im getting fustrated

Yes. I am weary of my solitude as well. I have given much consideration to settling for just to avoid being alone. I am tired of it and getting to the age where I need to settle down and be an adult and have someone to come home to that does not bark at the mailman.
 
IT SUCKS

i don`t know what i want anymore.i work all week and rest on the week-end.that it.
 
It may not be the wisest thing to admit as some could read the wrong thing from it, but I have been alone for quite some time and I have grown used to it. At first it was really hard, especially when I saw others so happily together. I buried myself in my work (I had to - I had a daughter to put through school), but I was still lonely.

Every once in a while I would meet someone and date for a while, only to eventually find out just how many really weird (racists, people who think they were abducted by UFOs, other neurotics you wouldn't believe, etc.), dishonest and poorly socialized people there are out there.

I figured, given my early relationships, and given the relationships I had seen others suffer through, that having a relationship just to keep from being lonely was not the answer, and I still feel that way.

Eventually I got used to being alone, but I do miss and desire the companionship - I am just picky. Maybe someday.:confused:

STG
 
HK,

I sympathize with you. I also work all week--and come home drained and mentally exhausted. Then my son and I do school work after a bit of unwinding and off to bed-up early to do more studying and then to work. On the weekends---my Sundays are devoted to church and community activities. Saturdays are my only day--and that is every other saturday--I usually just lay around the house in nothing the whole day goofing off here or watching TV or reading and just relaxing.

Tomorrow is just such a day--up until 5:30, anyway.

As far as my life goes--I try to remind myself that it sure beats the hell out of the life of an Afganistani woman currently or a slave or a peasant or a crackhead.
It makes it not seem so bad.

I still feel lonely and frusterated though. Oh well.
 
you can come hang out with me....I'm sure I could find something for you to do.......and there are always people here ...I never get a moment alone





clean the backyard....paint the gutters.....mulch the front garden......clean the garage.....set up for the yard sale....pack.....
 
For those of you tired of being alone, I have a 10 year old boy i can rent out..........then you'll love being alone.....lol:p
 
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