BiaTcHiNFiRe
lost in my thoughts
- Joined
- May 30, 2006
- Posts
- 6,790
The circumstances have separate me from my Master for a while and i must say this few weeks was the hardest time for me since i have divoced with my husband. I have shed lots of tears and missed him more than words can say. I truly hate every second of being separated from him and just pray it wont take much longer.
I have only online Dominant, but there is one thing i am sure of: I know i wont ever be able to call anybody else my "Master" than him. He have picked me and i have picked him back. This days when i was without a contact with him i had a lot of time to think. Anytime a thought came into my mind that i could lose contact with him for ever i was goin crazy. It was killing me inside. I am used to being owned by him, i just need it. I felt all weak and ill without him, without his words and presence, without talking to him.
I never had a Dom irl and i prolly never will, but i know what i feel for my online Master and nothing can change this. I was gone, but i will be back to him very soon. Can't wait to talk to him again.
I was in some very not nice state of mind, i am still am actualy and quess it wont change untill i am back to my Sir. I am peevish, nervous, moody, sad, depressed and feel quite lonely and lost. Simply it just suck....
My master makes me feel loved. He makes me feel as a woman, i just feel nice with him around, when i can talk to him. I love it and cherish every second we have spend together.
Theres still so much i dunno about D/s, but i know one thing for sure: I love to be my Master's sub and cannot wait to confess him how bad i have miss him these days.
Some time ago i saw a thread here where peeps should say good or bad things about them selvs. I didnt know any good i could say *chuckles*, but there is one i think. When i love someone i love for life and when i give myself to someone i give all of me, i dunno different.
I was always against more men in relationship, but now i am confused. Confused cuz i need 2 men to be ok. My man cuz hes the one with who i live irl, its a dad of my daughter and i have learn to live with him.
And then theres my Master who teach me, quide me and listen to me. I know he understand my needs and wants and i know i wont be denyed by him, ever. I can tell him anything and know he will understand. What we have and share is special and i apreciate it very much.
My master is a special person and i love him very much. In few months my secon baby will born and i will be prolly very busy, but i will still stay in touch with him, i always will. I need him around. I am people adddict. I am addicted to my man that i cannot leave him eventho i often think its the best thing i could do....i know i will not tho. I was always like this. I am staying no matter what usualy. Doesnt matter if its good or bad for me i am staying.
I will always live with my man irl. Same as i know that i will always be with my online Master. I am thankful he accepted me as his sub and i enjoy being HIS. I love it and atm i miss it real bad.
Theres this two men of my life that i really love and need around. Guess i am one greedy bitch.
Miss your Master suck!! *sigh*
I have only online Dominant, but there is one thing i am sure of: I know i wont ever be able to call anybody else my "Master" than him. He have picked me and i have picked him back. This days when i was without a contact with him i had a lot of time to think. Anytime a thought came into my mind that i could lose contact with him for ever i was goin crazy. It was killing me inside. I am used to being owned by him, i just need it. I felt all weak and ill without him, without his words and presence, without talking to him.
I never had a Dom irl and i prolly never will, but i know what i feel for my online Master and nothing can change this. I was gone, but i will be back to him very soon. Can't wait to talk to him again.
I was in some very not nice state of mind, i am still am actualy and quess it wont change untill i am back to my Sir. I am peevish, nervous, moody, sad, depressed and feel quite lonely and lost. Simply it just suck....
My master makes me feel loved. He makes me feel as a woman, i just feel nice with him around, when i can talk to him. I love it and cherish every second we have spend together.
Theres still so much i dunno about D/s, but i know one thing for sure: I love to be my Master's sub and cannot wait to confess him how bad i have miss him these days.
Some time ago i saw a thread here where peeps should say good or bad things about them selvs. I didnt know any good i could say *chuckles*, but there is one i think. When i love someone i love for life and when i give myself to someone i give all of me, i dunno different.
I was always against more men in relationship, but now i am confused. Confused cuz i need 2 men to be ok. My man cuz hes the one with who i live irl, its a dad of my daughter and i have learn to live with him.
And then theres my Master who teach me, quide me and listen to me. I know he understand my needs and wants and i know i wont be denyed by him, ever. I can tell him anything and know he will understand. What we have and share is special and i apreciate it very much.
My master is a special person and i love him very much. In few months my secon baby will born and i will be prolly very busy, but i will still stay in touch with him, i always will. I need him around. I am people adddict. I am addicted to my man that i cannot leave him eventho i often think its the best thing i could do....i know i will not tho. I was always like this. I am staying no matter what usualy. Doesnt matter if its good or bad for me i am staying.
I will always live with my man irl. Same as i know that i will always be with my online Master. I am thankful he accepted me as his sub and i enjoy being HIS. I love it and atm i miss it real bad.
Theres this two men of my life that i really love and need around. Guess i am one greedy bitch.
Miss your Master suck!! *sigh*