I'm sorry

[Svedish_Chef]

I'm sorry for being me
I'm sorry for not changing
I'm sorry for being an insensitive bastard

SORRY

Wring out my guilt and hang it on the line
Its been raining all week, it won't get a chance to dry
I've been looking round the pantry for a box of sorries
I'm all run out yeah
I'm all run out

It's not that hard to say I know
It's not that hard to say I know
It's not that hard to say
So why can't I say it now?

And its been swelling up inside like the kitchen sponge
Its on the back of my throat, its on the tip of my tongue
If I could sweep it out he door that would be the end
But this wind keeps blowing it in again

It's not that hard to say I know
It's not that hard to say I know
It's not that hard to say
So why can't I say it now?

Say It now, say it now, say it now!
Say it now, say it now, say it now!

And I've been locking all the doors and drawing all the blinds
It always seems to find its way back inside
If I could sweep it out the door that would be the end
But this wind keeps blowing it in again

So I can say it now
Say it now, say it now, say now!
Say it now, say it now, say now!
Say it now, say it now, say now!
Say it now, say it now, say now!
It's not that hard to say I know

I'm NOT sorry for flirting

 

[*Lazer*]

Cheffie you are one in a gazillion

 

[Angel]

He sure is.

 

[lavender]

 

[lickerish]

Apparently you like to air your dirty laundry too..

I wasn't going to take it there.

If we're passing out the sorries:

I'm sorry about that second face of yours.. it's an ugly one.

“he hurts you”
“you feel bad after talking to him”
“he makes you feel insecure”
“he doesnt honor you”
“he doesnt honor your wishes”
“you cant trust him”
“he doesnt put your feelings first”
“he humilates you by shamelessly flirting”
“there is no future with someone like that”
“respect is the cornerstone of a relationship and he doesnt respect you or your wishes”


and I feel sorry for all the people who only know one side of a story.

I'm not asking you to feel sorry for flirting.. you made your decision, and I've made mine. There was no common sense to this thread, just your typical ego inflation and validation of 'how great you are'.

Anyways.

 

[bluntforcemama]

Chef, I love you just the way you are.

 

[bluntforcemama]

Chef

Hell, I'll take you anyway you want it! I've got nothing but love for ya! Some things work out, some don't, but don't let anyone pile the shit on you. You're worth a lot more than that. You have my phone number, call whenever, and especially if you need someone to listen and care. Tell you what, if Juspar lets me go back with him in the fall, I'll go with him. That way you can make fun of the way I say "no" to my face.

 

[Cheyenne]

Dirty Laundry it is- PM people, PM. Please?

 

[lickerish]

Got'um wrapped around your finger too.

All that you see, isn't always what it seems.

Cheyenne, I know you're the annoying PM advocate.. but he wanted it this way, otherwise he wouldn't have posted what he posted. If you don't like reading the personal shit, hit the <back> button..

 

[Cheyenne]

Ah, well. It never hurts to try.

Lots of people like reading the personal shit. They are popular threads, watching one person try to hurt another.

After all the dirty laundry is posted though, you might feel bad for having it out there for the world to see. But by then it is too late to take back.

I know you didn't start it, Lickerish. It was you I was thinking of in suggesting the PM route.

Angel handled something like this the best, I think, not so long ago. While people tried to provoke her with attacks about a former relationship, she didn't take the bait and said she'd keep her personal stuff personal. I admired that, mostly because it is so very difficult to do.