Heroin

[Demian]

Who has tried it?

I'm afraid to because of my personality...One means Ten

But someone turned me on to a Methedone for the first time

I know it means little to someone who has had the real thing, and for all I know, this could be placebo

Give me a beer
A glass of wine

Help me to forget

I'll be alright

Demian

 

[*bratcat*]

 

[Laurel]

I never thought you'd be a junkie because heroin is so passe.
But today, If you think that I don't know about depression and emotional pain,
You're insane.
And you're a fool who hasn't paid attention to a word that I say.
In a way,
I can't help but feel responsible, I always knew that you were insane.
With your pain.
But I never thought you'd be a junkie because heroin is so passe.
Heroin is so passe.
Heroin is so passe.
So passe. Nowaday,
You never thought you'd get addicted, Just be cooler in an obvious way.
I could say,
Shouldn't you have got a couple piercings and decided maybe that you were gay.
In a way,
I can't help but feel responsible, I always knew that you were insane,
With your pain .
But I never thought you'd be a junkie because heroin is so passé.
Heroin is so passe.
Heroin is so passe. Ahh, ahh, ahh. Heroin is so passe.
Heroin is so passé. Heroin is so passe. Ahh, ahh, hey, hey.

 

[Demian]

Smiles

I'm really not that buzzed

I've been struggling with those who said they care, but not that much

You won't be afraid that I still drink beer?

I'm on the Ledge with you, but not too far that I can't fly if I have to

 

[Guest]

 

[Cheyenne]

Re: Smiles

I'm really not that buzzed

I've been struggling with those who said they care, but not that much

You won't be afraid that I still drink beer?

I'm on the Ledge with you, but not too far that I can't fly if I have to

Don't do heroin, please.

Yes, I care. And yes, I'm still afraid that you drink so much beer. But I'd rather it be beer than heroin if those are the only 2 choices.

 

[Demian]

It's Not Wut You Think

Here's a better thing to talk about

I watched Roger Waters: In the Flesh (Live)
Recorded in Portland in Nov 2000

Stripped down Pink Floyd with great Musicians...

Here's to Hoisting another Beer

Laurel, I'm OK

I still don't want to sound like U2

Alwayz
DemianinsideShiraz

 

[perks]

done it. Should you do it? no one can decide that for you. If you have to ask the question, you know the answer is no.

you will lose friends, and the ones that stay are only along for the next high. You think you're the life of the party, but you're just sitting there in a nod with your forehead 2 inches from the bar thinking what a great time you're having. You walk outside and hurl in front of a bunch of people. You don't care because you know you'll never see them again... those people you've known for 20 years. The ones that are leaving you.
You think you're sick cause your body isn't used to the drug. You're really sick cause your body Is used to the drug. You wanna feel that high... that intense fuzzy sleepy feeling warm embryonic cocoon. You never find that again. You find pain, raw throat, an unbearable itch... you feel like you have bugs crawlin all over you. Oh yeah this is fun, this is great fun. You end up in Spanish Harlem with someone you don't know cause they can get you that smack, that china white. You'll never stop chasing the dragon. You'll never forget that thing you're runnin' from. It's just compounded now by pain, by rotten teeth, by the stench of smack addict.

try it... it's a great high.


never done meth, although it's prescribed as an intense pain killer for patients that need it right before they go to an IV drip.

 

[Bindii]

Miss Heroin

So now little man, you've grown tird of grass,
All that damn acid, the cocaine and hash.
And someone pretending to be your friend,
Say's let me introduce you to 'miss herion'.
Well honey, before you start fooling with me
Just let me tell you of how it will be.
For I will seduce you, and make you my slave,
Believe me, I've sent stronger men to their grave.
You think you could never become a disgrace,
And end up addicted to poppy seed waste.
You'll start by experimenting one afternoon
And end up asleep in my arms very soon.
You'll swindle your mother just for a buck,
And turn into someone who's vile and corrupt.
Finally you'll realise the creature inside you has grown,
You'll solemnly swear to leave me alone.
If you think its that easy, that you've got the knack,
Then sweetie, just try, to get me off your back.
The dizziness, the cramps, your gut in a knot,
Your body screaming for just 'one more shot'.
The hurting in your twisted brain
Can only be saved by my little white grains.
So now you have returned, just as I foretold,
And that's where you'll stay until you are old.
I know now that you are mine,
That's how it stays till the end of time
You've given me your conscience, your morals, your heart
And thats how it stays till death do us part.




Don't do it!!!

 

[Black_Bird]

A neighbor of mine was once a Heroin addict... He was clean for over 10 years of the 13 that I knew him. He used to grow all sorts of plants and string them along a rope between a tree and his house; they were probably the only real life in the whole appartment complex. He had so many cats and kittens it was ridiculous, but he loved them all. Used to identify himself with the Scarecrow from the Wizard of Oz, get smashed and talk philosophy (not well, mind you). He was an artist that painted the most beautiful paintings, sculpted the most beautiful sculptures...

Year before last he started using again; his wife seperated from him and one of his heroin girlfriends moved in with him. He then started experiencing medical difficulty; clots were developing in his legs. The doctors gave him blood thinners to prevent the clots from reaching his heart. On top of this, he did heroin.

He died not too long ago. One of his cats still come around here, looking for food. I call her "Bobby's Ghost," because its the only thing he left living in this world.

What do you want to be remembered for when you leave this world?

 

[freescorfr]

Don't do it.

 

[alltherage]

It scares me that people "try things" just to try them. When I was younger i lived pretty much on the streets for about a year. I was lost emotionally and I had this odd notion deep in my being that I should just go somewhere and die. I have know my fair share of junkies and none was happy or physically well.

The first girl I met on the streets was 22. She had been badly abused by her father(he was a cocaine dealer) and when she looked for a way out of her home she basically found daddy in the form of a younger body. She had had a child with him and the state had taken custody. She decided to try to get the child back and the first step in this process was to get clean. She spent a month in detox and a residential program and came out looking well. She was a beautiful girl and i thought she had a good shot of making it.

Within days of coming out of treatment she hooked up with some old friends. She apparently thought that she needed to do as much dope as she had before treatment in order to get high. She died. ODed that first time. People die from this crap every damn day. That is no joke, no lie, and not a government plot. It is simple reality. A junkie I new told me that after cleaning up he had 4 days to get high and feel the high before he started feeling dope sick and used to get well. That is an insane ratio but junkies accept it all the damn time. Don't try this shit.

 

[plasticman33]

Re: Smiles

I'm really not that buzzed

I've been struggling with those who said they care, but not that much

You won't be afraid that I still drink beer?

I'm on the Ledge with you, but not too far that I can't fly if I have to

That's it, bud, stick with beer! Beer's good for you! That other shit'll kill ya!

 

[freescorfr]

Who has tried it?

I'm afraid to because of my personality...One means Ten

Give me a beer
A glass of wine

Help me to forget

I'll be alright

Demian

It's the "help me to forget" bit that sticks with me.
My addiction was alcohol and the helping to forget bit was big attraction. One day, after quite a time being sober, I was washed over with the feeling "I'm not afraid of my past." And I'm not, nor of who I am, or what might happen. I can cope.

In all my years drinking I couldn't cope and couldn't forget. Now remembering doesn't hurt.

It's possible that, for you, alcohol is quite a depressant, even if it's short term effect is good.

 

[Southern37]

I'm afraid to because of my personality...One means Ten

I have this same personality. If one is good, two is better and four is gonna be fan-fucking-tastic.

Because of this, and being able to recognize it, I stay away from super highly addictive substances like Heroin or Cocaine. Did a little coke in the 80's, and was lucky not to get addicted. When you find yourself knocking on some dealers trailer door at 3am screaming "I know your in there!" it is time to stop.

Since you know yourself and your propensity to abuse, I would suggest you not take the next step. The likelyhood you will find yourself in trouble is high and remember, once you do it you can't turn back. Stick with what you know.

 

[Hamletmaschine]

If, like me and others who've already responded here, you know you have an addictive personality, then I would say -- better not try it.

I was going to be flip about this initially, since my attitude toward drugs was always "Just Say Yes," and I tried it myself a few times with no serious problems. Oh, I had a bad drug problem, all right, but I approached smack with a lot more caution than most other things.

I think you should too. It ain't beer.

 

[SilverVeil]

If you do it .... you will wish you had not lived to regret it.

Speaking from experience here.