I just want to fuckin die!

[freakyhurley]

Why can't I just fuckin kill myself.Why can't I have
the guts to just kill myself.I hate my life,all I do
is lay in the bed and sleep the days away because I
don't want to live.

19 years and I can honestly say I've hated all 19
of them.And I don't believe in god anymore either.
He takes my mother away,he takes my brother away,
he takes my 3 year old niece away and he takes
my uncle and now my dad has sugar that is eating
his skin!

Please no "Oh it will get better"that is bullshit.
It never gets better.Not specially for me,I'm 19,
never had a gf,don't have any friends and I'm fat
and ugly as hell!

What is a guy supposed to do?

 

[insideShiraz]

It will get Better...

Doncha' Tttttink?...

inside...

 

[insideShiraz]

I don't want to fight over your Shoes,

But can I have 'em?...

 

[Laurel]

freakyhurley - you have mail

 

[*Eve*]

You may want to seek out some sort of spiritual guidance, sometimes when I feel low I pray or meditate and it makes me feel better.

 

[coaster]

Thanks for shareing your feelings. It takes a special person to open the door to their soul. Check your mail.

 

[Dixon Carter Lee]

So sorry for your losses.

Everyone once in a while I look in the mirror. Everything I don't like -- I change.

 

[FlamingoBlue]

I wish I were there to give you a hug

So much pain in such a short lifetime.
I am speechless.

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