carsonshepherd
comeback kid
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minsue said:Cool, heavy stone.... If only they weren't so damned pricey. *sigh*
priorities...
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minsue said:Cool, heavy stone.... If only they weren't so damned pricey. *sigh*
Maybe the dildo fairy....carsonshepherd said:priorities...
i hate it when you talk about me behind me back like that.minsue said:Maybe the dildo fairy....
minsue said:Maybe the dildo fairy....
Dead batteries? *blink*Nirvanadragones said:I shudder to think what has to fall out (and you have to put that under your pillow) for that faery to visit![]()
.minsue said:Dead batteries? *blink*
.Ahahahahaha.minsue said:Dead batteries? *blink*

What all of them said.minsue said:Dead batteries? *blink*

Welcome home.RebeccaLeah said:Blurt:
Home.
*big, releaved sigh*

Pssst! I got us out of that. No worries. No in-laws.matriarch said:Time to hit the shower.
We have in laws visiting to do.
Maybe dinner.
minsue said:Pssst! I got us out of that. No worries. No in-laws.
minsue said:Welcome home.![]()

You are wise and so very good beyond your years, my young padawan.TheEarl said:I have to say that the outside stuff generally means very little. I might have occasional lust for an outside, but crushes, loves and genuine attractions are due to people, rather than their coverings.
The Earl
Sounds interesting, Roxanne. And it begs the question of how different a person would be--how different their life would be--if they had the power to pick their own skin instead of just their paths, eh?Roxanne Appleby said:Sounds like a plan.
I read a futurist novel a long time ago about earth in 500,000 years or so. What you describe was one of the regular options available to people. You could never be sure that the person you were dealing with wasn't someone you had always known, but wearing a different body, different sex even. Or both sexes. No one had to work. I don't think you had to die, either. The challenge was how to create a meaningful life and not be a pure dilletante. People failed or suceeded in various degrees, along a continuum. I wish I knew the title or author - it's a vision that's haunted me ever since.
M’glad. I love your face and your heart and your guts, too.Harry Leg said:i love the inside and the outside and i wouldnt change a thing about you except maybe....i would move you closer to me
Yui’s not so much inspirational at all and she’s more than a bit whiney. <cough>malachiteink said:Blurt on Yui's blurt, because Yui is inspirational.
No, I would not change my body for beauty because I am beautiful. I don't realize it all the time and I don't remember all the time, and occasionally I can't believe I ever thought it, but I am.
I'd change my body for comfort. I'd fix my feet so they weren't flat -- they can stay big, but not be so stinky. I'd change my hips, my spine, one kidney. I'd smooth scars from my skin. I'd make some things more even, more balanced.
But I'd want to fix things inside me, too -- I'd like to root out those dark demons, the ones who made the scars and scream at every imperfection. the ones who tell me I never was and never will be beautiful, the ones who sweep blackness over my skies and poison all water.
But I am what I am, what I was made to be. Mostly I work to be content and to celebrate that.
I’m certain I couldn’t intrigue you nearly as much as you intrigue me.BlackShanglan said:Yui, you intrigue me so. I think you deeply beautiful, particularly when you are fierce, and again especially when you are loving and beloved and all is well in the world. You're a very lovely person.
Thank you; and I wasn’t fishing, but your words certainly do make me the warmest of fuzzies. I’m working on the fierce and the loving part, it’s just not so much easy to reconcile my mind and my heart, so I start think different skin might help. I’m a complete idiot because I know to change one thing would essentially change everything and I honestly don’t want to do that. Screwy stuff and I’m running off at the mouth in a public forum. Shutting up now. 
I haven’t lived enough incarnations to be your kindred, Shang. Your disciple, perhaps, but not remotely your equal. You are ready to shed the limitations of humanity and I am still trying to find a skin that fits; spiritually, you see a place of peace, independent of the limitations that bind the not-so-old-souls, like me. I’m not saying that to be self-deprecating, because in truth, I’m fluff, but not completely without substance (though I do think I play fluffy rather wellBlackShanglan said:For a moment I thought we were kindred spirits. *laugh* Then I read the part about awakening lust in others. I should be delighted in a slinking, skulking, sliding form. Cat or dog or snake or badger, it wouldn't matter to me. I'd be the horse in a heartbeat. It would be such a pleasure, a whole new body and a happy farewell to the limitations of humanity.
Shanglan
). I’m saying it because I’m still bound by this skin, this life, and would remain so bound even if given a choice. There are roads I haven’t walked. Mouths I haven’t kissed. Pain I haven’t felt. Pleasure I haven’t tasted. Babies I haven’t held. Poems I haven’t read. Songs I haven’t heard. Slipping this skin, this consciousness, wouldn’t free me, it would simply create a void in my soul, seeking though the poor thing is. You’re special not only because you have the soul-age to see, unfailingly, Truth, but you’ve the grace not to eviscerate the rest of us with it.

I'm a slug. But I'm working on it.RebeccaLeah said:Thank you.
Now complete with purring kitty in lap and 'Beautiful' by Me'Shell Ndegeocello playing.
How are you doing Gosling?
minsue said:I'm a slug. But I'm working on it.

rgraham666 said:Sigh. Reading comments on my stories. Keep bumping across ones Colleen left.
Ow.

impressive said:He's really too heavy to be carrying up the stairs, Imp. You're gonna hurt yourself.![]()