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slut_in_white

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The screaming crowds. The adoring fans. The light. The heat. The sound.

Dahlia Black - her stage name, of course, but it had been her identity so long that even her parents had started calling her that - was a pop star. A sensation. She sold millions of albums. Anything she wore or used or touched became an instant seller, especially among teenage girls. Every girl in the country wanted to be her. And yet...

Dahlia wasn't happy. She hadn't been for a long time. Her manager told her it was stress and got her a prescription for some kind of anxiety pills. They'd helped, a little, but it was like a bandaid on a gaping wound. There was something wrong with the way she was living her life, but she didn't know how to fix it.

When she was on-stage or otherwise in a position to be using her stage persona, she was an airhead. She laughed at stupid jokes, spoke like a valley-girl and obsessed over clothes and make-up. Her manager said it was because she needed to be "accessible" - girls needed to relate to her. And Dahlia didn't argue. She wanted to be able to reach out to them, to help them. Most of her songs were about boys and parties (again, said her manager, accessibility and popularity were the keys to reaching these girls), but a few had been about accepting yourself, about standing up to bullies, about becoming who you want to be. Those songs had helped people. A little girl fighting cancer had told her once that one of her songs helped to give her hope, and Dahlia had cried. It was moments like that that made everything else worth it.

Sometimes, she questioned whether her sexualization was required, whether she needed to behave like an airhead all the time. Did girls really need to look up to someone who was that ignorant? But her manager, Sean, told her that it wouldn't do for her to make her fans feel stupid, and so she kept putting on the show, hoping he was right.

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High Note Studios was one of the most prestigious recording studios in the USA. Sean had booked it for her to start recording her new songs almost a year ago.

When she arrived, she looked almost nothing like her on-stage self. She wore very little make-up, giving her a naturally lovely appearance, instead of that ridiculous party-girl look she had to wear most of the time. She wore simple clothes - a loose, comfortable sweater and jeans - in place of her over-the-top, hyper-sexual outfits. She looked like a normal young woman, rather than the caricature she became on stage. Few people would even recognize her like this.

She walked into the studio, alone, looking around for someone who worked there. "Hello?"
 
“Stop screwing round Jack!”

“I am not” Jack said narrowing his intensive green eyes as he folded his arm refusing to budge as his manage glared at him “I refuse to work with some pop star! Not only is her music crap but is no even in the genre I was hired for I am a guitarist and sound mixer! I don’t want to mess with this baseless pop crap!”

“You are a contracted employee” His boss replied narrowing his eyes stabbing him in the finger of his “a country singer who happens to have a talent on guitar and who is still looking for his big break! You will do this or High moon will fire you and you will be back to working at dive bars like we found you”

Jack worked his jaw up and down trying to center himself. He remembered his therapist warning about his anger and clenched his fist. He saw the red beginning to form and instead bit his tongue. The pain helped to center him giving him the precious few minutes he need to calm down.

“Yes sir” He said his country accent coming out as he picked up his guitar. He saw every one else staring at him and turned on his heel moving purposefully over to the elevator waiting for it to pen making sure he was alone and closing it.

“ARGH!” He shouted as well as a few cuss words. He knew there was such a thing as paying his dues but his free spirited mother warned him about working for “corporate” record label. Sure enough Jack Davis was no closer to being a star than he had been a year ago when he first started on the journey. Instead his skills were put to accompany others helping them and also doing their mixing work. It made good money but it hurt his soul every time he had to focus on it.

Which was a lot

“Calm your self Jack” He murmured looking at himself in the mirror. The guy staring back at him was trembling with anger a great big bear of a man who looked like he was going to go crazy. He had on a simple tucked in red flannel button shirt matching stonewashed jeans. His guitar was still in his hands even though it was shaking from his hands. He idly scratched at the rough stubble on his face and took a deep breath remembering his breathing techniques until he finally relaxed. He was supposed to be meeting the “pop princess” downstairs before taking her to a recording booth.

He stepped out and looked around going over to the desk and failing to notice her “is Dahila Black here yet?” He asked scanning around for her “I am to be her guitarist today”
 
Dahlia paused when she heard her name, looking up at the imposing man who had just stepped off the elevator. He wasn't what she was used to, honestly, but it was actually kind of refreshing. Flannel and stone-washed denim with a face full of stubble, he looked like he'd just stepped off the bus from Nashville. Sounded like it, too, by his accent.

He was actually pretty good-looking, she realized with a blush. Her manager would have a fit if he knew she was pining after some country man like that. Last he'd said anything about it, she was supposed to be trying to seduce one of the Jonas Brothers or something. Her fans would love it, he said. She didn't care. They were nice guys, she supposed, but none of them were her type, exactly, and she had exactly zero chemistry with them. Her manager had tried to convince her that it didn't matter, she could just feign interest, but she'd been dodging around actually doing that for weeks. He'd taken her freedom in pretty much every other way. She wasn't going to give away her freedom to choose who she loved, too.

She gave her head a shake, clearly out the negative thoughts, and walked up to country man, a shy little smile on her face, and held out her hand. "Hi. I'm Dahlia. I guess we'll be working together for the next while."
 
Wow

The person who walked over wasn’t what he expected, gone was the heavy make up and the over sexed clothes the girl in front of him looked… well normal.

Normal and pretty

“Uh hi” he said shaking himself out of his stupor and shaking her hand “My name is Jack Jack Davis I am going to be accompanying you today and working with you” He explained smiling a little “I have us set up on a booth in the top with privacy just like your agent asked shall we go up?” He said trying to be professional and keep the resigned tone out of his voice. He took her hand and led her over to the elevator pressing the up button and waiting feeling suddenly
 
Dahlia smiled, pleased to finally spend time with someone who wasn't either going crazy for her or trying to use her in some way. "Pleasure to meet you, Jack. I look forward to working with you." They got into the elevator and started going up, leaving them in silence for a moment. She found him interesting. Normally the accompanying musicians grovelled at her, perhaps hoping she might somehow mention them and catapult them to stardom too. It was refreshing to meet someone who didn't seem to care that she was famous. Which made her wonder how he'd ended up in a position like this in the first place.

"So, Jack, how did you end up working here? If you don't mind my asking."
 
“Well I am afraid my claim to stardom isn’t as big a rush as yours” He said wincing as I came out sounding like a dig “I am sorry what I meant to say was that I was found working the bars in Nashville trying to become an artist I write and sing my own songs so the record company hired me and said I might get a chance to record in the future they found out I have a talent for editing and mixing sound and so I have been doing that ever since” He said watching as the elevator opened up.

He led her out and towards a room with a keypad he put in the code and opened the door for her leading her in before closing it and locking it behind them. He put his guitar down and gave a small little charming smile.
 
Dahlia didn't mind the dig. He was right, after all. She'd been pushed into stardom as a child, faster than she probably should have been.

When they made it into the recording studio, she turned to him and offered a genuine smile. "Then I wish you luck in pursuing your dreams. Finding your own way, no matter how difficult, will be worth it in the end." She looked away from him, her expression turning sad. "Trust me on that."
 
Huh

He saw her expression of sadness and frowned but decided not to mention it any more. Instead he unpacked his guitar setting it down before giving her a small smile.

“Your manager sent your latest song batch” He said ruffling through it and raising an eyebrow. He didn’t want to play this crap not without singing some thing REAL first. He pushed them away and grabbed is guitar.

“You mind just jamming out with me for a few seconds?” He asked stringing his guitar “let me get in the grove before we start?”
 
Dahlia couldn't stop herself from grinning at the offer. "I would love that!" she exclaimed, blushing at bit at how enthusiastic she sounded.

She shut her eyes, listening as he started to play, smiling. He was really good. He had a lot of talent. After a few bars, she joined in. She didn't sing anything in particular, no words, just notes, playing with and off the rhythm patterns he was using.
 
“There we go” He said impressed. She sounded so much better this way he reasoned shaking his head and trying to figure out why she did pop.

“Let’s try some thing” he said a little to eagerly as he reached back into his case. He shuffled some papers around before pulling out a few score sheets and handing it t her. It was a song he wrote a country song talking about love and family.

“Care to try it?” He asked blushing furiously as he waited for her to read it.
 
Dahlia was reading the sheet, so she hadn't noticed just how red Jack's face had gone. She took her time, a small smile appearing on her face, growing the more she read. "Jack, this is beautiful." She looked up at him, and immediately felt bad for making him wait so long for her answer, given how nervous he seemed to be. She smiled apologetically and nodded. "I would love to try this!"
 
“Really?” He said his mouth dropping a little in surprise. He blushed and nodded giving her time to set up before he began playing the song. His fingers moved with a new kind of excitement clearly enjoying playing his music and going into the zone. He nodded at her to start and kept playing tapping his foot to establish the rhythm.
 
It didn't take long for Dahlia to completely lose herself in the music. This was why she'd started singing - to feel the raw energy and emotion of a song flowing out of her via her voice. She could gather and express more passion in a song than anyone else she knew; she just usually wasn't given a chance to do so, not with the pop sound her manager insisted she stick with.

The song was beautiful, too. Even better, she could relate. She sang her heart out, and by the time she was finished, she was breathless - something singing alone hadn't done to her in a long time.
 
“Wow” He said standing up and shaking his head “I mean wow” He said his eyes shining with admiration and desire as he took her hand.

“I don’t understand” He said shaking his head “I don’t understand why you sing that… crap” He said pointing at the pop songs “you’re an amazing singer you really are… you have so much potential I just don’t get it” He said starring at her.
 
Dahlia looked at the floor, ashamed. "I don't... I don't really get to choose what I sing. My manager does that for me. He thinks this music is the best thing for me, for my fans, for my career..." She knew Jack was right, that she was stuck singing something she hated for a man she didn't trust. But she didn't know what to do about it. She didn't know how to escape.
 
“But but your so good!” He said shaking his head and looking at her in an entirely new light “I mean you should be doing what you want to do” He said before he realized he what he was saying.

“You should” He murmured “Just like me” He said looking around and jumping up “Thank you” He said surprising her by leaning in and giving her a deep kiss “Thank you for reminding me about the passion of music!” He said leaning back and laughing.

“I’m quitting!”
 
Dahlia made a small noise of surprise when he kissed her, and ended up just staring at him, baffled, until he announced he was quitting.

She seized his hands, drawing his attention, her expression almost fearful. "No!" she cried, gasping. She blushed. "Please... please don't quit. I don't... I don't want to work with someone who thinks I'm the person I pretend to be on stage. You're the first one who saw me for me. I know it's selfish of me to ask but... please don't leave..."
 
“They wont let us do what we want though” He said shaking his head “they want to control us I am stuck as a music mixer and you have this persona they aren’t going to let it go”

He stared at her for a long minute before leaning in “Come with me back to Nashville sing what you want with me! It might not be big but we can make our own way and path without the studio interference” He said reaching out and taking her hand.
 
Dahlia looked incredibly pained, like she was about to cry. She wanted to go with him. She wanted everything he was promising her. "I can't..." She looked down, tears running down her cheeks. "I can't go. My manager... he owns me. He owns everything. If I left, he'd..." She hugged herself, sobbing. "I want to go, but I can't! Please don't leave me here..."
 
“Hey hey” He said gently grabbing her hand and pulling her into a hug “its okay its okay” He said gently patting her back “we can figure this out I wont go any where if you don’t want me to” He said softly kissing the top of her head before pulling her back “Look we will figure it out I don’t know how but we will but I am just a grunt there not going to let me work with you” He said cupping her cheek.
 
Dahlia looked up at him, hope seizing her. "They will! They'll let you work with me. I'll request you specifically. I'll say I refuse to work with anyone else." She grinned sheepishly. "They expect me to be a diva, they expect me to have unreasonable demands. They'll do it, and my manager will agree to it, as long as he doesn't have any reason to keep us apart..."
 
“Maybe” He said unable to help himself from smiling “I guess that will work” He said smiling “but only if we play you songs an what you want no more of this pop bs and I refuse to play it! At least not where any one can see me” He said smiling and unable to help himself.

“As long as we get to play together”
 
Dahlia wanted that. She wanted to play the songs she wanted, and she wanted to play them with him. "I can't..." she murmured. "My manager won't allow it." She took a step closer to him, ashamed of what she was about to admit. "I.... I have to do what he says. When I first got big, I couldn't handle the stress. He gave me the anti-anxiety pills, and they work but... they're laced with something. I don't know what. He won't tell me. Whatever it is... I'm addicted. Big time. If I try to do anything he doesn't want, he takes them away and..." She shuddered. The last time he'd taken her pills away, she'd gone insane from the pain of withdrawal.

She looked up at Jack, her eyes filled with tears. "I can't disobey him. I have to do the songs he wants."
 
“Shit” Jack murmured shaking his head in disbelief. It was hard to imagine that any one could do some thing so cruel yet he believed her the minute she said it. The music industry was cutthroat and full of sharks and this girl was sweet and innocent enough that he had no doubt she had fallen claim to one of them. He felt his hands tighten balling up into fist and took a deep breath waiting until the red went away to speak again.

“We can figure a way out of this” He said gently reaching over and placing one large hand reassuringly on her shoulder “The most important thing is we get you healthy and clean no more of this drug bullshit” Jack said locking eyes with her to show he was serious.

“For now we focus on weaning you off” He said gently going back and picking up his guitar “no drug no hold on you and we gather evidence of what he is doing to you that way we can use it to break your contract my brother is a lawyer he can help with that” He said nodding at her.
 
Dahlia nodded, tears springing to her eyes again. Only this time, the tears were ones of hope - she hadn't felt a real sense of hope for her future in so long, and now Jack was showing her there really was another way.

She drew a little bottle of pills out of her bag, showing him. "These are what I have left. If we refuse to do the songs he wants, he'll refused to give me another bottle, but we might be able to wean me off with these." She looked scared - the weaning process was going to be very painful. But it was worth it if she could be free, and having someone like Jack help her made her think maybe, just maybe, they might actually succeed.

"But he'll try to destroy us if we attempt to break my contract..." She squared her shoulders, looking certain. "I still think we should do it, but I think we should leave first. Go somewhere he can't find us. If we send him the letter from your brother trying to break contract and he still knows where I live..." She looks sad. "He might send someone to try and intimidate us to give in. He can't do that if he doesn't know where we are."
 
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