I was too tired last night...

[FurryFury]

Its great to hear about all the fun that is to be had in your house.. Though obviously I am jealous too.. lol
I hope my life has someone as amazing as you involved in it at some point. I've a feeling the search may be a long one tho..

I'm sure you'll find someone that will be able to make many of your dreams come true.

Keep this in mind, however, we've been together almost 15 years and only last year did I start getting so "open," at least to this extent. He had no idea any of this would ever happen. It's only his love, liking and acceptance of me, support and freedom for me that he allowed, that made it happen at all.

Fury

 

[naxalite0906]

I'm sure you'll find someone that will be able to make many of your dreams come true.

Keep this in mind, however, we've been together almost 15 years and only last year did I start getting so "open," at least to this extent. He had no idea any of this would ever happen. It's only his love, liking and acceptance of me, support and freedom for me that he allowed, that made it happen at all.

Fury

Hearing things like that always make me wonder about my previous relationship.. together 4 years. I sometimes just wonder if it was a case of us being young and still needing the time to explore various ideas.. then again, maybe it was just me being hopeful and scared to move on..

Oh well.. i guess I have another 15 years to wait until my dreams finally come true.. *pins a countdown chart on the wall*..

lol

 

[FurryFury]

Hearing things like that always make me wonder about my previous relationship.. together 4 years. I sometimes just wonder if it was a case of us being young and still needing the time to explore various ideas.. then again, maybe it was just me being hopeful and scared to move on..

Oh well.. i guess I have another 15 years to wait until my dreams finally come true.. *pins a countdown chart on the wall*..

lol

LOL!

There are no guarantees in life. Life is stranger than fiction. I never would have predicted any of this.

I WISH I were as young as you are and knew what I really wanted back then!

My life has been odd.

Fury

 

[naxalite0906]

LOL!

There are no guarantees in life. Life is stranger than fiction. I never would have predicted any of this.

I WISH I were as young as you are and knew what I really wanted back then!

My life has been odd.

Fury

Yeah, so you have said in the past.. Thats the thing about this place.. Its nice to hear various perspectives on everything I am curious about.. Really helped open my mind to different things and allow me to understand what I really want. Its just a shame I wasnt matched in this respect and was with someone as open minded and willing as myself..
I am curious to know whether how your sex life was to start out with, was it just plain vanilla before this recent unpredictable series of events.

I guess things like this explain my older woman fantasy too.

 

[FurryFury]

Yeah, so you have said in the past.. Thats the thing about this place.. Its nice to hear various perspectives on everything I am curious about.. Really helped open my mind to different things and allow me to understand what I really want. Its just a shame I wasnt matched in this respect and was with someone as open minded and willing as myself..
I am curious to know whether how your sex life was to start out with, was it just plain vanilla before this recent unpredictable series of events.

I guess things like this explain my older woman fantasy too.

Yes, it was very active but very vanilla. I won't say it was bad. It wasn't. I was very closed off to a number of acts that even nilla's enjoy, due to my past relationship.

He was great about all that. He still is great.

As for your previous match, yes I know it's heart breaking but you're young Sugah. You have time to find a better match. You have the knowledge to know what you want. In the long run you'll be better off if you make the most of those things.

Fury

 

[Aithne123]

Thanks again for sharing your experience! Sounds like you had a great time!
(p.s. the artist who did the painting in my profile is Yoshitaka Amano, you can check out more of his work here: http://www.elevenland.com/amano/amano.php3 )
Aithne

 

[FurryFury]

Thanks again for sharing your experience! Sounds like you had a great time!
(p.s. the artist who did the painting in my profile is Yoshitaka Amano, you can check out more of his work here: http://www.elevenland.com/amano/amano.php3 )
Aithne

Hi Aithne123!

Thanks for the link! I'll go look! I'm glad you enjoyed reading about that night.

Fury

 

[FurryFury]

Oh and even when my sex life was all nilla on the outside, inside my lil head it was all dark things just like now. I just didn't have a label for those dark things.

Fury

 

[FurryFury]

http://www.elevenland.com/amano/vie...-+One+That+Reveres+Darkness&picImage=pic7.JPG


This appeals to me a great deal. Beast - One That Reveres Darkness. Gee I wonder why? LOL!

Fury

 

[naxalite0906]

Oh and even when my sex life was all nilla on the outside, inside my lil head it was all dark things just like now. I just didn't have a label for those dark things.

Fury

Thats how i feel sometimes too, but maybe not as dark. Yeah I know I am young etc and in time it will be ok.. just need my own time to get over things, 4 yrs is a long time for someone my age and my confidence to finding someone new has taken a little hit, hopefully I will bounce back.. as I said, got 15 yrs of trying first..
Maybe its just a clone of you that I want

 

[FurryFury]

Thats how i feel sometimes too, but maybe not as dark. Yeah I know I am young etc and in time it will be ok.. just need my own time to get over things, 4 yrs is a long time for someone my age and my confidence to finding someone new has taken a little hit, hopefully I will bounce back.. as I said, got 15 yrs of trying first..
Maybe its just a clone of you that I want

*chuckles*

A clone of me? Perish the thought. No, you need to get a handle on what you really want and get someone young enough to do all of that with Sugah! Thanks for the lovely compliment though. *smiles*

Fury

 

[naxalite0906]

*chuckles*

A clone of me? Perish the thought. No, you need to get a handle on what you really want and get someone young enough to do all of that with Sugah! Thanks for the lovely compliment though. *smiles*

Fury

If only it was as easy as you make it sound *sighs* Its more a case of someone with a similar mindset to me when it comes to playing

No need to thank me, you thoroughly deserved it

 

[FurryFury]

If only it was as easy as you make it sound *sighs* Its more a case of someone with a similar mindset to me when it comes to playing

No need to thank me, you thoroughly deserved it

Thanks!

Okay so it may not be easy for you.

When things are not easy what we have to do is keep taking little steps in a determinedly forward direction and forgive ourselves if we take a step back from time to time then continue on.

Fury

 

[naxalite0906]

Thanks!

Okay so it may not be easy for you.

When things are not easy what we have to do is keep taking little steps in a determinedly forward direction and forgive ourselves if we take a step back from time to time then continue on.

Fury

Exactly.. just gotta hope for it all to work out..

still.. good excuse to shower you with roses

 

[FurryFury]

*beams*

I'll keep my fingers crossed for you and thanks I adore roses!

Fury

 

[naxalite0906]

*beams*

I'll keep my fingers crossed for you and thanks I adore roses!

Fury

thank you so much.. i hope it does work out.. is happiness too much to ask for.. Maybe I am just being melodramatic.. who knows.. lol

more for u as u adore them so much.

 

[FurryFury]

*smiles*

Thanks darlin'! I'm sure you'll find a way!

Fury