Thanks, Lasher. People may be surprised that you of all people are extending a hand, but perhaps they have not yet seen the best of you.(That should be worth a dozen LOL chimes from the gallery all by itself).
Roger, that was indeed a humorous piece, and I appreciate both the wit and the gentle remonstrance. I may not heed, but I take in the spirit it was offered.
DCL, You are undoubtedly correct across the board -- at least you'll get no arguments from me. In retrospect, I can see how this all comes across as very mystical, and that was not my intent. I ascribe no otherworldly significance to these events. I found it to be interesting and unprecedented in my experience, and I was curious to know if anyone else had encountered something similar. I had considered posting a much abbreviated summary instead (as I later did in a vain attempt to recast the discussion along more constructive lines), but I posted what I did in large part because I thought that it might help people better understand my experience, especially women who might recognize (or even attempt) such a feate; and to provide a context for any ensuing discussion.
Though I had been quite excited to post the original, after I did I found myself feeling increasingly anxious and, for lack of a better term, vulnerable. I am not generally one to succumb to the vapors, but there was something about this experience that was difficult to share.
I debated the ethical and moral arguments about deleting the thread parent without reaching a firm conclusion. When I logged in a few minutes ago, I was inclined to kill the thread, apologize to the handful of respondents, and then repost the three-line version to refocus the discussion on the purely technical issues.
When I saw Roger's post, I winced a bit, in part because it showed me how wrong I would have been to pull the plug. A couple other comments were well meaning (if slightly exasperated, perhaps with reason), but I was still left feeling uneasy.
Then I read Lasher's post.
I don't need compliments and I don't mind disapproval. The entropic detritus from the most feeble is merely an echo of the heat-death of the universe. I'm not certain that I require an audience, much less an appreciative one.
And yet, somehow, the spark of human concern, transformed a billion billion times over from quickening to arrival, still has power -- the power to sear actinic through the dross of indifference, to cast fulgent shafts to the depths of misunderstanding, and to soar bravely across the the uncertain gulf of human existence.
Thank you.
Roger, that was indeed a humorous piece, and I appreciate both the wit and the gentle remonstrance. I may not heed, but I take in the spirit it was offered.
DCL, You are undoubtedly correct across the board -- at least you'll get no arguments from me. In retrospect, I can see how this all comes across as very mystical, and that was not my intent. I ascribe no otherworldly significance to these events. I found it to be interesting and unprecedented in my experience, and I was curious to know if anyone else had encountered something similar. I had considered posting a much abbreviated summary instead (as I later did in a vain attempt to recast the discussion along more constructive lines), but I posted what I did in large part because I thought that it might help people better understand my experience, especially women who might recognize (or even attempt) such a feate; and to provide a context for any ensuing discussion.
Though I had been quite excited to post the original, after I did I found myself feeling increasingly anxious and, for lack of a better term, vulnerable. I am not generally one to succumb to the vapors, but there was something about this experience that was difficult to share.
I debated the ethical and moral arguments about deleting the thread parent without reaching a firm conclusion. When I logged in a few minutes ago, I was inclined to kill the thread, apologize to the handful of respondents, and then repost the three-line version to refocus the discussion on the purely technical issues.
When I saw Roger's post, I winced a bit, in part because it showed me how wrong I would have been to pull the plug. A couple other comments were well meaning (if slightly exasperated, perhaps with reason), but I was still left feeling uneasy.
Then I read Lasher's post.
I don't need compliments and I don't mind disapproval. The entropic detritus from the most feeble is merely an echo of the heat-death of the universe. I'm not certain that I require an audience, much less an appreciative one.
And yet, somehow, the spark of human concern, transformed a billion billion times over from quickening to arrival, still has power -- the power to sear actinic through the dross of indifference, to cast fulgent shafts to the depths of misunderstanding, and to soar bravely across the the uncertain gulf of human existence.
Thank you.