Important - about Christabel

[SweetWitch]

I'm not back. I am not at all well (vertical does not mean healthy). I am not happy and have been miserable and upset for weeks despite a steady if slow return to simply poor health.

But I am amazed in so many ways. Appalled in others...
Heartfelt gratitude to those who held the light.
A swift kick in the ass to those who couldn't stand that the light was there at all. (I reallywant to slap the hell out of some people for insulting and hurting Odessa who was trying her best to carry out my wishes during a extremely hard time.)

Take care of yourselves. Don't ignore those nigling little health issues. Don't be so tough that you break rather than bend and for godsakes don't take anyone or anything for granted because it can all be gone in that one instant of stubborn inattention.

One day I might share the oddysey that I have undergone... For now its all I can do to be here and know that spiritual anitvenin serum doesnt really work on the hurting heart.

Take care my friends I'll be back before you know it. Until then please be well.

It's so good to see you here!

Now, get your butt back to bed.

 

[AllardChardon]

When I watered the star jasmine early this morning, I thought of you, Christabel. Water flowing and beautiful flowers from my garden for you along with my prayers every day. From my own tree, the elberta peaches run down my fingers. I wish I could bring you one right now. They are pure health.

 

[TE999]

I'm not back. I am not at all well (vertical does not mean healthy). I am not happy and have been miserable and upset for weeks despite a steady if slow return to simply poor health.

But I am amazed in so many ways. Appalled in others...
Heartfelt gratitude to those who held the light.
A swift kick in the ass to those who couldn't stand that the light was there at all. (I reallywant to slap the hell out of some people for insulting and hurting Odessa who was trying her best to carry out my wishes during a extremely hard time.)

Take care of yourselves. Don't ignore those nigling little health issues. Don't be so tough that you break rather than bend and for godsakes don't take anyone or anything for granted because it can all be gone in that one instant of stubborn inattention.

One day I might share the oddysey that I have undergone... For now its all I can do to be here and know that spiritual anitvenin serum doesnt really work on the hurting heart.

Take care my friends I'll be back before you know it. Until then please be well.

So good to hear from you Christa.

Continue to heal and obey the doctors orders, then return to the fold.

You have a unique and steadfast friend in Odessa. She is to be cherished.

 

[Tarakin]

I'm not back. I am not at all well (vertical does not mean healthy). I am not happy and have been miserable and upset for weeks despite a steady if slow return to simply poor health.

But I am amazed in so many ways. Appalled in others...
Heartfelt gratitude to those who held the light.
A swift kick in the ass to those who couldn't stand that the light was there at all. (I reallywant to slap the hell out of some people for insulting and hurting Odessa who was trying her best to carry out my wishes during a extremely hard time.)

Take care of yourselves. Don't ignore those nigling little health issues. Don't be so tough that you break rather than bend and for godsakes don't take anyone or anything for granted because it can all be gone in that one instant of stubborn inattention.

One day I might share the oddysey that I have undergone... For now its all I can do to be here and know that spiritual anitvenin serum doesnt really work on the hurting heart.

Take care my friends I'll be back before you know it. Until then please be well.

Good to have you back!

Now get well completly, and soon!

 

[SweetWitch]

Have there been any updates of late?

 

[christabelll]

Ugh and UGH!
Lets see, my cat went missing and no one has seen or heard from him since. He some how got out of the house and went off galivanting the neighborhood. My heart is broken but no shelters or pounds have him and no one in the neighborhood has either its as if he went out side and vanished into thin air.

as for me I managed to concuss myself and sprain my bad wrist during a vasal vagal episode. The scrape across my forhead is finally gone but it was a neat match to the triangular dent from concussing myself five years ago on a cabinet door. THe docs are still puzzling over my just this side of normal tests (meaning they are out of whack but not enough out of whack to account for anything - in other words they still dont fucking know what the problem(s) are Malformed genes aside, LOL, they are still trying to figure out whats causing certain markers to appear and dissappear depending on what drugs they have me on. I hate steroids and I hate narcotics. Dont get me wrong I love a good buzz anytime but not when it means the difference between writhing and merely groaning. Yep, thats me, bitch bitch bitch about things I cannot change for the life of me.

I'm getting fat from all this non activity and while the down time is something we all adore I wish it could be done with me being healthy enough to enjoy it fully. I hate that my waistline is expanding so much. You would think that not eating very much would mean lesser inches. It doesnt. Apparently exercise and I have to reacquaint ourselves in order for my waist to go back to normal proportions. Since that will be a while yet, sweats are the apparell de-rigeur. I HATE SWEATS!

I am still on time rations for the computer and other brain taxing activities. I have tried to go to fair only to end up beached somewhere with water and meds as the faire goes on around me. Luckily I know more than a handful of people at faire so my time is filled with visitors. Its just frustrating to take half an hour to go 500 feet because I am so tired still. I am always escorted and when I am not (No I am not being hauled to the porta prince johns) I am still under intense watch by all those who are in the know as to my health. It gets old having my every action monitored for faintness, weakness and pain. And no I didnt bash my head in at faire. I managed to do that all on my own at home with a fascinating encounter with the coffee table and easy chair.

Anyway, I am being told its time for me to get off here. Why I am up this early is beyond me. But soon enough I will either wander over to faire with my loves best friend or go back to bed for a few hours. Honestly I dont think I am up to dressing up and being perky for anyone. I want to dance damnit! Not sit like a useless bump and watch the parades go by.

Missing everyone. More soon - I think.

 

[SweetWitch]

Ugh and UGH!
Lets see, my cat went missing and no one has seen or heard from him since. He some how got out of the house and went off galivanting the neighborhood. My heart is broken but no shelters or pounds have him and no one in the neighborhood has either its as if he went out side and vanished into thin air.

as for me I managed to concuss myself and sprain my bad wrist during a vasal vagal episode. The scrape across my forhead is finally gone but it was a neat match to the triangular dent from concussing myself five years ago on a cabinet door. THe docs are still puzzling over my just this side of normal tests (meaning they are out of whack but not enough out of whack to account for anything - in other words they still dont fucking know what the problem(s) are Malformed genes aside, LOL, they are still trying to figure out whats causing certain markers to appear and dissappear depending on what drugs they have me on. I hate steroids and I hate narcotics. Dont get me wrong I love a good buzz anytime but not when it means the difference between writhing and merely groaning. Yep, thats me, bitch bitch bitch about things I cannot change for the life of me.

I'm getting fat from all this non activity and while the down time is something we all adore I wish it could be done with me being healthy enough to enjoy it fully. I hate that my waistline is expanding so much. You would think that not eating very much would mean lesser inches. It doesnt. Apparently exercise and I have to reacquaint ourselves in order for my waist to go back to normal proportions. Since that will be a while yet, sweats are the apparell de-rigeur. I HATE SWEATS!

I am still on time rations for the computer and other brain taxing activities. I have tried to go to fair only to end up beached somewhere with water and meds as the faire goes on around me. Luckily I know more than a handful of people at faire so my time is filled with visitors. Its just frustrating to take half an hour to go 500 feet because I am so tired still. I am always escorted and when I am not (No I am not being hauled to the porta prince johns) I am still under intense watch by all those who are in the know as to my health. It gets old having my every action monitored for faintness, weakness and pain. And no I didnt bash my head in at faire. I managed to do that all on my own at home with a fascinating encounter with the coffee table and easy chair.

Anyway, I am being told its time for me to get off here. Why I am up this early is beyond me. But soon enough I will either wander over to faire with my loves best friend or go back to bed for a few hours. Honestly I dont think I am up to dressing up and being perky for anyone. I want to dance damnit! Not sit like a useless bump and watch the parades go by.

Missing everyone. More soon - I think.

Good to see you. You may not realize this, but I can see the improvement in what you've typed. You seem so much more lucid. Keep getting better and watch out for that naughty furniture that wants to do you harm.

 

[rgraham666]

Good to hear from you, christabell. Sending strength and healing vibes your way. *HUGS*

 

[Tarakin]

Get well soon, Christabel!

 

[Stella_Omega]

You need a big golden throne for the Faire-- and four burly men to carry you in it.

 

[voluptuary_manque]

You need a big golden throne for the Faire-- and four burly men to carry you in it.

Yeah, wearing nothing but leather straps and codpieces. And gladiator sandels, of course.