Guys, How did you know you were into guys?

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it was more of a process for me, starting with seeing ads in a Hustler magazine for gay porn. It was something new i had never considered and i was intrigued... then one day i got the nerve up to go into an Adult Bookstore... the front door opened into a dark hallway with an opening to the left where the magazines and toys were sold. There was an old man sitting at a counter looking at a magazine and he barely acknowledged me but i was scared to go into that area so i wandered down the hall which was lined with viewers to watch movies instead of booths. i walked up to the first one and dropped some coins in the slot. It was a movie of a chubby girl masturbating.. then another girl joined her and they started eating each other. When the movie stopped i went down a few more and watched a guy fucking a girl... then came to one of two guys in a field next to fallen dead tree. They were both naked and one was on the tree bent over with a leg up on a branch and the other guy was licking his balls. Then they got on a blanket and sucked each others cock before one fucked the other in the ass.. i was mesmerized by the looks on their faces, especially the guy getting fucked... i wrote some gay stories and shot a huge wad... after that i decided i was more turned on by guys than girls and was going to be gay
 
I think it was around 18-19... I was living alone right out of high school and dating a girl but she lived an hour away and I was horny as hell. I was on yahoo chat a lot back then and a guy convinced me to let him suck my cock. I was nervous as hell, but it turned out to be one of the best BJ's I've ever had. Later I got more and more into seeing other guys cum, but I've only sucked off a few guys. I was just going through the guys that have sucked me off and although I consider myself mostly straight, I've had 16 guys get a load out of me. Guess I still love getting head from a guy.
 
How i knew

After being used bt brother at a young age, i was curious my whole life after that didnt start playing again until i was 40 still play from time to time when horny just prefer pussy
 
Think is was probably around 14 or 15 in the changing rooms at school. Looking round and seeing all those other naked guys. Then later masturbating at home over the guys I liked seeing. Then later when I first wrapped my hand round another guys cock and he did the same with me. Still remember that feeling
 
I've been trying to come up with an answer for this for a couple of days now. I'm not sure, I don't know if it was. My first sexual experience was with another boy when I was like 10 years old. Through adolescents I never really had the hots for any girl that I knew, but I did for my friend Tommy. Or when I played football in high school, in the shower room checking out cocks on the other guys. A couple of those black guys were hung pretty good. Then when I started reading Playboy and Penthouse, I think it was The Forum in Penthouse where people use to write in about their sexual experiences. I would get really turned on when a guy would write about sucking off his best friend. Or it could have been when I sucked my first real cock when I was like 26 years old, and knew that I would want to do it again. I've always been attracted to cock, but just in the last few years that I've gotten in to watching gay porn and spending so much time on sites like Lit. Reading what people like myself have to say, and looking at pics of beautiful cocks and guys sucking beautiful cocks, that I've come to think maybe I am in to guys.
 
18yo in Navy boot camp. That's when I realized that men turned me on as much as women. There was one specific guy that I found sexually attractive in my company. Never got to know him or saw him after graduating boot. But I can still picture his slim sexy body and cute face in my mind even now, 30+ years later.
 
It was a process. I began to realize gay porn turned me on when I turned about thirteen and thought it was all a phase, but I realized I was in to men and women.
 
Forum rules prohibit me from mentioning any specific incidents, but it was a gradual process starting around 8-9 and continuing into my late teens, by which time I was identifying as at least partially bisexual.
 
My first sexual experience was with a guy. I've been Straight since but now have been fantasizing about doing it again.....esp now that i'm divorced.
 
It was a process, see-sawing between denial and realization. I suppose you could say it began with me checking out cocks in the showers, and then a friend with his shirt off, but I was too young to really understand what I was doing. Then one day, a little older, I caught myself staring at another boy's legs but I dismissed it as a one-off. It wasn't long after that I had my first explicit gay fantasy - there was this boy I noticed, then I pictured him barechested, then naked with an erection, then me kneeling sucking him off. This began a cycle of "OMG, I'm gay" followed by dismissing it as a one-off, with fantasies of sucking off someone, being fucked, etc. One day, a stranger fondled me and I instantly fantasized with getting on all fours for him, of sucking him off on my knees. That was when I knew that I'd have gay sex eventually, that it wouldn't take much for a man to seduce me or something to happen and it was a matter of time. Eventually I met up with a guy, and what "sealed the deal" was when he grabbed my ankles and put them on his shoulders, I knew it was the moment of no return, and I wanted to be fucked.
 
Natural-Born Cock-Sucker

When I was a kid, a schoolfriend and I started out playing with each others cocks, as young eager curious guys tend to do. We were both highly-sexed and naturally drawn to playing sex-games, which inevitably escalated to daring you-suck-me and I'll suck you cock-sucking. We were clumsy and excited, more energy that expertise, but when he ejaculated I was never concerned by the taste of his spunk, and happily swallowed it. The more we did it the more it soon became obvious that I enjoyed sucking his cock far more than he enjoyed sucking mine, so it got to be that I was doing him on a fairly regular basis. It wound up that we were meeting in the nearby woods or sometimes in his house when his parents were out, just so I got the chance of sucking him off. We both accepted the situation as nothing strange or unnatural. That's probably when I subconsciously accepted that I was a 'cock-sucker'? Whether other kids got to know, or if my friend bragged? - I don't know, because I had another couple of guys come around. I was always fascinated by cock, so I was as curious as they were, kinda nervous and uncertain, but I sucked off at least two of them, a third got scared and chickened out before I got it in my mouth, which was frustrating for me, because by then I'd seen his cock and was quite eager to get up close and personal with it. The situation with my friend continued almost on a daily basis until we graduated and went our separate ways. I look back on it all with amused affection… of course, sucking mature cock is another story, and probably another post...
 
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