incest

[erotic male RN]

Over the last several months I have found myself drawn more and more to incest stories. The mother/son stuff is really exciting to me. I have never had an incestuous thot about my mother altho I did have an incestuaous encounter with my sister several years ago. Someone tell me why I can't seem to get enough of incest stories. I don't think it is all the "TABOO' thing. I am sure that is part of it but shouldn't it be wearin off by now?

 

[landiek]

hopefully it helps

some people are inclined to believe that it is the lack of love that draws people into incest. Not so.... I am the survivor of nine years of incest with several different males relatives.

At one point you think that it is more of a curiousity about the looks of that relative. Later if there is an obsession to the act it is very unhealthy.

Something you have been acquanted with becomes old hand and you yearn for the memories. I would believe that you often wondered about sex with an older woman or one that your mother knew. A nutruing woman can reflect the mothering instinct and the thought of stories can fulfill the desire that you had hidden away because others said it was bad and wrong.

My uncle was 52 when he took me into an incest relationship. The harm was done and I walked a fine line to the person that I am now. Looking back yes he was wrong to have done that but I am old enough to look back and forgive him for his stupity.

No sometimes it never does wear off. It is a part of who you are and the choice is this... do you let it hold you back or do you make it a benefit?

 

[erotic male RN]

Thanks

Landiek,
Many thanks for your reply. Obviously, you have greater insight than do I. It makes sense that I might have obsessed about an older woman with whom my mother was associated. (now I'm racking my brain tryin to think of who that would be ) Even at a very early age I was, and still am, very inquisitive about sexual matters. As I think about this I am sure there were women that I would fantasize about when I was young.

Your comments have me wondering and actually breathing a little easier.

Again, many thanks.

Erotic male RN

 

[landiek]

You are most welcome . Glad to have helped.

Landi

 

[Mr. Allnite]

Re: hopefully it helps

My uncle was 52 when he took me into an incest relationship. The harm was done and I walked a fine line to the person that I am now. Looking back yes he was wrong to have done that but I am old enough to look back and forgive him for his stupity.

I'm curious. How old were you? Were you forced or did you consent at the time and then change your mind?

I ask because I am also curious about the popularity of incest stories adn the separation of fantasy and reality. Part of me wonders if its going on more than you think. But then it would seem to me that there would be more positive accounts. Incest stories are the number one read type of story on the internet, but whenever someone asks a question about real incest relationships everyone clams up or goes EWW! I don't get it.

 

[landiek]

I was taken anally at the age of seven by my Uncle.
It became sex at 8 and a half by the same Uncle and my cousin
I was involved in the incest from seven to fifteen.
each new involved party was by force until I took and showed Uncle R. what his brother taught me. Also after a while I grew to accept what they were doing to me. I found that I was being loved... since my Mother couldn't and wouldn't love me, the love they showered on me was an acceptable alturnative

The other side of the coin, I was being abused by my Mother physically and mentally from age 4 to 17. I finally stood up to her and punched her in her face after she slammed me into a refrigerator with a two by four.

I had been the toy to four uncles and three cousins
Only one of those males are alive and I grew to find hope in my life. I am willing to talk about it...

but a small reminder. I would never allow my children to be used that way.

People shy from it because that second party still has an influence or that they are still mentally dealing with the guilt and pain. Others can't even deal with the realism of what happened. After all it is considered taboo... and to admit the skeleton in the closet usually tears a family apart.

I admitted the skeletons, but no one believed me. Oh well, that is on them, not me. That is my way of thinking.

 

[turbo6054]

Question?

I've talked to many women who were taken advantage of like you. May I ask this question? Although they went through similar experiences, they still fantasize and masturbate in recalling those incidents. Do you?

Just curious. Thanks.