I miss you

[bad kitty]

I know you are going through something right now and I feel that you have shut me out. I don't wanna cause you any grief by hounding you or anythig so I have chosen to give you your space. I have no idea what is going on and I worry about you because I care.

You have touched a part of me I never thought anyone else could. I would give anything just to touch you, to feel you close, to be able to look into your eyes and it not be through the webcam. My heart aches everyday that you don't talk to me. I never intended to feel this way about anyone else, but you just kinda snuck into my heart.

I don't know if it was something I did or said that has made you withdrawl and/ or is causing you pain. I can see it in your words. You are hurting for some reason and the thought that it is because of my just makes me wanna curl up and cry.

Whatever it is, I want to be there for you. To help you in some way. Everyday that I don't get to talk to you chips at my soul. I am just not fully complete without you. I trust you with my heart, my life, my body, and my soul.

 

[bad kitty]

Oh, and if my twisted lil mind put the puzzle pieces together wrong, I have just made a total fool of myself...

 

[HeavyStick]

that is very beautiful

 

[bad kitty]

 

[bad kitty]

 

[Eagle70]

i just want to give you a big HUGE hug.

the heart and soul from which those words came shouldn't be darkend...<hugs>

 

[Guest]

Wow, are those roses from your back yard?? Excellent!!

 

[bad kitty]

Wow, are those roses from your back yard?? Excellent!!

Front yard darlin The kids killed my prize rose bush in the back

 

[calypso_21]

These words are very powerful hun. Ones that I think many feel and often have difficulty articulating so eloquently. They are appreciated

 

[bad kitty]

Even though you are so far away, I can close my eyes and feel your touch. Well how I imagine your touch any way. I long for the day to see how you feel against me, bare skin on bare skin. To feel your breath on my face and neck. To reach out with just one finger and touch your lips. I want to be able to get lost in your eyes and relish in your voice as you speak to me. I want to see the lust fill your eyes and evelope my soul.

 

[Guest]