Ladyrookie123
Really Experienced
- Joined
- Jan 27, 2017
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(I was recommended to ask this here)
Here's the run down as my name says I'm a rookie when it comes to ladies, so right off the bat that means virgin. Worse part is I'm 30 and still a virgin due to my repressing my sexual desires for years and never having an interest in releasing that side of myself, so my only way of getting release is through masturbation.
Now when first started masturbating 3 years ago(Which finally ignited my burning desire to have sex) it was actually quite an interesting experience and I'll never forget the feeling I had when I came for the first time, however I've never been able to recapture that feeling at all and in my pursuit to recapture it I also had to learn my body and training my endurance to knowing when I'm about to cum.
However this ended up making things get out of hand and I used to masturbate a total of 7 times a day, every single day for a whole year and every single time I finish I just feel very depressed and angry that it wasn't sex and I end up feeling even more thirsty to have sex each time. Now currently I'm merely doing 3 - 4 times a day while bouncing back and forth between taking a day off in between and trying to stop for a week(only to fail every time) but my strong urge is still there.
So If I'm going to be stuck with this STRONG annoyance, I would like some advice to AT LEAST make this habit useful or pleasurable until I'm finally able to experience the better alternative to this habit which is sex, but I have no idea what I can do to make it worthwhile or any other ways I can somehow use this to my advantage.
Also I would like advice on increasing my chances of shooting when I cum instead of oozing out because I've found out that when I do shoot instead of ooze I don't feel any depression or anger, but my urge to bang is still there.
Here's the run down as my name says I'm a rookie when it comes to ladies, so right off the bat that means virgin. Worse part is I'm 30 and still a virgin due to my repressing my sexual desires for years and never having an interest in releasing that side of myself, so my only way of getting release is through masturbation.
Now when first started masturbating 3 years ago(Which finally ignited my burning desire to have sex) it was actually quite an interesting experience and I'll never forget the feeling I had when I came for the first time, however I've never been able to recapture that feeling at all and in my pursuit to recapture it I also had to learn my body and training my endurance to knowing when I'm about to cum.
However this ended up making things get out of hand and I used to masturbate a total of 7 times a day, every single day for a whole year and every single time I finish I just feel very depressed and angry that it wasn't sex and I end up feeling even more thirsty to have sex each time. Now currently I'm merely doing 3 - 4 times a day while bouncing back and forth between taking a day off in between and trying to stop for a week(only to fail every time) but my strong urge is still there.
So If I'm going to be stuck with this STRONG annoyance, I would like some advice to AT LEAST make this habit useful or pleasurable until I'm finally able to experience the better alternative to this habit which is sex, but I have no idea what I can do to make it worthwhile or any other ways I can somehow use this to my advantage.
Also I would like advice on increasing my chances of shooting when I cum instead of oozing out because I've found out that when I do shoot instead of ooze I don't feel any depression or anger, but my urge to bang is still there.