Is it bad that i get off reading rape threats?

[Anabel2612]

I recently downloaded Reddit and have been using it to join various subreddits where misogynistic/ noncon content is posted. I have commented on some of the posts and the men there they do not show any mercy. I have gotten many dms telling me what they would do to me and honestly it is such a turn on… it’s just that ik it’s wrong but my account is idk shadowbanned now so i don’t get anymore of them but I’ve orgasmed so many times i just need more, more of those threats…