You are making my point for me. Right now I'm up and chatty but rather than being sexy what I really want is just someone that I can hold. A nice warm, lovely, sad little subbie that I can share a moment in life with in the form of a hug and cuddle.
Sometimes the most important thing is just the touch of another person.
It has been five years now that I've been without a lover and I feel every single hour as if they happened just minutes ago. I wish I could trust someone, anyone but I can't.
I've been too hurt, too hard, too deeply. Why can't I find a nice lil cute tomboy subbie who just wants her man to love her and be the one reliable thing in her life?