Isolated Blurt Thread

[MrsDeathlynx]

*hugs for all who need them*

 

[krosby]

Maybe I am taking this to hard and maybe if you are check ing my posts you are going to read this and get upset again. I cant help that. She had a nightmare there was no reason for you to react the way you did. You went in to calm her and yes I know she was a little manic, she did of course wake up rather badly. But for you to shout at her and call her a brat. So you can see why I told you to get the hell out of her room. I'll take you making comments to me while your trying to decide if you'll get help or not. With her I will not. I can promise you bad treatment of her will snap that last bit of patience that I have and I will walk no matter what. My love for you will not be enough to save us in that event, because she matters more to me than love of a man.

You were understandable upset afterwards and I did try to comfort you but do not take that as a sign that I will allow it to happen again.

CV's other half here, owning up to what I did. Inexcusable, nothing else for it. You don't have the full story but it's still inexcusable. I have so much rage and hurt inside and no one knows just how bad I feel. It's making me the worst husband and father in history. I'm not trying to pass the blame onto something, I know full well it's me, it's my problems and I can't stand myself for what I've done. What little I have left I am destroying at an increasing pace and am almost certain to lose it all soon if I can not muster the strength. I need to see someone, and I need a friend or at least a friendly ear whom talking to does not make things worse. I hate being needy, it is not me.
I make myself sick.

To my wife, you're a saint my love and I am so very sorry for what I have put you through. I do not want to lose you.

To my daughter, I love you with all my heart, you are what keeps me getting up in the morning. I am so sorry for how I racted, you will never know how bad, I hope I have not screwed you up. I will endeavor to do my best for you and make things right, I do not want to lose you.

To those reading, I'm a shit, I haven't always been like this, I'm sorry for hurting your friend.

Out.

 

[damppanties]

CV's other half here, owning up to what I did. Inexcusable, nothing else for it. You don't have the full story but it's still inexcusable. I have so much rage and hurt inside and no one knows just how bad I feel. It's making me the worst husband and father in history. I'm not trying to pass the blame onto something, I know full well it's me, it's my problems and I can't stand myself for what I've done. What little I have left I am destroying at an increasing pace and am almost certain to lose it all soon if I can not muster the strength. I need to see someone, and I need a friend or at least a friendly ear whom talking to does not make things worse. I hate being needy, it is not me.
I make myself sick.

To my wife, you're a saint my love and I am so very sorry for what I have put you through. I do not want to lose you.

To my daughter, I love you with all my heart, you are what keeps me getting up in the morning. I am so sorry for how I racted, you will never know how bad, I hope I have not screwed you up. I will endeavor to do my best for you and make things right, I do not want to lose you.

To those reading, I'm a shit, I haven't always been like this, I'm sorry for hurting your friend.

Out.

You seem like a good man who's going through problems. No, you're not a shit, that's just defeatist and negative talking, but sometimes it just gets over one's head, and...it happens. Hope you're able to deal with whatever's troubling you soon. Please get help if you need to because hurting loved ones is bad for them and even worse for you. I wish you peace.

 

[Adi87]

CV's other half here, owning up to what I did. Inexcusable, nothing else for it. You don't have the full story but it's still inexcusable. I have so much rage and hurt inside and no one knows just how bad I feel. It's making me the worst husband and father in history. I'm not trying to pass the blame onto something, I know full well it's me, it's my problems and I can't stand myself for what I've done. What little I have left I am destroying at an increasing pace and am almost certain to lose it all soon if I can not muster the strength. I need to see someone, and I need a friend or at least a friendly ear whom talking to does not make things worse. I hate being needy, it is not me.
I make myself sick.

To my wife, you're a saint my love and I am so very sorry for what I have put you through. I do not want to lose you.

To my daughter, I love you with all my heart, you are what keeps me getting up in the morning. I am so sorry for how I racted, you will never know how bad, I hope I have not screwed you up. I will endeavor to do my best for you and make things right, I do not want to lose you.

To those reading, I'm a shit, I haven't always been like this, I'm sorry for hurting your friend.

Out.

I'm with dampy on this... You're not a bad man, just try to keep your anger within the limit that it doesn't hurt someone. You do have someone who will listen to you and give you a friendly ear, go talk to her. I hope you're able to get rid of your problems soon. Take care.

 

[English Lady]

CV's other half here, owning up to what I did. Inexcusable, nothing else for it. You don't have the full story but it's still inexcusable. I have so much rage and hurt inside and no one knows just how bad I feel. It's making me the worst husband and father in history. I'm not trying to pass the blame onto something, I know full well it's me, it's my problems and I can't stand myself for what I've done. What little I have left I am destroying at an increasing pace and am almost certain to lose it all soon if I can not muster the strength. I need to see someone, and I need a friend or at least a friendly ear whom talking to does not make things worse. I hate being needy, it is not me.
I make myself sick.

To my wife, you're a saint my love and I am so very sorry for what I have put you through. I do not want to lose you.

To my daughter, I love you with all my heart, you are what keeps me getting up in the morning. I am so sorry for how I racted, you will never know how bad, I hope I have not screwed you up. I will endeavor to do my best for you and make things right, I do not want to lose you.

To those reading, I'm a shit, I haven't always been like this, I'm sorry for hurting your friend.

Out.

You're not bad, not at all, in fact posting this, ere shows quite the opposite.

Get that help you need and keep the family you love because it's very obvious that you love them alot.

I also wish you peace and will keep your family in my prayers.

 

[impressive]

I don't wanna go to my mother's this afternoon. *pouts*





{{{HUGS}}} to the CV family.

 

[Nirvanadragones]

How do you tell the difference between damaged and broken?

 

[English Lady]

I don't wanna go to my mother's this afternoon. *pouts*





{{{HUGS}}} to the CV family.

Swop, I've got an appointment of a feminine nature *wink wink, nudge nudge*

 

[SensualCealy]

I don't wanna go to my mother's this afternoon. *pouts*





{{{HUGS}}} to the CV family.

I think we all dislike going to our mother's, maybe it is an issue with relinquishing (sp) our authority as soon as we walk in the door?
Or is it we revert back to being a daughter at that point, having to say, 'yes mame' and doing what ever they ask of you while you are there?

I love my mom, but man she can drive me to drink! But I really don't drink so that is a real issue in itself!

I'll be thinking of you while you are there, and as I sit with my mom getting our nails done! lol
C

 

[impressive]

Swop, I've got an appointment of a feminine nature *wink wink, nudge nudge*

I don't have to do those anymore -- 'cause I don't have any "feminine nature" left. The surgeon took it all.

 

[rgraham666]

How do you tell the difference between damaged and broken?

Broken means something deep inside is damaged that keeps what ever from working.

Damage is marks to the outside, on the casing, as it were. It's not great for the esthetics but doesn't keep whatever from working. It might even add to the charm.

 

[SensualCealy]

I don't have to do those anymore -- 'cause I don't have any "feminine nature" left. The surgeon took it all.

Jeeze, didn't he have any of his own? lol
Lucky woman!
C~ I want those boobies!

 

[impressive]

How do you tell the difference between damaged and broken?

Does it matter?

The meaningful qualifier for either is "irreparable" ... and even that has many shades.




Cealy -- Come & get 'em.

 

[feeeriek]

How do you tell the difference between damaged and broken?

 

[raphy]

CV's other half here, owning up to what I did. Inexcusable, nothing else for it. You don't have the full story but it's still inexcusable. I have so much rage and hurt inside and no one knows just how bad I feel. It's making me the worst husband and father in history. I'm not trying to pass the blame onto something, I know full well it's me, it's my problems and I can't stand myself for what I've done. What little I have left I am destroying at an increasing pace and am almost certain to lose it all soon if I can not muster the strength. I need to see someone, and I need a friend or at least a friendly ear whom talking to does not make things worse. I hate being needy, it is not me.
I make myself sick.

To my wife, you're a saint my love and I am so very sorry for what I have put you through. I do not want to lose you.

To my daughter, I love you with all my heart, you are what keeps me getting up in the morning. I am so sorry for how I racted, you will never know how bad, I hope I have not screwed you up. I will endeavor to do my best for you and make things right, I do not want to lose you.

To those reading, I'm a shit, I haven't always been like this, I'm sorry for hurting your friend.

Out.

Dude.

I know you know who I am on here.

I've known *both* of you for going on 10 years now. Both of you. Not just CV. You and I were friends, a long time ago. I like to think that this and that notwithstanding, we still are.

You weren't like this 10 years ago. The man whisp and I hung out with earlier this year, that's you. The one we had fun with and joked around with, that's you. Not this man that I see now.

Forget that I'm her friend. I was your friend too. There ain't no "taking sides" here. You know how to reach me. I know you do. Talk to me. I have some things to say that I think you need to hear.

Besides, I'm sick of only hearing one side

(That was a joke. Don't either of you be gettin' mad at me because of it)

R.

 

[Fallenfromgrace]

Ive been lushitised! hehe...

ok, so i got a huge box of Lush stuff for my birthday from one of my best friends. Its the biggest gift box they sell with 25 products in it. *squeee*

I am a lush fiend.

The products i just used from lush:

Shower gel
Shampoo (already had it, a few new ones in the giftbox)
Conditioner
Dusting powder
Foot cream
Hand cream (already had it, another in the giftbox)
temple balm
and lip balm (already had it, another flavour in the giftbox)

its like Lush exploded on me

*sniffs self* mmmm...

 

[Belegon]

CV's other half here, owning up to what I did. Inexcusable, nothing else for it. You don't have the full story but it's still inexcusable. I have so much rage and hurt inside and no one knows just how bad I feel. It's making me the worst husband and father in history. I'm not trying to pass the blame onto something, I know full well it's me, it's my problems and I can't stand myself for what I've done. What little I have left I am destroying at an increasing pace and am almost certain to lose it all soon if I can not muster the strength. I need to see someone, and I need a friend or at least a friendly ear whom talking to does not make things worse. I hate being needy, it is not me.
I make myself sick.

To my wife, you're a saint my love and I am so very sorry for what I have put you through. I do not want to lose you.

To my daughter, I love you with all my heart, you are what keeps me getting up in the morning. I am so sorry for how I reacted, you will never know how bad, I hope I have not screwed you up. I will endeavor to do my best for you and make things right, I do not want to lose you.

To those reading, I'm a shit, I haven't always been like this, I'm sorry for hurting your friend.

Out.

The fact that you recognize a problem and are willing to ask for help show that you are far from hopeless... >>>Husg<<< ... dude, there are resources out there, don't be afraid to use them... You have my support because I will be proud of your effort, even if you fail. Making an effort puts you one up on way too many. *nods*

...and you can't possibly be the worst husband in history, because that's a spot that K-Fed and I have been competing for very intently the last three years...

 

[SensualCealy]

Does it matter?

The meaningful qualifier for either is "irreparable" ... and even that has many shades.




Cealy -- Come & get 'em.

I'm affraid if you are offering them up I just may take more than just your boobies! Is that a bad thing?
C

 

[MagicaPractica]

You know you've been writing too much when you get feedback on a story you submitted just a few days ago and you already can't remember what it's about.

 

[carsonshepherd]

I hate hangovers.
But it was a great party...

 

[Nirvanadragones]

You have no idea what you've gotten yourself into.

 

[damppanties]

I miss L.

 

[Fallenfromgrace]

I miss L.

sirf L?

 

[damppanties]

sirf L?

cos I hope N is writing. And I know C is working.

 

[Fallenfromgrace]

cos I hope N is writing. And I know C is working.

N is studying, and yes C is working, and yes, i miss you and L too.

ps. keep an eye on email.