isn't going to hold me in the night, isn't going to make me laugh, isn't going to make me feel beautiful.
How did this happen? And how do you get through having your heart broken? I feel like I've been punched in the gut and every single thing in my life seems so hard, so monumental and I just can't do it.

You get through it one painful minute at a time. *hugs*

 

[Roxanne Appleby]

It translates back as stumbling . . . walking around car showrooms making overtly sexual noises as I survey the merchandise.

Literally LOL!

 

[lesbiaphrodite]

The raindrops on the rooftop are so comforting to hear.

 

[where]

i fucking hate shitty little students who waste my time by handing in completely plagerised essays. Do they really think I can't spot doctorate level analysis in a first year essay

 

[scheherazade_79]

Fucking cabbage

 

[voluptuary_manque]

How do you get through the day, act normal, take care of kids, pretend it's all okay when all you want to do is curl up in a ball under the covers and cry?

I waited a long goddamn time to fall in love. I didn't want to do it, but it happened anyway. The result- it seems I was nothing more than a placeholder for someone else and though it killed me to say it, I refuse to be that. I refuse to be in a relationship where all I am is filler because the person that he wants is unavailable. But being strong enough to say that, to stand up for myself, isn't going to hold me in the night, isn't going to make me laugh, isn't going to make me feel beautiful.
How did this happen? And how do you get through having your heart broken? I feel like I've been punched in the gut and every single thing in my life seems so hard, so monumental and I just can't do it.

I want to hold you and somehow make everything go right again.

gentle

 

[JagFarlane]

i fucking hate shitty little students who waste my time by handing in completely plagerised essays. Do they really think I can't spot doctorate level analysis in a first year essay

Some of them do, some just don't care and want the easy way out. I have seen girls offering up bjs to guys for them to write thier papers

 

[Belegon]

How do you get through the day, act normal, take care of kids, pretend it's all okay when all you want to do is curl up in a ball under the covers and cry?

I waited a long goddamn time to fall in love. I didn't want to do it, but it happened anyway. The result- it seems I was nothing more than a placeholder for someone else and though it killed me to say it, I refuse to be that. I refuse to be in a relationship where all I am is filler because the person that he wants is unavailable. But being strong enough to say that, to stand up for myself, isn't going to hold me in the night, isn't going to make me laugh, isn't going to make me feel beautiful.
How did this happen? And how do you get through having your heart broken? I feel like I've been punched in the gut and every single thing in my life seems so hard, so monumental and I just can't do it.

You get through it by noticing how many people here care about you and realizing that if they do, someone else will too...

And I disagree with you on one part. Being that strong may not help accomplish those things tonight... but it will go a huge way towards accomplishing those things in the long run.

You will get through this. I wish I could help you short term, by being there to hold you or anything else that would help. But I know that you will get through this. Continue to grow. Pain is just a part of the process.

I admire the courage you showed in taking the step that opened you to the possibility of pain. I admire more that you had the strength to face that pain now by standing up for yourself.

 

[Katyusha]

Allergies are destroying my voice. I can barely talk, and I sure as hell can't sing.