~ House of Blu

[blulilacgrl]

My best tale of Revenge would have to be the Tale of Monte Cristo lol
ya

Lol! All right smartass, I'll give that one to you. What are you drinkin'. Seems my bartender is MIA tonight and I am again on my own.

Although seriously, what would you do if a plum opportunity for a little revenge just plopped down in your lap. Unasked for, unsolicited. But bam, one day there it was. And you had the opportunity to really hurt someone that had hurt you. Would you do it?

 

[herMaster1111]

Lol! All right smartass, I'll give that one to you. What are you drinkin'. Seems my bartender is MIA tonight and I am again on my own.

Although seriously, what would you do if a plum opportunity for a little revenge just plopped down in your lap. Unasked for, unsolicited. But bam, one day there it was. And you had the opportunity to really hurt someone that had hurt you. Would you do it?

two things
depends what they did to me and two if they are in my life anymore honestly

 

[blulilacgrl]

two things
depends what they did to me and two if they are in my life anymore honestly

Nope not in my life.

And hurt me really really badly! The kind of hurt that just makes your heart crack a little thinkin' about it. And I will add this is an ooooold hurt.

<steps behind bar, trying to figure out HR's system>

And what are you drinkin' tonight, sugar?

 

[herMaster1111]

Nope not in my life.

And hurt me really really badly! The kind of hurt that just makes your heart crack a little thinkin' about it. And I will add this is an ooooold hurt.

<steps behind bar, trying to figure out HR's system>

And what are you drinkin' tonight, sugar?

hmmm Long Island Ice tea for me

 

[blulilacgrl]

hmmm Long Island Ice tea for me

Okaaay...give me a minute.

vodka, tequila, rum, gin, triple sec, sweet and sour mix, splash of cola

Did I get that right?

So? Is it better to take the high ground? Not follow up on this rare opportunity that will probably never happen again? Or should I take my revenge and do to one what he/she does to others?

What would you do?

 

[herMaster1111]

Okaaay...give me a minute.

vodka, tequila, rum, gin, triple sec, sweet and sour mix, splash of cola

Did I get that right?

So? Is it better to take the high ground? Not follow up on this rare opportunity that will probably never happen again? Or should I take my revenge and do to one what he/she does to others?

What would you do?

I would take the high ground myself but you can do revenge! lol

 

[blulilacgrl]

I would take the high ground myself but you can do revenge! lol

Yeah. I know that ultimately I will, but damn it was nice to entertain fantasies of revenge for a few fleeting moments.


You know what else, sugar? I think I am tired. Think I am just about done.

Feel free to finish up your drink, but Mama is heading out and callin' it quits.

<big smooch? Good Luck to ya!

 

[herMaster1111]

Yeah. I know that ultimately I will, but damn it was nice to entertain fantasies of revenge for a few fleeting moments.


You know what else, sugar? I think I am tired. Think I am just about done.

Feel free to finish up your drink, but Mama is heading out and callin' it quits.

<big smooch? Good Luck to ya!

night hon

 

[papadoc19]

Happy Hour!!!

 

[blulilacgrl]

Happy Hour!!!

Lol. Thank you Papadoc. But it looks like Mama is closin' down. Unless HR wants to take it over. But I am sorry. I am hurtin' too much emotionally and physically to do this anymore. In fact I will be steppin' away from more than just the bar. I am steppin' away from Literotica.

I am just tired. I am hurt and tired and don't feel like tryin' any more. So I think a little (or maybe) long break is needed. And maybe when I come back I will be stronger and better able to handle things, but for right now this is not the place for me.

I will try to keep up with you.

Good luck Big Papa!

 

[blulilacgrl]

Mama's Goodbye

Happy Hour!!!

Lol. Thank you Papadoc. But it looks like Mama is closin' down. Unless HR wants to take it over. But I am sorry. I am hurtin' too much emotionally and physically to do this anymore. In fact I will be steppin' away from more than just the bar. I am steppin' away from Literotica.

I am just tired. I am hurt and tired and don't feel like tryin' any more. So I think a little (or maybe) long break is needed. And maybe when I come back I will be stronger and better able to handle things, but for right now this is not the place for me.

I will try to keep up with you.

Good luck Big Papa!

Blu

 

[blulilacgrl]

A Reopening of sorts... maybe?

Lol! At the request of my husband, I have been asked to reopen House of Blu. Although this time I have been given very clear instructions to put it all out there! No not that “all”! I have been told that if I am to ask people to lay their worries down and to look for comfort here, I must be willing to do the same.

For the past few weeks I have withdrawn from Lit because I felt that it would be wrong to come here for support and a few days ago I decided to shut everything down. Close it all down and just curl up and try to cling to my sanity in the only way I knew how ~ alone. But today, my husband has fussed at me. Told me that I am withdrawing from a place where out of thousands of people there might be one or two who could relate. So I am here, testing his theory.

So here goes. I am pouring my own drink and spilling my own troubles, admittedly to an empty bar. A family member is sick, not just sick but incurably sick. She will not “get better”, she will not recover. And life has become a constant battleground.

I feel often as if I am the family’s favorite sparring partner. I come home battered and bruised from constant fighting with family members over what is appropriate. I have been screamed at, told that I am to blame if something happens to her, and in general I feel alone in a family that should be coming together. I am left to shoulder the tears and frustration of an entire family and it is wearing and tearing at my soul.

Two weeks ago things really came to a head and due to tensions in the family I am now cut off from even that most tenuous of family support. I also shamefully admit that I have not been to see her, as she resides with my family. My husband is fantastic and has been my rock and yet I find myself lashing out and behaving recklessly. He says I need to find a way to at least connect with people in general. To get out of myself if even for a little while and so the command to reopen House of Blu.

So, I leave it to you. Do I leave, crawl into my little hole, curl up and wait for all of this to pass? Or is he right? Do I come here and dance, a kind of fake it ‘til you make it mentality? I ask because honestly I am at a loss as to how to handle this sometimes.

So this is Mama Blu askin’ you for your advice.

 

[herMaster1111]

Well I for one say welcome back my days brighter with you here again an I say dance til you can then give the world the finger and dance more

 

[blulilacgrl]

Well I for one say welcome back my days brighter with you here again an I say dance til you can then give the world the finger and dance more

Thanks sugar. I do love to dance. Might just be the outlet I need. So you wanna East Coast Swing or Rumba.

Damn those sound dirty, don't they? lol

 

[herMaster1111]

Thanks sugar. I do love to dance. Might just be the outlet I need. So you wanna East Coast Swing or Rumba.

Damn those sound dirty, don't they? lol

They do and I know you like it dirty

 

[blulilacgrl]

They do and I know you like it dirty

Now now HM! I'm a good girl, I am!

 

[herMaster1111]

Now now HM! I'm a good girl, I am!

Mmhmm I am sure

 

[blulilacgrl]

Mmhmm I am sure

I am! Ask anyone!

Okay wait.. don't do that. I am afraid to find out what my reputation is. You ever wonder what your reputation is? Are you seen as quiet, nondescript poster? Have you offended someone without knowing it? And how do people judge others here? How are reputations built? By posts? by seeming friendships?

What do you think?

 

[herMaster1111]

I am! Ask anyone!

Okay wait.. don't do that. I am afraid to find out what my reputation is. You ever wonder what your reputation is? Are you seen as quiet, nondescript poster? Have you offended someone without knowing it? And how do people judge others here? How are reputations built? By posts? by seeming friendships?

What do you think?

I am a man whore I know it and embrace it but I'm a great guy under it

 

[blulilacgrl]

I am a man whore I know it and embrace it but I'm a great guy under it

*facepalm*

You know, I should've known better! You seem very comfortable with yourself, that's for sure! Lol.

So where's the wife tonight Man Whore? Actually i think I like that. And since I have a tendency to change the names of people I like.... I dub thee Man Whore (aka MW)
Whaddya think?

wait... has that name already been taken?

 

[herMaster1111]

*facepalm*

You know, I should've known better! You seem very comfortable with yourself, that's for sure! Lol.

So where's the wife tonight Man Whore? Actually i think I like that. And since I have a tendency to change the names of people I like.... I dub thee Man Whore (aka MW)
Whaddya think?

wait... has that name already been taken?

Lol thanks we have a friend coming over tomorrow so we are both cleaning lol and fine only you can call me that

 

[blulilacgrl]

Lol thanks we have a friend coming over tomorrow so we are both cleaning lol and fine only you can call me that

Hey! When y'all are finished there.... lol

My house is a wreck! And no matter how hard I clean, nothing ever stays clean. I get the bathroom clean and the kitchen gets dirty. I get the kitchen clean and the bathroom is dirty again. Dammit!!

 

[herMaster1111]

Hey! When y'all are finished there.... lol

My house is a wreck! And no matter how hard I clean, nothing ever stays clean. I get the bathroom clean and the kitchen gets dirty. I get the kitchen clean and the bathroom is dirty again. Dammit!!

Ya lol well lets say we are doing this and making sure the bedroom is clean lol

 

[blulilacgrl]

Ya lol well lets say we are doing this and making sure the bedroom is clean lol

I don't want to know! Remember I am a good girl. I am pure and innocent and have no idea why you would be making sure your bedroom is clean as well as the rest of the house.

LA LA LA LA

I am instead going to picture you two hosting a lavish shindig with no funny business! Lol!

 

[herMaster1111]

I don't want to know! Remember I am a good girl. I am pure and innocent and have no idea why you would be making sure your bedroom is clean as well as the rest of the house.

LA LA LA LA

I am instead going to picture you two hosting a lavish shindig with no funny business! Lol!

Rofl wow no you don't huh?