WanderingWiccan
Really Experienced
- Joined
- Feb 1, 2003
- Posts
- 101
Is there any way to get over the pain and hurt of losing the first person that you've ever truly loved when they've scarred you so badly that you're actually afraid to talk to new people completely? She and I tried to be friends and now I'm absolutely terrified to meet people in person because she hurt me again this weekend. I can't stand it. When I think about her and how much she still means it me it's hard to breathe and when I think about trying to meet new people (I already have social anxiety disorder) I nearly go into a panic attack. I had gotten better about being in crowds but I went to the mall today and nearly fell out I was hyperventilating so badly that I felt like I was dying.
I'm absolutely losing my mind and I'm not going back to therapy because I've nearly been hospitalized before because that's what every doctor in this area tries to do to everyone.
HELP!
I'm absolutely losing my mind and I'm not going back to therapy because I've nearly been hospitalized before because that's what every doctor in this area tries to do to everyone.
HELP!