hawkins01607
Virgin
- Joined
- Feb 4, 2011
- Posts
- 8
I had always known i was, but the idea of doign anything with a guy is/was a turnoff.
I had girlfriends, and when I was with them, I had no interest in ccosucking. I just wanted them to suck mine, right?
Once I started meeting the occasional couple online, the majority wanted a good looking , hung, hetero guy, So I played that role. No couple was the same. I found sometimes the woman initiated the conversation online with me, sometimes it was the man.
As long as I had honesty and reasonable close, i could be interested.
The idea of IMing with a couple allowed me to openly discuss my bi interest, safely and without the actual energy, time and fear of discussing it in their bedroom.
And I really DID want her, but it was the openess of a couple --naked for me to see--that allowed me to pursue by curing my oral "virginity"
I was 38 and met a couple that met my criteria. I liked that they wanted me in a business suit, class acts.
I was 10 minutes late at the bar, but they saw me right away.
I was nervous and tried no to show. They came right over. He was taller than I with similar coloring. She was slim, Italian.
There was a band and a dancefloor, they went first., Then I joined in,.
After she and I danced (I have no idea what our dance conversation was!), we sat down. She went off to pee and in a few seconds, her husband asked me:'well, did she say come up to our room?"
I thought, "wow,,that was quck"
Well she hadn't but then he said"ok, I ;ll be right back"
In another minute he said" ok, we're going upstairs...."
I had girlfriends, and when I was with them, I had no interest in ccosucking. I just wanted them to suck mine, right?
Once I started meeting the occasional couple online, the majority wanted a good looking , hung, hetero guy, So I played that role. No couple was the same. I found sometimes the woman initiated the conversation online with me, sometimes it was the man.
As long as I had honesty and reasonable close, i could be interested.
The idea of IMing with a couple allowed me to openly discuss my bi interest, safely and without the actual energy, time and fear of discussing it in their bedroom.
And I really DID want her, but it was the openess of a couple --naked for me to see--that allowed me to pursue by curing my oral "virginity"
I was 38 and met a couple that met my criteria. I liked that they wanted me in a business suit, class acts.
I was 10 minutes late at the bar, but they saw me right away.
I was nervous and tried no to show. They came right over. He was taller than I with similar coloring. She was slim, Italian.
There was a band and a dancefloor, they went first., Then I joined in,.
After she and I danced (I have no idea what our dance conversation was!), we sat down. She went off to pee and in a few seconds, her husband asked me:'well, did she say come up to our room?"
I thought, "wow,,that was quck"
Well she hadn't but then he said"ok, I ;ll be right back"
In another minute he said" ok, we're going upstairs...."
