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footlongish

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I'm all screwed up.

I'm still living at home with my soon to be ex wife.

We had a baby a few weeks back. I love him. He is great. I always wanted a son and he is perfect. It will be very hard to leave him.

My inlaws are here and have been for 4 days.

My wife insists that we can get some good counselling, so we haven't told them that we are splitting, even though we agreed we would before we had the baby. At the diner table last night I just wanted to stand up and blurt it out ! I'm totally done with counselling !

I've been angry with her since before we had the baby. The childbirth was beautiful. I was by her side the whole time. She was a real trooper. I felt close to her for a couple days. I've kept my mouth shut about the relationship stuff since the birth. Kept it all in. Yeah, that is healthy.

My wife was ragging on me most of yesterday and yet I had to sleep in the same bed as her last night !

She is also starting to look hot again. Did I mention that we haven't had sex since she got pregnant ? (My doing, not hers.)

Now I am sitting in the computer center at a University, surrounded by all these hot 20 year old people flirting with each other, remembering when I was a university stud and wishing I would have done things a bit differently.

I can't work anymore. I can't concentrate.

I'm really angry with my wife. Today is our 13th anniversary too boot.

It takes my inlaws at least a day to do anything. Their favorite thing to do is to "visit" and eat. Really good for the health. I'll look like Santa Claus if they stay another day. Boring as hell. Each day seems like a month. Luckily, I "have to" work today.

My father in law gets up at 4:30AM and gargles for 40 minutes in the bathroom by our bedroom. Brags about how early he gets up all the time. He falls asleep at 3:30 in the afternoon, but hey, as long as you up before the sun gets up, its worth it. Never mind the rest of the world is still sleeping.

Tonight I am getting out of the house to go for a 3 hour/80 Km ride on my road bike. (bicycle) I can't wait.

On Saturday I got out and went for an hour of roller blading. Its a great way to get away. "Anyone want to go roller blading ?" Nope ? I'll be back in a few hours. Met these 2 gals on the trail. Chatted them up. They thought I was fast. Actually, I was. One was not my type. The other was married. Made me feel good that a) a female would be interested in me and b) I'm still a good conversationalist with women.

I saw a teen age girl with her mother at the library in the check out line. The mother was hot, a beautiful women. Absent mindedly, I asked the daughter if that was her mother. "Wow" I said. TO HER DAUGHTER ! What the hell was I thinking ! Mother looks over at the daughter and says "What" ? Daughter doesn't know what to say. I slip out the door, embarrassed. Note to self: stop thinking out loud, especially to the hot mom's teen age daughter. BTW: hot mom wasn't wearing a ring.

I've been a saint. I don't know how much longer I can hold out. The pressure is building. UUUUUGGGHHHH !
 
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Maybe screwed up but you need a diary, dude.

If your father-in-law gargles that long, his gums must really burn.
 
You sound like a gutless sleazy piece of shit to me.
Get some balls and act like a grown man instead of a whiny little boy.
 
I'll deal with the situation when it is appropriate. I am trying not to be an asshole to my wife. She is taking good care of our son. Actually, we are taking good care of him. All things in due time. In the mean time, I'm totally fucked up.
 
footlongish said:
I'll deal with the situation when it is appropriate. I am trying not to be an asshole to my wife. She is taking good care of our son. Actually, we are taking good care of him. All things in due time. In the mean time, I'm totally fucked up.
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whine, whine, whine!

so, there's a really good reason why you can't take popinlaw to one side and say "look, she just had a baby, she needs all the rest she can get and you're waking her up at 4am. please stfu!" ?
 
Pops is dense. Kind of the Archie bunker type. I've talked to him about it before, but no comprendre.

I'm not whining. I'm venting. If I was whining, I would be feeling sorry for myself. I'm not.
 
footlongish said:
Pops is dense. Kind of the Archie bunker type. I've talked to him about it before, but no comprendre.

I'm not whining. I'm venting. If I was whining, I would be feeling sorry for myself. I'm not.
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so you tell him louder, and tell him some more.

LOUD & CLEAR!

failing that, next time he does it go knock on the door and tell him to shut up.

act like a man!
 
Go for that bike ride. You need to decompress, and nothing like exercise and sunshine to do that.

Talk to your wife (soon to be ex or otherwise). Boundaries need to be set for the in-laws. Having people up in my home like that day in and day out would drive me batshit. The in-laws need to be gently but firmly told the difference between visiting, which is acceptable on an occasional basis, and moving in, which apparently has happened, and is not acceptable. (You said you're living "at home," so I'm assuming it's YOUR home.) Sounds like they've worn out their welcome, and your wife needs to assert herself.

The thought of an affair is tempting, but you've just said you haven't had sex with your wife since the pregnancy. One is probably closely related to the other. Then again, if she's soon to be your ex, you might not want to open that door again. But ask yourself if a casual affair is in your best interests now.
 
"Go for that bike ride. You need to decompress, and nothing like exercise and sunshine to do that."

You left out wine, tequilla, an amorous lady friend, swimming in the sea, sailing and a big bed. In no particular order...
 
I just had dinner with my in laws and my wife.

Some people are criticizing me for not "having balls" and tuning in my father in law. But you know what ? The guy has always treated me OK, actually better than OK. He has treated me well over the years. So, he gargles in the morning. Yes, he pisses me off. And if he was an asshole, I would chew him out. But under the circumstances and considering how he treats me, I cut him some slack.

I think there is something to be said for not being a testosteroney asshole once in a while. Its easy to be confrontational and escalate the situation. Sometimes its better to give people a bit of slack and make it work in the long run.
 
footlongish said:
I'm all screwed up.

I'm still living at home with my soon to be ex wife.

We had a baby a few weeks back. I love him. He is great. I always wanted a son and he is perfect. It will be very hard to leave him.

My inlaws are here and have been for 4 days.

My wife insists that we can get some good counselling, so we haven't told them that we are splitting, even though we agreed we would before we had the baby. At the diner table last night I just wanted to stand up and blurt it out ! I'm totally done with counselling !

I've been angry with her since before we had the baby. The childbirth was beautiful. I was by her side the whole time. She was a real trooper. I felt close to her for a couple days. I've kept my mouth shut about the relationship stuff since the birth. Kept it all in. Yeah, that is healthy.

My wife was ragging on me most of yesterday and yet I had to sleep in the same bed as her last night !

She is also starting to look hot again. Did I mention that we haven't had sex since she got pregnant ? (My doing, not hers.)

Now I am sitting in the computer center at a University, surrounded by all these hot 20 year old people flirting with each other, remembering when I was a university stud and wishing I would have done things a bit differently.

I can't work anymore. I can't concentrate.

I'm really angry with my wife. Today is our 13th anniversary too boot.

It takes my inlaws at least a day to do anything. Their favorite thing to do is to "visit" and eat. Really good for the health. I'll look like Santa Claus if they stay another day. Boring as hell. Each day seems like a month. Luckily, I "have to" work today.

My father in law gets up at 4:30AM and gargles for 40 minutes in the bathroom by our bedroom. Brags about how early he gets up all the time. He falls asleep at 3:30 in the afternoon, but hey, as long as you up before the sun gets up, its worth it. Never mind the rest of the world is still sleeping.

Tonight I am getting out of the house to go for a 3 hour/80 Km ride on my road bike. (bicycle) I can't wait.

On Saturday I got out and went for an hour of roller blading. Its a great way to get away. "Anyone want to go roller blading ?" Nope ? I'll be back in a few hours. Met these 2 gals on the trail. Chatted them up. They thought I was fast. Actually, I was. One was not my type. The other was married. Made me feel good that a) a female would be interested in me and b) I'm still a good conversationalist with women.

I saw a teen age girl with her mother at the library in the check out line. The mother was hot, a beautiful women. Absent mindedly, I asked the daughter if that was her mother. "Wow" I said. TO HER DAUGHTER ! What the hell was I thinking ! Mother looks over at the daughter and says "What" ? Daughter doesn't know what to say. I slip out the door, embarrassed. Note to self: stop thinking out loud, especially to the hot mom's teen age daughter. BTW: hot mom wasn't wearing a ring.

I've been a saint. I don't know how much longer I can hold out. The pressure is building. UUUUUGGGHHHH !
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Fucking Loser
 
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