Let_it_come
Really Really Experienced
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- Jun 4, 2006
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These stories could be good to share.
I was always a Daddy's girl. I loved spending time with him & we would watch old war films together. I always used to feel funny after scenes with stereotypical German officers interrogating the heros in different ways. The attitudes of the officers portrayed made me feel really tingly & I would blush. Later in my room I would remember the scenes and play with myself using my hairbrush. I felt no shame about this, but I knew that this was a pleasure that I must keep secret somehow. Time passed & I saw more films & I began to seek out films which showed cruelty because I enjoyed them. I honestly have no idea where this love of cruelty comes from.
My father has a number of WWII curios. One is a German dagger which I used to secretly masturbate with because I associated it with the evil I had seen in our film watching together. I was fascinated by the dagger and would kiss it and run the handle all over myself always ending with it fucking me or sodomising me while I Jilled away. I liked to think that I was blessing it & it's evil in some way.
Later I graduated to boyfriends and have played with the dagger with the boys sometimes if I thought that they would understand. With my current b/f a trip to my parents is never complete without dagger play - he cums on it & I suck it etc. the things you can do with it are endless & for us fascinatingly sick & buzzy.
I've struck lucky with my present SO, but I have encouraged him & maybe even trained him to an extent. Previous B/Fs all took much more training.
So that's how I started as a Sadist. The Sadistic feelings seem to be wired into me and I learned to secretly enjoy them and then share that pleasure with those I loved if I thought they could take it.
How about you?
Were you born a Sub or a Dom?
What's your story?
How did you discover your sexuality?
As always with me - Join in only if ya wanna -
Jenny
(I MISS THAT KISS!!!)
I was always a Daddy's girl. I loved spending time with him & we would watch old war films together. I always used to feel funny after scenes with stereotypical German officers interrogating the heros in different ways. The attitudes of the officers portrayed made me feel really tingly & I would blush. Later in my room I would remember the scenes and play with myself using my hairbrush. I felt no shame about this, but I knew that this was a pleasure that I must keep secret somehow. Time passed & I saw more films & I began to seek out films which showed cruelty because I enjoyed them. I honestly have no idea where this love of cruelty comes from.
My father has a number of WWII curios. One is a German dagger which I used to secretly masturbate with because I associated it with the evil I had seen in our film watching together. I was fascinated by the dagger and would kiss it and run the handle all over myself always ending with it fucking me or sodomising me while I Jilled away. I liked to think that I was blessing it & it's evil in some way.
Later I graduated to boyfriends and have played with the dagger with the boys sometimes if I thought that they would understand. With my current b/f a trip to my parents is never complete without dagger play - he cums on it & I suck it etc. the things you can do with it are endless & for us fascinatingly sick & buzzy.
I've struck lucky with my present SO, but I have encouraged him & maybe even trained him to an extent. Previous B/Fs all took much more training.
So that's how I started as a Sadist. The Sadistic feelings seem to be wired into me and I learned to secretly enjoy them and then share that pleasure with those I loved if I thought they could take it.
How about you?
Were you born a Sub or a Dom?
What's your story?
How did you discover your sexuality?
As always with me - Join in only if ya wanna -
Jenny
(I MISS THAT KISS!!!)
