Magicginger
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Short answer: never feel guilty about the things that bring you pleasure. Life's too short.
I'm a 44 year old mother of 4; always been sexual in the earthy-hippie-goddess, gets turned on by minds not genitals (although I love genitals), love is a verb sort of way, but after this weekend I'm afraid my husband (intentionally or unintentionally I can only guess) turned me into a fucking dirty cum slut that would do anything for his cum. On the surface this is fucking fabulous with no immediate consequences, but my inner goddess is panicking a little to come to terms with my apparent submissive, wanton, cum-loving, slut nature. Seriously, I am craving his cum like I never have before and I've always loved his hot, sticky, sweet and salty cum, but now it's always somewhere in my immediate mind. I'm replacing the toilet paper and visions on his cum covering my lips, my nipples, my belly, flash through my mind; I'm changing the laundry and the feeling of his rock hard shaft throbbing in my blissful and oh so welcoming pussy blinds me for a minute and makes my mound ache. He speaks to me about anything and all I can think of is his deep, sultry voice encouraging me to enjoy every sensation, telling me how sexy I am, how much he wants me to cum over and over again. I'm cleaning up around the house and I remember the shock of pleasure I feel when he stretches my (until very recently, virgin) ass as he slowly and oh so sweetly fills my tight ass and the uncontrollably squirt of cum that he coaxes out of me with his intoxicating cum is all I can think about. Honestly, reading that also brings up some embarrassment I feel about my uncontrolled squirting of cum when he fucks my ass too. What is fuck wrong with me?
I think you can understand how that could be distracting. I mean, is this how teen-aged boys feel all the time? Cause if so, I'm sorry. The blue balls must be debilitating cause the swollen honey pot is almost all consuming and I'm a grown women who should be able to control my desires and I'm finding it very difficult.
I struggle with the control issues and guilt. I'm a kind and empathetic woman, but I'm also strong, direct, some would say fierce woman when it comes to work and being a mom. I'm not sure I'm ok with giving up any power, but what really is power? I adore my husband and trust him without question because of the caliber man he is. Is succumbing to his teasing, coaxing, pleasuring, really giving up anything other than my insecurities? Should I fell guilty that he spends hours playing with me, teasing me, making me gush from playing with my nipples, spanking my ample ass til it's perfectly stingy and electric, spreading my legs while exploring my body in the most loving and filthy ways while all the while denying me his glorious cock until I beg him to fill any hole he desires? Is me begging him to fuck my mouth or my utter contentment with his cock balls-deep in my throat (you know so I can slide my tongue out and lick them) enough of a reward? He tells me he loves to see me turn into his slut, but do you think I'm asking too much of him? He works hard, he's a fabulous Dad to our kids and the best husband I could ask for. I don't want to ask too much or subconsciously desire exhausting work from him. Any thoughts? Sorry so long![]()
I'm a 44 year old mother of 4; always been sexual in the earthy-hippie-goddess, gets turned on by minds not genitals (although I love genitals), love is a verb sort of way, but after this weekend I'm afraid my husband (intentionally or unintentionally I can only guess) turned me into a fucking dirty cum slut that would do anything for his cum. On the surface this is fucking fabulous with no immediate consequences, but my inner goddess is panicking a little to come to terms with my apparent submissive, wanton, cum-loving, slut nature. Seriously, I am craving his cum like I never have before and I've always loved his hot, sticky, sweet and salty cum, but now it's always somewhere in my immediate mind. I'm replacing the toilet paper and visions on his cum covering my lips, my nipples, my belly, flash through my mind; I'm changing the laundry and the feeling of his rock hard shaft throbbing in my blissful and oh so welcoming pussy blinds me for a minute and makes my mound ache. He speaks to me about anything and all I can think of is his deep, sultry voice encouraging me to enjoy every sensation, telling me how sexy I am, how much he wants me to cum over and over again. I'm cleaning up around the house and I remember the shock of pleasure I feel when he stretches my (until very recently, virgin) ass as he slowly and oh so sweetly fills my tight ass and the uncontrollably squirt of cum that he coaxes out of me with his intoxicating cum is all I can think about. Honestly, reading that also brings up some embarrassment I feel about my uncontrolled squirting of cum when he fucks my ass too. What is fuck wrong with me?
I think you can understand how that could be distracting. I mean, is this how teen-aged boys feel all the time? Cause if so, I'm sorry. The blue balls must be debilitating cause the swollen honey pot is almost all consuming and I'm a grown women who should be able to control my desires and I'm finding it very difficult.
I struggle with the control issues and guilt. I'm a kind and empathetic woman, but I'm also strong, direct, some would say fierce woman when it comes to work and being a mom. I'm not sure I'm ok with giving up any power, but what really is power? I adore my husband and trust him without question because of the caliber man he is. Is succumbing to his teasing, coaxing, pleasuring, really giving up anything other than my insecurities? Should I fell guilty that he spends hours playing with me, teasing me, making me gush from playing with my nipples, spanking my ample ass til it's perfectly stingy and electric, spreading my legs while exploring my body in the most loving and filthy ways while all the while denying me his glorious cock until I beg him to fill any hole he desires? Is me begging him to fuck my mouth or my utter contentment with his cock balls-deep in my throat (you know so I can slide my tongue out and lick them) enough of a reward? He tells me he loves to see me turn into his slut, but do you think I'm asking too much of him? He works hard, he's a fabulous Dad to our kids and the best husband I could ask for. I don't want to ask too much or subconsciously desire exhausting work from him. Any thoughts? Sorry so long![]()
Once a redhead is unleashed..watch out World
Some pictures would certainly help size up the situation pretty well and respond, appropriately.
Wow.
Once a redhead is unleashed..watch out World
Did I write this? Ginger I know every feeling you have. Counting our adopted son we also have four children. The big difference is I'm way older than you. I'm often called a slut, a whore, and a cum bucket. I do not like being called a whore. I have never charged money for sex. Altho I've gotten a lot of cheap jewelry, T-shirts, drinks, and other things as payment from men.
There are millions of women dreaming of being you. I've had thousands say they wish they could have been me a few years ago. There are many female members on Lit who only dream, lie, and pretend to be a slut. But few have the nerve to try it or admit it.
We loved your story and wait with baited pussy for more.
I forgot to mention, I went through cycles when I loved my husband's cum, hated it, and other men getting even a few drops on me. Now I take every drop I can get everyplace except in my mouth.Sadly it makes me puke but I will lick it off them or my boobs. We're all different and we all change in good and bad ways.
Dollie the Slut.
Clearly I need to befriend your husband! ;-)
Haha, Maybe I have help him make new friends.
Just stop and imagine a woman 73 years old finally realizing all those times her husband begged and finally giving in. Some of us don't have many good years after 51. Others, like me, will enjoy this new way of life forever, 76 and going strong.I know mine inner slut release started with hubby wanting to share me. The first years of this I did it for him and yes it was fun for me. 20 years later I love sex more than ever. I the past I had to be very attracted to who I was having sex with. No not so much. I just want to have sex and make them cum. Among hubby's friends I think they take about what a slut I am and they know the can fuck me. Its ok and true. At 51 I am going to enjoy it and enjoy as much sex as I can!!!
Just stop and imagine a woman 73 years old finally realizing all those times her husband begged and finally giving in. Some of us don't have many good years after 51. Others, like me, will enjoy this new way of life forever, 76 and going strong.
We can't compete with those Barbie Dolls and we don't have to. The world is full of lonely old men and horny young men wanting to try a granny.
I hated being called a slut, a cum bucket, a cunt, and a whore. But words don't hurt and life is short.
What did he do to work this transformation?
Did I write this? Ginger I know every feeling you have. Counting our adopted son we also have four children. The big difference is I'm way older than you. I'm often called a slut, a whore, and a cum bucket. I do not like being called a whore. I have never charged money for sex. Altho I've gotten a lot of cheap jewelry, T-shirts, drinks, and other things as payment from men.
There are millions of women dreaming of being you. I've had thousands say they wish they could have been me a few years ago. There are many female members on Lit who only dream, lie, and pretend to be a slut. But few have the nerve to try it or admit it.
We loved your story and wait with baited pussy for more.
I forgot to mention, I went through cycles when I loved my husband's cum, hated it, and other men getting even a few drops on me. Now I take every drop I can get everyplace except in my mouth.Sadly it makes me puke but I will lick it off them or my boobs. We're all different and we all change in good and bad ways.
Dollie the Slut.
First off, DAMN that's a hot post! I think you've made legions of me here jealous as hell...and probably lots of women too. (and yes, being a teenaged male sounds similar).
Let go of the guilt. Just do. There is nothing to feel guilty about. Sex with your husband is supposed to be fun.
As for letting go of control and the power issue. There are many people - men and women - who are strong, independent leaders that like to be submissive in the bedroom. That submission in the bedroom doesn't make you weak. It is fun and enjoyable.
I think the key to the last issue, the issue about asking too much of your husband, is both simple and challenging: communication.
I think if you keep the lines of communication open (about the desire, the submissiveness, everything) you can be sure that it's all happy fun on both sides.
Enjoy it...and come back and tell us all about it.![]()
Once a redhead is unleashed..watch out World
Clearly I need to befriend your husband! ;-)