I can't be the way I used to be on this forum

[John_Smith123]

When I first joined (with my previous, now banned, account), I had a good time here for a while. Until someone complained that I've never written any story. That made me believe I would be banned soon for having been here for so long without posting any story. And although everyone told me I wouldn't be banned, I kept believing that I would. I was so sure I would be banned that I started insulting everyone. Eventually, I got banned for insulting everyone.

Months later, I returned with this account, Surprisingly, I wasn't banned again right away, which is what should logically have happened, since I broke the rule about not being allowed to make a dupe account.

After all those things that have happened -- and even though no one here seems to remember who I am or any of the things I did -- I can't just forget about those things and start having fun here again, as if none of the above had ever happened. I feel I'll never be able to go back to how I was in the beginning, before that person complained that I've never written any story.

 

[PSO77]

When I first joined (with my previous, now banned, account), I had a good time here for a while. Until someone complained that I've never written any story. That made me believe I would be banned soon for having been here for so long without posting any story. And although everyone told me I wouldn't be banned, I kept believing that I would. I was so sure I would be banned that I started insulting everyone. Eventually, I got banned for insulting everyone.

Months later, I returned with this account, Surprisingly, I wasn't banned again right away, which is what should logically have happened, since I broke the rule about not being allowed to make a dupe account.

After all those things that have happened -- and even though no one here seems to remember who I am or any of the things I did -- I can't just forget about those things and start having fun here again, as if none of the above had ever happened. I feel I'll never be able to go back to how I was in the beginning, before that person complained that I've never written any story.

How about who you are now?

 

[John_Smith123]

How about who you are now?

This is who I am now.
https://forum.literotica.com/threads/is-it-too-late-to-make-a-fresh-start-on-this-forum.1616165/

 

[HumpDayHoratio]

Why not just write a story?

 

[Kenrychard]

I've been here for a decade and never written a story. Who even made that up. The sight is for authors AND READERS. What, you think that if ONLY authors were here you would have a good audience of readers? Of course not. Author's don't have the time to read, they are writing.

 

[lifeis2short2b]

Something here does not add up. I've been here for some time now. I actually wrote a story that wasn't accepted. so I just blew the story part of this site away. I have posted and responded to some threads. Even though some people did not like my honest opinions or replies I have tried not to be vulgar. Even though some people deserve a F**K you

It sounds like you were banned for something else. Hopefully you have learned.

 

[John_Smith123]

I've been here for a decade and never written a story. Who even made that up. The sight is for authors AND READERS. What, you think that if ONLY authors were here you would have a good audience of readers? Of course not. Author's don't have the time to read, they are writing.

I've been banned from everywhere in my life. When that person complained, I realized it was only a matter of time before I got banned from here, so I insulted everyone until I got banned. Now that I'm back, nobody remembers me, I can't be the way I used to be, I can't have fun like when I first joined. I have accepted that I will always be banned everywhere, no matter what I do, even when I try to be polite, because that's what always happens.

There is no point in discussing this anymore. No matter what you tell me, you can't convince me that I won't be banned in the end.