iwillmindU
Experienced
- Joined
- Oct 3, 2008
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- 81
hmmmm, ok, well i guess if i come here, go away, come here, go away, i'm not certain that is lost, but i think i need to be shown my true path. (do i say it?) i'm 47, and 5'8" 149, and evolving slowly into who i am; on hormones and becoming, i think, much easier to deal with than in my youth. Having not been in bonds for a while, i'm not sure if i will struggle against them or not. i am still sassy, still love that single-tail, and the cane, but i have never sought punishment. i'm not sure if i will ever find the best person to lead me but i know that they are looking for me, because finding that good secretary and vacuum person is not easy these days. Or real nymphomaniacs; which are not common either.
Master or Mistress is really unimportant; i think that ability and experience trump all. i have been enjoyed by many and controlled by few. i am always not necessarily difficult at first, just unsure of what is expected of me most of the time. Those who have owned me have only been bi or lesbian Mistresses, because i am a gurl in an unconventional sense. Not having been owned by a Master, i don't know what would be expected by one, but i have been played with by several, and some of my very best experiences have been having a Master use that single tail on me. i don't know, i think that i was just extremely lucky to have gotten the chance to enjoy it.
i am no one's slave, i really am a submissive. i have a mind of my own, and use it for the benefit of the One who is everything to me. I am not looking to cam, have unending forever email exchanges or phone sex with any person; these things are for those who can't or won't commit to a real relationship with someone else for reasons that are unimportant. i promise you are not going to find anyone who can vacuum a home in 5 or 6 inch heels better than i can. i don't cook well at all, but i make up for that by how long i can go in the bedroom. i am not an active person sexually; medically, i have never been able to be, for reasons that i will explain to someone when it matters. i don't screw anyone, i am the screwee
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i guess that it is because i am so responsive that those who have owned me always wanted to share my bottom with a trusted friend, and those experiences were always the most fun. What is interesting with one person is just awesome with two; you never know what is going to happen and when, and it's so exciting! (yes, i am smiling really big)
i know this person is here. i know this because i can feel it. They kick back and read things here with amusement, interest, and inquisitiveness. But, like any exceptionally experienced person, they have a keen eye, and are forever paying attention to those things that flash light in their eyes momentarily; they will stop, and look closer.
i hope that now you will stop, and look a little closer. is this where i take my clothes off?
Master or Mistress is really unimportant; i think that ability and experience trump all. i have been enjoyed by many and controlled by few. i am always not necessarily difficult at first, just unsure of what is expected of me most of the time. Those who have owned me have only been bi or lesbian Mistresses, because i am a gurl in an unconventional sense. Not having been owned by a Master, i don't know what would be expected by one, but i have been played with by several, and some of my very best experiences have been having a Master use that single tail on me. i don't know, i think that i was just extremely lucky to have gotten the chance to enjoy it.
i am no one's slave, i really am a submissive. i have a mind of my own, and use it for the benefit of the One who is everything to me. I am not looking to cam, have unending forever email exchanges or phone sex with any person; these things are for those who can't or won't commit to a real relationship with someone else for reasons that are unimportant. i promise you are not going to find anyone who can vacuum a home in 5 or 6 inch heels better than i can. i don't cook well at all, but i make up for that by how long i can go in the bedroom. i am not an active person sexually; medically, i have never been able to be, for reasons that i will explain to someone when it matters. i don't screw anyone, i am the screwee
.i guess that it is because i am so responsive that those who have owned me always wanted to share my bottom with a trusted friend, and those experiences were always the most fun. What is interesting with one person is just awesome with two; you never know what is going to happen and when, and it's so exciting! (yes, i am smiling really big)
i know this person is here. i know this because i can feel it. They kick back and read things here with amusement, interest, and inquisitiveness. But, like any exceptionally experienced person, they have a keen eye, and are forever paying attention to those things that flash light in their eyes momentarily; they will stop, and look closer.
i hope that now you will stop, and look a little closer. is this where i take my clothes off?
