I Am the Happiest Chickadee

[lavender]

When you've been waiting for something so long and you weren't sure it was ever going to happen, and then it smacks you right in the face, it's such a pleasant surprise.

I've had a smile plastered to my face for the last hour, I feel elated, like jumping up and down for joy.

I can't wait for these finals to be over so I can regain the Christmas spirit, something that will only add to my current elation.

I'm just ecstatic!

 

[Pyper]

*bounces through*

 

[cybergirly]

YAY!!!!

*smile*

 

[LukkyKnight]

 

[sunstruck]

I love this thread. YAY!!! *happy dances jubulently*

 

[lavender]

I know that I'm too happy and have had too little sleep when I begin humming, in my mind, this little ditty:

I'm so excited
And I just can't hide it
I know I know I know I know
I know I want you
I want you

Don't ask. It's been a very very long 5 days - actually the nights have been longer.

But, I'm jumping up and down in glee. Woohoo! Woohee! I think my roommate thinks I've gone nuts.

 

[Azwed]

My roommates always think I am nuts.

So what happend?

 

[Problem Child]

I know that I'm too happy and have had too little sleep when I begin humming, in my mind, this little ditty:

I'm so excited
And I just can't hide it
I know I know I know I know
I know I want you
I want you

Don't ask. It's been a very very long 5 days - actually the nights have been longer.

But, I'm jumping up and down in glee. Woohoo! Woohee! I think my roommate thinks I've gone nuts.

Translation: The "Rabbit" just arrived from Adam & Eve.

 

[lavender]

Translation: The "Rabbit" just arrived from Adam & Eve.

No. I don't have a Rabbit. I use a beaver. My beaver is broken except for the clitoral stimulator. But, I did recently have an orgasm using that.

But, that's not what I'm so excited and just can't hide it about.

Now fucking No Doubt songs are in my mind. I've officially lost it. I thought about singing, "I'm Just a Girl."

This board is in for it tonight while I'm pulling my last all nighter finishing this shit up.

 

[Debbie]

It is cool that you are so happy and just before Christmas.
Are you still singing and grinning?

 

[lavender]

It is cool that you are so happy and just before Christmas.
Are you still singing and grinning?

Yup. But I can't sing much longer, I have to finish this fucking project.

 

[acitore_vuli]

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[Diablogrl]

you're not nuts...but you may just win the award for the biggest procrastinator of all time.

as for me...I really need to go to sleep.

 

[Liontamr]

We'll see how long that smile lasts once my football team whips yours...

 

[lavender]

Even moreso now.

 

[Liontamr]

I hate Leon Johnson...

I tell ya Lav.. I'm gonna beat ya when it counts! The playoffs

 

[lavender]

We shall see about that.

But, I'm doing a happy dance about things other than fantasy football.

 

[Mischka]

You broke your beaver?!

 

[lavender]

You broke your beaver?!

Yup, the thing that actually goes in my twat is broken. It didn't break off or anything, it just kinda doesn't move anymore? I think my internal muscles may have done something to the motor?

 

[lavender]

I think now I'm feeling the Christmas blues. I was so excited about this time of year, but it was premature.

 

[Never]

... You really know how to make a gal feel better.

"I was looking forward to this time of year, until the day I had to put up with you."

 

[lavender]

... You really know how to make a gal feel better.

"I was looking forward to this time of year, until the day I had to put up with you."

Actually, I didn't feel badly until I got home.

I hate it when I just feel like crying for no necessary reason.

 

[MissTaken]

I wonder if what you are feeling is akin to the emotional letdown after many big events.

Finals week was a biggie for you. The adrenaline, the preparation, the stress....


Take Care...

 

[lavender]

I don't think it is that MissT. I'm just throwing myself a pity party. It's completely selfish - but what the hell. I can do it from time to time.

 

[lavender]

I didn't want to start a whole new thread but I realized something tonight. I am in an amazing mood. I don't think I've been this happy since college. Things are coming into place. I'm more content. Things with my family are amazing. I have wonderfully supportive friends.

Today I stopped and noticed how wonderful I feel. It's not euphoria, it's this calm, quiet, almost unnoticable happiness that makes its presence known only with consistency.

I do hope it sticks around for quite some time.