Ange1icflowers
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met him 19 years ago on here. It went from sexting and online pics to a deep friendship. It became more. I fell in love with him. He said he loved me too. We met for the first time 4ish years ago. Just casual contact was electric. Things progressed. I loved him. Enough that if I hadn’t married my husband I’d have married him.
My husband knew about him. Gave me boundaries. When he came to visit we stayed in the boundaries. He ate my pussy like nothing I’ve ever had. He made me feel sexy and beautiful.
He came back again last month. Things got a bit carried away and while I didn’t cross the boundaries it came damned close. He came on the outside of my Pussy. Me being me, freaked out a bit. Ok more than a bit. I over thought things. I panicked. And I told him.
He ghosted me for several days.
Then he texted me that he had needed to work some things out. That he talked with his therapist snd his therapist said that I’m a toxic person and a terrible human being…because I overthink and overreact. (Right before my period mind you). Then he told me he never wanted to speak to me again and said he wished he’d never met me. Online or in person. Because I overthought and freaked out about being the rare person who gets pregnant w/o penetration. He didn’t even explain. Just “go away I wish we’d never met”. It’s been about 3 weeks now. Some days I’m fine others. Not so much. He broke me. And I hate him for that. I hate me for giving him that power. I told him when we first said I love you that he could easily break me. I knew what I was talking about.
I guess I’m not meant to have close friends or people I love outside of my husband. I love my hubby dearly but there definitely is lacking in our marriage. Just is what it is.
My husband knew about him. Gave me boundaries. When he came to visit we stayed in the boundaries. He ate my pussy like nothing I’ve ever had. He made me feel sexy and beautiful.
He came back again last month. Things got a bit carried away and while I didn’t cross the boundaries it came damned close. He came on the outside of my Pussy. Me being me, freaked out a bit. Ok more than a bit. I over thought things. I panicked. And I told him.
He ghosted me for several days.
Then he texted me that he had needed to work some things out. That he talked with his therapist snd his therapist said that I’m a toxic person and a terrible human being…because I overthink and overreact. (Right before my period mind you). Then he told me he never wanted to speak to me again and said he wished he’d never met me. Online or in person. Because I overthought and freaked out about being the rare person who gets pregnant w/o penetration. He didn’t even explain. Just “go away I wish we’d never met”. It’s been about 3 weeks now. Some days I’m fine others. Not so much. He broke me. And I hate him for that. I hate me for giving him that power. I told him when we first said I love you that he could easily break me. I knew what I was talking about.
I guess I’m not meant to have close friends or people I love outside of my husband. I love my hubby dearly but there definitely is lacking in our marriage. Just is what it is.