God be DAMNED:-(

[Avery_Chisholm]

I'm so very Upset i could scream my dad's best friend of 35 yrs has got luekemia and is not expected 2 live much longer, I have had a crush on this man since I was 10 yrs old and although he isn't family by blood I have 2 say he's been more family 2 me and mine than my own blood relatives are.
I knew I couldn't get through a december(just in case every1's wondering for the last 3 decembers' somebody's passed unexpectedly, last yr on my birthday is was my moms' dad) just when I was beginning to get some of my Faith back if they yank it right back out from under me i will swear off god completely if he takes this DEARER than DEAR soul away Please god for once....Merry Christmas all and please say a prayer for me!

 

[CeceliaSkye]

Avery.. So sorry to hear about your dear friends illness... This can be a difficult time of the year at best... I hope you are able to spend time with him now.. that might help both of you...
Wishing you peace of mind during the holidays...

 

[paganangel]

fuck god.

that's why i don't believe. life sux. my heart goes out to you. fuck god. peoples good intentions are all ya got.

 

[tmuyo]

yes, damn that omnipotent bastard getting his jollies off on us poor mortals. i hope the sick bastard rots in hell one day...er...i guess that couldn't happen, but it'd be nice if it could, don't you think?

anyway, my best of wishes to you on making it through next december without someone keeling over...

 

[StondTmplPilot]

Avery, I feel for you man, I hope this holiday is better than the last three...

 

[celiaKitten]

My thoughts are with you in this difficult time. I've been there too.

 

[Avery_Chisholm]

Thanks sooooooooo much ALL!

now all the neighbours thinking i'm totally looney I was so upset that i went outside and let out the loudest scream did any of you's hear me over there! why is it all the greedy, bastards' that try 2 make your life complete HELL live that u would actually wish would just do ya a favour and keel over and the 1's that u could not envision life without just end up getting the short end of LIFE? am not sure i should go see him as i would end up breaking down:-(