Once again, the same story: perma ban without reasons stated. And even though the message says, Please contact the mods for details, I won't even bother to contact them, because my experience all these years has shown me that mods NEVER EVER respond when you contact them regarding your ban.
That incident confirmed my fears that I'm bound to always end up banned sooner or later. Now I believe more than ever that the same thing will happen here too. Maybe it'll be in a few hours or a few months, but it will happen.
You are probably the last forum that hasn't banned me. When you inevitably ban me too, I'll be gone from everywhere.
And I can't live with that fear anymore. Every time I log in here, I wonder, "Will I now be taken to the main forum, or will I once again see the well known message, which I have seen millions of times: You are banned./Reason: Unspecified./Date the ban will be lifted: Never./Please contact the mods if you have any questions."
Of course, I can just stop coming here so I stop worrying about that. But I know myself. I know I won't be able to resist the temptation to keep coming back and moan once in a while. So I request that I be banned already. Why prolong my torment? Why not do already what you will definitely do sooner or later? It will hurt me less if you ban me now than if you keep comforting me only to ban me suddenly and unexpectedly someday without ever telling me why. I have gone through this countless times, and I don't want to go through it again.
I request I be permanently banned from this forum. It will be better for everyone.
No one will ever like me, I will never manage to write anything, I will never manage to find happiness. I'm a lost cause. Ban me and get it over with.
That incident confirmed my fears that I'm bound to always end up banned sooner or later. Now I believe more than ever that the same thing will happen here too. Maybe it'll be in a few hours or a few months, but it will happen.
You are probably the last forum that hasn't banned me. When you inevitably ban me too, I'll be gone from everywhere.
And I can't live with that fear anymore. Every time I log in here, I wonder, "Will I now be taken to the main forum, or will I once again see the well known message, which I have seen millions of times: You are banned./Reason: Unspecified./Date the ban will be lifted: Never./Please contact the mods if you have any questions."
Of course, I can just stop coming here so I stop worrying about that. But I know myself. I know I won't be able to resist the temptation to keep coming back and moan once in a while. So I request that I be banned already. Why prolong my torment? Why not do already what you will definitely do sooner or later? It will hurt me less if you ban me now than if you keep comforting me only to ban me suddenly and unexpectedly someday without ever telling me why. I have gone through this countless times, and I don't want to go through it again.
I request I be permanently banned from this forum. It will be better for everyone.
No one will ever like me, I will never manage to write anything, I will never manage to find happiness. I'm a lost cause. Ban me and get it over with.