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I think that I have come to a point when I have lost hope, there is only so much abuse that I can take. The hurt is so deep especially when I have to choke back my tears and act like nothing happened, when you abuse me as you drive me to work & right in front of my workplace screaming and cursing and acting like a raving lunatic and in front of everybody and in front of my son.
Your sorry does not mean anything anymore..., this has been happening too much too often, I want to get out and stop this pain bu I don't know how ...

I think that no one should have to put up with that!! Goodgurl, you are such an amazing woman!! You have a good heart, are vibrant and so much fun! If/when you decide to get out, you'll figure out what to do. You have a strength inside of you that you might've forgotten you have, but it's there! ((((hugs)))):rose:
 
I think that I have come to a point when I have lost hope, there is only so much abuse that I can take. The hurt is so deep especially when I have to choke back my tears and act like nothing happened, when you abuse me as you drive me to work & right in front of my workplace screaming and cursing and acting like a raving lunatic and in front of everybody and in front of my son.
Your sorry does not mean anything anymore..., this has been happening too much too often, I want to get out and stop this pain bu I don't know how ...

Ummmm......WTF???? :mad::mad::mad: I will keep my mouth shut........:mad::mad:
 
I think that I have come to a point when I have lost hope, there is only so much abuse that I can take. The hurt is so deep especially when I have to choke back my tears and act like nothing happened, when you abuse me as you drive me to work & right in front of my workplace screaming and cursing and acting like a raving lunatic and in front of everybody and in front of my son.
Your sorry does not mean anything anymore..., this has been happening too much too often, I want to get out and stop this pain bu I don't know how ...
I'm so very sorry to hear that GGGB. *hugs* Actually I've been there too. I do know what it's like to live with an abusive spouse, all too well. Sometimes it's better to just leave. You're a good person GGGB. But first and foremost, you're a person. people who do and say shit like that, they don't recognize that you have the right to say, no, I'm not going to take this. Sometimes the big mortgage gets in the way of saying no I'm not going to take it, sometimes it's the kids. For me, for years it was the kids, we both made great money, but the children were my step kids, and I had no rights.. so to keep my relationship with them, I sucked up more than my share of abuse.
 
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I think that I have come to a point when I have lost hope, there is only so much abuse that I can take. The hurt is so deep especially when I have to choke back my tears and act like nothing happened, when you abuse me as you drive me to work & right in front of my workplace screaming and cursing and acting like a raving lunatic and in front of everybody and in front of my son.
Your sorry does not mean anything anymore..., this has been happening too much too often, I want to get out and stop this pain bu I don't know how ...

If its any consolation...I've been there too..... You can get out...baby steps. Hugs and love for you... XX
 
I think that I have come to a point when I have lost hope, there is only so much abuse that I can take. The hurt is so deep especially when I have to choke back my tears and act like nothing happened, when you abuse me as you drive me to work & right in front of my workplace screaming and cursing and acting like a raving lunatic and in front of everybody and in front of my son.
Your sorry does not mean anything anymore..., this has been happening too much too often, I want to get out and stop this pain bu I don't know how ...


{{{{gg}}}} Honey, I have nothing to say except that I am here for you if you need a shoulder. :kiss:
 
I think that I have come to a point when I have lost hope, there is only so much abuse that I can take. The hurt is so deep especially when I have to choke back my tears and act like nothing happened, when you abuse me as you drive me to work & right in front of my workplace screaming and cursing and acting like a raving lunatic and in front of everybody and in front of my son.
Your sorry does not mean anything anymore..., this has been happening too much too often, I want to get out and stop this pain bu I don't know how ...

I think you do know how-if not the how yet, definitely the why. Do it for you, do it for your son-no child should have to grow up watching that or learning that this is how to treat people. You deserve better GGGB:rose:

I don't know how things work out in the US-is there nowhere you can go? a refuge? Free legal advice? Social services? Somone at work you can confide in?
 
I think that I have come to a point when I have lost hope, there is only so much abuse that I can take. The hurt is so deep especially when I have to choke back my tears and act like nothing happened, when you abuse me as you drive me to work & right in front of my workplace screaming and cursing and acting like a raving lunatic and in front of everybody and in front of my son.
Your sorry does not mean anything anymore..., this has been happening too much too often, I want to get out and stop this pain bu I don't know how ...

I think I've thought of you throughout the night and into the morning hours.

I think I hope that your call brought you some peace.

I think you need to realize the value of...YOU. :kiss:

I think you are kind spirited, but more than that, a good and worthy woman.

Chin up beautiful. :heart::heart::heart::heart:
 
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