horsie_gurl
Really Really Experienced
- Joined
- Dec 14, 2006
- Posts
- 426
Sometimes I'm as horny as hell
Yet sometimes i feel lonely and cold
Other times im thinking about everything at once
and Sometimes i don't care just let me sleep.
How do you feel before you go to sleep? This question was brought on tonight as i tried to sleep earlier than usual. Unfortunately as soon as the light turned off and i lay under the cover of a blanket, i felt so lonely. But not normal, i wish someone was here with me, lonely. Empty, cold chills in my bones, no emotions in me lonely. It was the first time i remember really feeling this way and i couldn't sleep like that nor could i just lay there and simmer in the freezing chills. The first thing i thought to do was come here and type on and on and hopefully wear myself out to a point where i just drop dead asleep rather than have time to think about how i feel. As i got up, i just started speaking, saying short phrases to describe how i felt. Sort of practicing what i was going to write here. Odd? yes. maybe im crazy, maybe not.
Cold
Empty chills
What is this?
Not something i have ever felt before
Wanting you?
No. Not a wanting
A need for you?
Maybe, i need you deep down
am i simply sick?
or just lonely
empty
dead
cold
How do you feel before you sleep?
Yet sometimes i feel lonely and cold
Other times im thinking about everything at once
and Sometimes i don't care just let me sleep.
How do you feel before you go to sleep? This question was brought on tonight as i tried to sleep earlier than usual. Unfortunately as soon as the light turned off and i lay under the cover of a blanket, i felt so lonely. But not normal, i wish someone was here with me, lonely. Empty, cold chills in my bones, no emotions in me lonely. It was the first time i remember really feeling this way and i couldn't sleep like that nor could i just lay there and simmer in the freezing chills. The first thing i thought to do was come here and type on and on and hopefully wear myself out to a point where i just drop dead asleep rather than have time to think about how i feel. As i got up, i just started speaking, saying short phrases to describe how i felt. Sort of practicing what i was going to write here. Odd? yes. maybe im crazy, maybe not.
Cold
Empty chills
What is this?
Not something i have ever felt before
Wanting you?
No. Not a wanting
A need for you?
Maybe, i need you deep down
am i simply sick?
or just lonely
empty
dead
cold
How do you feel before you sleep?
