Lovepotion69
Going with the flow
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- Feb 4, 2002
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Was chatting with my friend on MSN. Within the course of one year he has gone from substitute teaching (where we met) to moving city, starting up a business, filed the business bankrupt, applied for a job in Denmark, got the job two weeks after the bankruptcy, moved into his own flat and enjoys his new job.
In his personal life during the same year he moved back to his parents after breaking up with his ex, met me, had a fling with me, moved to Malmo, got back together with his ex, broke up with his ex, had a very brief "thing" with a girl he met in Malmo and now lives with her (but they're not having a relationship.)
I feel like he's been through so much in only one year. Another friend is working in England and her music career is going better now. She's playing a lot of gigs. Another friend who just graduated from a profession that has high unemployment just landed a job. Yet another friend will soon finish her studies and I have a feeling will get a job fairly fast.
Now, me on the other hand... I'm still substitute teaching, not able to get a somewhat steady job, I would love my own place and I can't lose the bloody weight I'm supposed to lose. And the only men that I meet are in 6-9th grade.
I feel like I'm stuck in a rut. Every day is the same. Nothing new happens. Nothing exciting to tell my friends about. When my friend was getting married in April I got obsessed about the trip as it seemed the only exciting thing happening in my life.
The other night I felt like a loser. No job, no career, no flat, no man and fat. Yaaay. I need to get a life. Badly.
In his personal life during the same year he moved back to his parents after breaking up with his ex, met me, had a fling with me, moved to Malmo, got back together with his ex, broke up with his ex, had a very brief "thing" with a girl he met in Malmo and now lives with her (but they're not having a relationship.)
I feel like he's been through so much in only one year. Another friend is working in England and her music career is going better now. She's playing a lot of gigs. Another friend who just graduated from a profession that has high unemployment just landed a job. Yet another friend will soon finish her studies and I have a feeling will get a job fairly fast.
Now, me on the other hand... I'm still substitute teaching, not able to get a somewhat steady job, I would love my own place and I can't lose the bloody weight I'm supposed to lose. And the only men that I meet are in 6-9th grade.
I feel like I'm stuck in a rut. Every day is the same. Nothing new happens. Nothing exciting to tell my friends about. When my friend was getting married in April I got obsessed about the trip as it seemed the only exciting thing happening in my life.
The other night I felt like a loser. No job, no career, no flat, no man and fat. Yaaay. I need to get a life. Badly.
